I found letters from when I was in hospital

[Rea]

Shit

What a fucking retard you can't even answer me properly

 

[Birdcell]

tbh there is almost no lore i just one day said it would be funny to refer to people birds and tag them in my threads and then the population of these birds grew and some people thought you are the OG "birdcaller" a lot of this shit you can see in my best thread

https://looksmax.org/threads/the-enchanted_elixir-situation-birds-gtfih.1149633/

@truthhurts @chudlite @Bomber517 @Gengar

Aaa , that's interesting. Thank you for explaining

 

[LOOKISM-LOGIC]

What a fucking retard you can't even answer me properly

This nigger thinks I be reading any of that

 

[irkkedmulatto]

I'm reading them and i actually had some friends at one point of my life, sadly I can't contact them anymore but I'll cherish those memories

I was in such bad mood at the time that I didn't even notice, they were all good people it makes me sad to read their “farewell” letter

Hope they're doing well (not like me)

I know I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone it's a bit sad but I have to get used to it...

@Darkeningstar @Imretarded? @Gengar

Bro what Ik this sounds bluepilled asf , but aren’t u like 22 , why do u think life is over for u and accept complete isolation and inceldoom , I’m tryna help mane

 

[Rea]

Bro what Ik this sounds bluepilled asf , but aren’t u like 22 , why do u think life is over for u and accept complete isolation and inceldoom , I’m tryna help mane

no degrees, no friends, ugly

never began

 

[irkkedmulatto]

no degrees, no friends, ugly

never began

Apart from giving u water bluepill advice, I hope u find ur happiness in life and ascend with the girl of ur dreams

 

[Rea]

Apart from giving u water bluepill advice, I hope u find ur happiness in life and ascend with the girl of ur dreams

thanks gl with your ascension

 

[chudlite]

bro spawns the gang

bird spawner

 

[Rea]

bird spawner

nah you're bumping my venting thread jfl

 

[Vermilioncore]

How come Tobias hates me

 

[chudlite]

nah you're bumping my venting thread jfl

im reading it too i was about to give some words of condolence and comfort

 

[Rea]

im reading it too i was about to give some words of condolence and comfort

Thanks

 

[chudlite]

I'm reading them and i actually had some friends at one point of my life, sadly I can't contact them anymore but I'll cherish those memories

i had amazing friends all throughout highschool and i seriously cherish those years of my life, i had a (unstable) girlfriend i was happy with for most of it,

i had amazing friends id hang out with outside of school, i was active and in decent shape,

was pretty ugly but my hair covered my face + skater boy halo, i did find with girls back then,

truly a amazing time in my life

i had a best friend named jacob, super amazing guy, he introduced me to skateboarding and thats how we bonded,

every weekend for a long time we would go skateboard,

at this shitty skatepark that would occasionally have the homeless man laying in the corners begging for spare change

then we would go get a 5$ pizza from little caesars, it was greasy goyslop and i dont particularly enjoy it anymore, but i remember it tasting so amazing, probably just nostalgia

me and him have so many good memories sometimes i sit down to think about how good of a friend he was,

we were so close wed often get confused as a gay couple funny enough, but that isnt the main point im trying to get at

how i cope with those memories is by remembering them, wearing them out, its fine to reminisce about the past,

just dont let it overtake you, in the end all things come go an end, good or bad, you will surely maybe not soon but surely this drought of social-ness will end, and while it ends all you can do is think about the better times, it works like painkillers,

when a doctor prescribes painkillers they kill the pain until the pain ends itself, so just keep these memories near and dear until you find newer ones to replace them,


you will find happiness somewhere sometime, might be 20 years from now but you will, they say absense makes the heart grow fonder, when this horrible stage is over youll think “im glad im here it was all fine in the end” and youll be happy you never gave up, dont ever think of roping or anything stupid like that

@dipenhydramine my bhai left a terrible hole in my heart

You Will Be O.K. I Promise

 

[Rea]

i had amazing friends all throughout highschool and i seriously cherish those years of my life, i had a (unstable) girlfriend i was happy with for most of it,

i had amazing friends id hang out with outside of school, i was active and in decent shape,

was pretty ugly but my hair covered my face + skater boy halo, i did find with girls back then,

truly a amazing time in my life

i had a best friend named jacob, super amazing guy, he introduced me to skateboarding and thats how we bonded,

every weekend for a long time we would go skateboard,

at this shitty skatepark that would occasionally have the homeless man laying in the corners begging for spare change

then we would go get a 5$ pizza from little caesars, it was greasy goyslop and i dont particularly enjoy it anymore, but i remember it tasting so amazing, probably just nostalgia

me and him have so many good memories sometimes i sit down to think about how good of a friend he was,

we were so close wed often get confused as a gay couple funny enough, but that isnt the main point im trying to get at

how i cope with those memories is by remembering them, wearing them out, its fine to reminisce about the past,

just dont let it overtake you, in the end all things come go an end, good or bad, you will surely maybe not soon but surely this drought of social-ness will end, and while it ends all you can do is think about the better times, it works like painkillers,

when a doctor prescribes painkillers they kill the pain until the pain ends itself, so just keep these memories near and dear until you find newer ones to replace them,


you will find happiness somewhere sometime, might be 20 years from now but you will, they say absense makes the heart grow fonder, when this horrible stage is over youll think “im glad im here it was all fine in the end” and youll be happy you never gave up, dont ever think of roping or anything stupid like that

@dipenhydramine my bhai left a terrible hole in my heart

You Will Be O.K. I Promise

caged at the gay couple story

bookmarked i'll def read it again the next time i'm feeling down thanks for this kind message

 

[chudlite]

I was in such bad mood at the time that I didn't even notice, they were all good people it makes me sad to read their “farewell” letter

when i lost all my friends, they asked for me for weeks even my teachers, it made me happy, i only knew this because i kept contact with jacob for a bit longer before completely leaving

Hope they're doing well (not like me)

we will all do well one day, today just isnt the day

I know I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone it's a bit sad but I have to get used to it...

You Will Be O.K. on my nigga @kaligula567 and all my birds

 

[chudlite]

caged at the gay couple story

bookmarked i'll def read it again the next time i'm feeling down thanks for this kind message

we crossed piss streams once JFL

 

[Rea]

when i lost all my friends, they asked for me for weeks even my teachers, it made me happy, i only knew this because i kept contact with jacob for a bit longer before completely leaving

we will all do well one day, today just isnt the day

You Will Be O.K. on my nigga @kaligula567 and all my birds

noo not the birds man i'm done with this...

and i don't think i'll be ok till i get a lover

 

[Rea]

we crossed piss streams once JFL

bro...

 

[chudlite]

noo not the birds man i'm done with this...

and i don't think i'll be ok till i get a lover

why do you feel like you need a lover? i genuinely fucking hate my girlfriend from time to time

 

[Rea]

why do you feel like you need a lover? i genuinely fucking hate my girlfriend from time to time

you have a shit gf then..

 

[chudlite]

you have a shit gf then..

no im sorta mentalcel i grow to hate everyone im close too, im cursed;

im learning to cope with it by not beating the shit out of her, ive accidentally boxed up a girl before,

it was my ex during 2022, the “unstable” one i mentioned in the long ass text i sent first, lmao

 

[Tortoisecel]

@Rea

 

[Rea]

@Rea

hi

no im sorta mentalcel i grow to hate everyone im close too, im cursed;

im learning to cope with it by not beating the shit out of her, ive accidentally boxed up a girl before,

it was my ex during 2022, the “unstable” one i mentioned in the long ass text i sent first, lmao

beat her that's what chad would do

 

[chudlite]

hi

beat her that's what chad would do

nah they told me since im 18 now i could get charges pressed and i gotta not do that shit anymore

 

[Rea]

nah they told me since im 18 now i could get charges pressed and i gotta not do that shit anymore

Oh yeah right 1 year younger and you would've been fine

 

[Imretarded?]

I'm reading them and i actually had some friends at one point of my life, sadly I can't contact them anymore but I'll cherish those memories

I was in such bad mood at the time that I didn't even notice, they were all good people it makes me sad to read their “farewell” letter

Hope they're doing well (not like me)

I know I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone it's a bit sad but I have to get used to it...

@Darkeningstar @Imretarded? @Gengar

If things get too desperate, you can always join a terrorist group and make friends there. Close knit community

 

[Rea]

If things get too desperate, you can always join a terrorist group and make friends there. Close knit community

You forgot to say In Minecraft

 

[Imretarded?]

You forgot to say In Minecraft

No?

 

[Rea]

No?

FBI at your door tomorrow

 

[Imretarded?]

FBI at your door tomorrow

FBI cant do shit im not american

 

[Rea]

FBI cant do shit im not american

Huh that's what u think

 

[Imretarded?]

Huh that's what u think

Rea after joining japanese terrorist group

 

[Rea]

Rea after joining japanese terrorist group
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(I'm taking the pic)

 

[Imretarded?]

(I'm taking the pic)

You taking the picture be like

 

[Rea]

You taking the picture be like
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[Imretarded?]

Me taking pic of you

 

[Rea]

Me taking pic of you
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[Imretarded?]

thats me after i force myself to wake up at 6 am

 

[Rea]

thats me after i force myself to wake up at 6 am

Meanwhile me : 3pm

 

[Imretarded?]

Meanwhile me : 3pm

i usually wake up at 11 am

 

[Rea]

i usually wake up at 11 am

It's fine I sleep 12 hours you can wake up later

 

[Imretarded?]

It's fine I sleep 12 hours you can wake up later

Dm me when you wake up on discord in London time. I'll try align it for when i wake up. We'll play minecraft

 

[Rea]

Dm me when you wake up on discord in London time. I'll try align it for when i wake up. We'll play minecraft

Sure

 

[Imretarded?]

Sure

cat

 

[Rea]

cat
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Meow meow

 

[Imretarded?]

Meow meow

Mew!

Is your pfp you?

 

[Rea]

Mew!

Is your pfp you?

I wish... It's boy fantasy

 

[Imretarded?]

I wish... It's boy fantasy

will be you after tEst maxxing

 

[Rea]

will be you after tEst maxxing

Ikk right I'm gonna be so pretty

 

[Imretarded?]

Ikk right I'm gonna be so pretty

yeah pretty muscular from all that tEstosterone