I fucking hate having an introverted mind

[ilayintheslumbs]

I always used to be a funny kid, i constantly keep watching and watching again old videos that my mother took of me, she was happy, i was making her laugh, life was great.
But now for years i've been getting more and more introverted id say, constantly annoyed by my friends as soon as they say something wrong, i feel out of place everywhere, i constantly fake my laughs and keep distancing myself.
I stare as people approach eachother and create new friendships, get in a relationship, break up, hang out, while i wonder.. why cant i bring myself to do this? Why do i fucking stutter so much?
Can anyone tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

 

[chrisangeler]

bla bla bla dnr you're prolly js ugly or these problems are in your head n you're being dramatic which is quite common

 

[ilayintheslumbs]

bla bla bla dnr you're prolly js ugly or these problems are in your head n you're being dramatic which is quite common

Yeah, dramatic