gooozooowggyoflove
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I wanna do home school do badly and have been begging them for 2 years and they still SAY SO MUCH BULLSHIT to me and give me so much shit to do and saying I have to prove to be worthy of homeschooling.
for context when I was subhuman and went to public school I cried everyday cause of how much bullied I got and I couldn't stand it and begged to switch and I asked for a homeschool but these niggas decided to put me in a private school that is considered a hybrid homeschool whereby dont have to go Monday or Friday and there is like 8 people in my grade and jst full of fucking baby 3rd graders . Its way better ofc way lower cortisol I dont feel judged every sec and its bettered me but I still have the trauma from before and school overall scares me. I got so tired of school I just didnt go for 2 months bevause of how much stress bit was causing me and to top it off my parents doing bs saying there worried for me and everything but I cant stand it all I fucking wanted was homeschool and thats it and they say *well u dont do ur homework at home* BECAUSE NIGGA ITS JUST HOMEWORK/classwork AND its all on paper and would be much more easier for me to just see it all on a computer and use chat gpt for my shit but overall i am a smart kid eith good grades and they want to make everything s fucking challenge or everything harder then it is. They complain abt me not waking up early to school which I agree I sleep really really late which is horrible I jst gained that habit while crying every night back then and it sticks with me but im working on it *if anyone can give tips below*
They cage me so hard and parents are jst existing to higher my cortisol every second they say i need to get active and prove im good for home school and say im home all day on my phone and they don't realize that I do sm to get out of the house. I dont like sports bevause I always accidently foul from being to big and hurt people on accident and I fucking hate bitches calling foul every sec so I stopped playing g sports and now I focus on jst lowering my stress by walking around daily and laying in the sun just to calm myself bevause I have high blood pressure BUT every single time I come back I find new BULLSHIT that my mom has to give me about a order abt school or anything. Its making me fucking hate ny life they do everytbing then to fix what's actuslly causing the problem I need to home school life has been stressful recently and my cortisol keeps higher ing and lowering fml I jst wnana live peacefully for the moment its never sustainable. I was supposed to hang out with ny gf today too but now im not in the fucking mood because ny stupid ass mom acting like a robot again with the home schooling because I was asking for it and saying all the bullshit on how I need to prove for home school LIKE NIGGA PROPLE JST FIX THE THING THATS CAUSING IT NOT ADDING MORE genuinky I feel so sad rn I wanted to hang out with ny gf today and they ruined my mood and everyhting fml
for context when I was subhuman and went to public school I cried everyday cause of how much bullied I got and I couldn't stand it and begged to switch and I asked for a homeschool but these niggas decided to put me in a private school that is considered a hybrid homeschool whereby dont have to go Monday or Friday and there is like 8 people in my grade and jst full of fucking baby 3rd graders . Its way better ofc way lower cortisol I dont feel judged every sec and its bettered me but I still have the trauma from before and school overall scares me. I got so tired of school I just didnt go for 2 months bevause of how much stress bit was causing me and to top it off my parents doing bs saying there worried for me and everything but I cant stand it all I fucking wanted was homeschool and thats it and they say *well u dont do ur homework at home* BECAUSE NIGGA ITS JUST HOMEWORK/classwork AND its all on paper and would be much more easier for me to just see it all on a computer and use chat gpt for my shit but overall i am a smart kid eith good grades and they want to make everything s fucking challenge or everything harder then it is. They complain abt me not waking up early to school which I agree I sleep really really late which is horrible I jst gained that habit while crying every night back then and it sticks with me but im working on it *if anyone can give tips below*
They cage me so hard and parents are jst existing to higher my cortisol every second they say i need to get active and prove im good for home school and say im home all day on my phone and they don't realize that I do sm to get out of the house. I dont like sports bevause I always accidently foul from being to big and hurt people on accident and I fucking hate bitches calling foul every sec so I stopped playing g sports and now I focus on jst lowering my stress by walking around daily and laying in the sun just to calm myself bevause I have high blood pressure BUT every single time I come back I find new BULLSHIT that my mom has to give me about a order abt school or anything. Its making me fucking hate ny life they do everytbing then to fix what's actuslly causing the problem I need to home school life has been stressful recently and my cortisol keeps higher ing and lowering fml I jst wnana live peacefully for the moment its never sustainable. I was supposed to hang out with ny gf today too but now im not in the fucking mood because ny stupid ass mom acting like a robot again with the home schooling because I was asking for it and saying all the bullshit on how I need to prove for home school LIKE NIGGA PROPLE JST FIX THE THING THATS CAUSING IT NOT ADDING MORE genuinky I feel so sad rn I wanted to hang out with ny gf today and they ruined my mood and everyhting fml
