I forget everything after a few seconds

[whitecelcoper]

I can’t remember anything that has happened in the last 3 days. I’ve lost track of time. I slept for 20 hours I think it was yesterday I’m not sure, now I’m pulling an all nighter. I text people then get confused why they’re randomly texting me because I forgot I texted them. I think my brain is eating itsslf My head hurts. I need to go to school todaym, or tomorrow I don’t know what I should consider it since it’s 6 am but it doesn’t feel like tomorrow it feels like today I don’t know @xzylecrey @Divineincel @motionmantris

 

[logicalpill850]

short term memory loss

 

[whitecelcoper]

short term memory loss

I don’t like that

 

[CortisolSpike67]

I can’t remember anything that has happened in the last 3 days. I’ve lost track of time. I slept for 20 hours I think it was yesterday I’m not sure, now I’m pulling an all nighter. I text people then get confused why they’re randomly texting me because I forgot I texted them. I think my brain is eating itsslf My head hurts. I need to go to school todaym, or tomorrow I don’t know what I should consider it since it’s 6 am but it doesn’t feel like tomorrow it feels like today I don’t know @xzylecrey @Divineincel @motionmantris

same its prolly cus ur sleep schedule is fucked, I feel like this sometimes but when my sleep schedule is fixed it goes away

 

[CortisolSpike67]

sleeping 20 hours then 0 hours is gonna fuck with your head a bit tbh

 

[whitecelcoper]

same its prolly cus ur sleep schedule is fucked, I feel like this sometimes but when my sleep schedule is fixed it goes away

I can’t sleep I keep seeing my ffriend hanging from the ceiling

 

[xzylecrey]

I can’t remember anything that has happened in the last 3 days. I’ve lost track of time. I slept for 20 hours I think it was yesterday I’m not sure, now I’m pulling an all nighter. I text people then get confused why they’re randomly texting me because I forgot I texted them. I think my brain is eating itsslf My head hurts. I need to go to school todaym, or tomorrow I don’t know what I should consider it since it’s 6 am but it doesn’t feel like tomorrow it feels like today I don’t know @xzylecrey @Divineincel @motionmantris

Have you been sleep deprived or stressed lately???

 

[whitecelcoper]

Have you been sleep deprived or stressed lately???

I think so

 

[OlympicSizzler]

This is ADHD pretty much

 

[CortisolSpike67]

I can’t sleep I keep seeing my ffriend hanging from the ceiling

aree you ok? im sorry that happened thats fucked

 

[whitecelcoper]

This is ADHD pretty much

I don’tbhave that I’m diagnosed with autism though

 

[whitecelcoper]

aree you ok? im sorry that happened thats fucked

I don’t know I jus don’t want ti go to school. I’m. ok

 

[CortisolSpike67]

I don’t know I jus don’t want ti go to school. I’m. ok

dou need to talk abt it?, its fine if u dont its up to u

 

[CortisolSpike67]

I don’t know I jus don’t want ti go to school. I’m. ok

maybe taking a break would be helpful for you, its horrible to hear what has happened

 

[xzylecrey]

I think so

If it is based on the event that happened which affected you then its not anything dangerous i think maybe just extreme stress from what happened. Ideally you shouldnt hold that load by yourself and tell your parents or something. Also try to fix your sleep actively and eat right and take a break from everything

 

[whitecelcoper]

maybe taking a break would be helpful for you, its horrible to hear what has happened

I haven’t went to school in a while, my parents arre forcing me now

 

[emogymmaxx]

have you taken any recreational drugs?

 

[whitecelcoper]

If it is based on the event that happened which affected you then its not anything dangerous i think maybe just extreme stress from what happened. Ideally you shouldnt hold that load by yourself and tell your parents or something. Also try to fix your sleep actively and eat right and take a break from everything

I don’tbremember eating and I pulled 2 all njghters

 

[whitecelcoper]

have you taken any recreational drugs?

No I will thsnk you for your idea

 

[CortisolSpike67]

I don’tbremember eating and I pulled 2 all njghters

try to get some rest bhai, I know its prolly hard to fall asleep though

 

[whitecelcoper]

I have school in 1 hour

 

[whitecelcoper]

try to get some rest bhai, I know its prolly hard to fall asleep though

I need to go to schhool I have like 20 minutes to get ready

 

[CortisolSpike67]

I need to go to schhool I have like 20 minutes to get ready

dont let anything make you feel worse, your not in a good mental state rn so you might be susceptible to being affected by things which normally you would ignore

 

[Divineincel]

I can’t remember anything that has happened in the last 3 days. I’ve lost track of time. I slept for 20 hours I think it was yesterday I’m not sure, now I’m pulling an all nighter. I text people then get confused why they’re randomly texting me because I forgot I texted them. I think my brain is eating itsslf My head hurts. I need to go to school todaym, or tomorrow I don’t know what I should consider it since it’s 6 am but it doesn’t feel like tomorrow it feels like today I don’t know @xzylecrey @Divineincel @motionmantris[/USER
[/QUOTE]
You didn't happen to have school during this time?

 

[Divineincel]

I can’t remember anything that has happened in the last 3 days. I’ve lost track of time. I slept for 20 hours I think it was yesterday I’m not sure, now I’m pulling an all nighter. I text people then get confused why they’re randomly texting me because I forgot I texted them. I think my brain is eating itsslf My head hurts. I need to go to school todaym, or tomorrow I don’t know what I should consider it since it’s 6 am but it doesn’t feel like tomorrow it feels like today I don’t know @xzylecrey @Divineincel @motionmantris

You didn't happen to have school during this time?

 

[whitecelcoper]

You didn't happen to have school during this time?

Yeah I skipped

 

[Divineincel]

Yeah I skipped

why?

 

[whitecelcoper]

why?

My friend ended it I couldn't go to school. I can skip without consequences anyways

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

I can’t sleep I keep seeing my ffriend hanging from the ceiling

Read that thread.
I'm so fucking sry, man.
I can only imagine what you are going through.

Psychotherapie-maxx maybe?
Idk if it's gonna do anything.

Make sure to sleep.
I can tell you with certainty sleep deprivation will make things worse.

 

[LTNUser]

I have school in 1 hour

School is the most boring place to go if you are not good looking or neurotypical
You go there,have no friends to talk to,spend most of your time in solitude and return home without interacting with kids your age
This is still fine but it gets worse when you have toxic friends,they belittle you for no reason and always find a way to make you feel shit.
Notice how it's always one's face they use as an immediate/first insult ?

I don't understand how normies see this and will say looks never matter.
You are not only contradicting yourself everytime you insult someone for his or her looks,but also proving the blackpill right.

 

[whitecelcoper]

Read that thread.
I'm so fucking sry, man.
I can only imagine what you are going through.

Psychotherapie-maxx maybe?
Idk if it's gonna do anything.

Make sure to sleep.
I can tell you with certainty sleep deprivation will make things worse.

I'm going to start therapy again. Last time I was forced into it so it didn't help, I hope it does now. I'm tired enough to sleep so I'll try that. I don't know if it'll ever get better

 

[whitecelcoper]

School is the most boring place to go if you are not good looking or neurotypical
You go there,have no friends to talk to,spend most of your time in solitude and return home without interacting with kids your age
This is still fine but it gets worse when you have toxic friends,they belittle you for no reason and always find a way to make you feel shit.
Notice how it's always one's face they use as an immediate/first insult ?

I don't understand how normies see this and will say looks never matter.
You are not only contradicting yourself everytime you insult someone for his or her looks,but also proving the blackpill right.

I only go to school because I get forced into it, I prefer being alone over talking to the people I call friends and attempting to hold conversations when I can't force myself to do that. I'm going to go next week and skip for a month again, that's what I usually do

 

[NoaA99]

Sounds like me, do yourself a favour and actively address it early.
As a living example, I can assure you, that the consequences will likely become irreversible if they accumulate over a long time.
Cognition will be forced, instead of intuitive, and at some point you will eventually feel a sense of dissociation from your former self.

You don’t wanna end up like this little thing:

 

[Divineincel]

My friend ended it I couldn't go to school. I can skip without consequences anyways

Oh that’s understandable

 

[whitecelcoper]

Sounds like me, do yourself a favour and actively address it early.

I am I don't want to be Dori

 

[o_Owtf]

Sounds like you might have a gas leak somewhere in your house/apartment. Not tryna scare you but that's fatal. Common symptoms are fatigue, headaches, memory loss, like you mentioned. Maybe try staying at a friends place and see if you feel better.

 

[whitecelcoper]

Sounds like you might have a gas leak somewhere in your house/apartment. Not tryna scare you but that's fatal. Common symptoms are fatigue, headaches, memory loss, like you mentioned. Maybe try staying at a friends place and see if you feel better.

No I'm pretty sure it's sleep deprivation and heavy dissociation due to streSS

 

[whitecelcoper]

dou need to talk abt it?, its fine if u dont its up to u

It's ok I'll get over it

 

[CortisolSpike67]

It's ok I'll get over it

Dont be too hard on yourself

 

[Sayori]

I can’t remember anything that has happened in the last 3 days. I’ve lost track of time. I slept for 20 hours I think it was yesterday I’m not sure, now I’m pulling an all nighter. I text people then get confused why they’re randomly texting me because I forgot I texted them. I think my brain is eating itsslf My head hurts. I need to go to school todaym, or tomorrow I don’t know what I should consider it since it’s 6 am but it doesn’t feel like tomorrow it feels like today I don’t know @xzylecrey @Divineincel @motionmantris

Sleep

stay up till u pass out and try to fix ur sleep schedule that way

 

[Outlander]

School is hurting your brain

 

[whitecelcoper]

Sleep

stay up till u pass out and try to fix ur sleep schedule that way

I did that now I feel slightly better, but my head hurts a lot

 

[whitecelcoper]

School is hurting your brain

Slave school

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I can’t remember anything that has happened in the last 3 days. I’ve lost track of time. I slept for 20 hours I think it was yesterday I’m not sure, now I’m pulling an all nighter. I text people then get confused why they’re randomly texting me because I forgot I texted them. I think my brain is eating itsslf My head hurts. I need to go to school todaym, or tomorrow I don’t know what I should consider it since it’s 6 am but it doesn’t feel like tomorrow it feels like today I don’t know @xzylecrey @Divineincel @motionmantris

Fellow benadryl enjoyer?

 

[whitecelcoper]

Fellow benadryl enjoyer?

I've taken it, but sadly that's not the case