I find it hard to trust people

[Claymoreboy0118]

In anything they do. Its true I'm a person who gets attached really easily, but there's another part to it. No matter what someone does I never see it as genuine. I don't trust anyone not even myself. I hate it. I think I've sabotaged more friendships then necessary with this stupid overthinking. I just can't help it. I want friends. I'm so used to surrounding myself with bad people because that's all I've ever had. I just think everyone secretly hates me.

 

[Bartarus]

caging so hard rn

 

[Notcel]

caging so hard rn

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Alot can happen within that time span

 

[browncurrycel]

In anything they do. Its true I'm a person who gets attached really easily, but there's another part to it. No matter what someone does I never see it as genuine. I don't trust anyone not even myself. I hate it. I think I've sabotaged more friendships then necessary with this stupid overthinking. I just can't help it. I want friends. I'm so used to surrounding myself with bad people because that's all I've ever had. I just think everyone secretly hates me.

Relatable asl

I want close relationships with guys my age but I can't meet them and even when I do I remain very closeted about myself and my past.

Past-trauma pill is brutal

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

Relatable asl

I want close relationships with guys my age but I can't meet them and even when I do I remain very closeted about myself and my past.

Past-trauma pill is brutal

I want people to know the real me but I'm too scared to tell them. I would rather keep the fake image I've made of myself

 

[habeebullah]

I want people to know the real me but I'm too scared to tell them. I would rather keep the fake image I've made of myself

What is "the real you"? Also it would help if you open up online first so that you can ease into it a little bit.

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

What is "the real you"? Also it would help if you open up online first so that you can ease into it a little bit.

I don't know who I am really. I've made a really strong mental block when it comes to that part of me. Little bits slip through but I'm really uncertain. I just don't know

 

[habeebullah]

I don't know who I am really. I've made a really strong mental block when it comes to that part of me. Little bits slip through but I'm really uncertain. I just don't know

It's okay if you don't know who you are. I'm assuming you're relatively young? You still have time to figure yourself out.