I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE

[Iblamegreys2]

I wish I could just kms. If I didn't have 2 little brothers and a mom and a dad I would already have comitted tbh. I hate my fucking live. I'm short compared to other guys in my country (I'm 181cm in the NL). I'm fucking NT as shit (145+ IQ Tested). I fake a personality at school to fit in with my friends. I'm 17 and I've still never really kissed a girl or had sex. I'm trying so hard to become more attractive. But when I look around there are so many HTN's and they don't even know about Looksmaxxing. For example there is this guy that I used to be friends with. He is like 195cm tall, physique halo (I mean like those tiktok physique's). He is at least a hhtn facially. It was so fucking brutal. He used to come into a room and all the girls would look at him. They would giggle at his jokes even if they weren't funny. I never got any attention from females. I try so fucking hard. I HATE MY FUCKING GENETICS. I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN. THINGS ARE NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER. I'm never even reaching htn to be fucking honest without surgery. I'm fucking boneless as shit. I ate goyslop from 14-16 because I was bullied a lot and found comfort in food. I've fucked my whole puberty up . I wish I could go back in time and change all that shit. I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE. Only thing I can do now is physique max, money max, statusmax and save up for surgery's.

 

[recai iskender]

bro aint no way you typed all this shit

 

[KKKuroiso]

181 in Netherlands is crazy

 

[KKKuroiso]

Get out of NL atleast you have a good Face?

 

[Iblamegreys2]

Get out of NL atleast you have a good Face?

Did you read my post? I ate like shit from 14-16 to cope with bullying. I didn't even come close to developping my face

 

[KKKuroiso]

Did you read my post? I ate like shit from 14-16 to cope with bullying. I didn't even come close to developping my face

I didn't knew Goyslop stunts face development Thought leanmaxx can fix it

 

[Iblamegreys2]

I didn't knew Goyslop stunts face development Thought leanmaxx can fix it

My shit is fucking recessed
Goyslop causes test to plummit and that causes lack of facial bone growth.
At least I had a little bit of a glowup.

 

[KKKuroiso]

My shit is fucking recessed
Goyslop causes test to plummit and that causes lack of facial bone growth.
At least I had a little bit of a glowup.

Wtf! Now i remember there's some of my classmates who look like babies, and i remember very good they all ate tons of goyslop

 

[Iblamegreys2]

Wtf! Now i remember there's some of my classmates who look like babies, and i remember very good they all ate tons of goyslop

exactly. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF FOR IT.

 

[Iblamegreys2]

Wtf! Now i remember there's some of my classmates who look like babies, and i remember very good they all ate tons of goyslop

Still not done with leanmaxxing but it slightly helps.

 

[KKKuroiso]

Still not done with leanmaxxing but it slightly helps.

I'll pray for your growth spurt Brah I was 162 cm then i shoot to 178 at 17 and i'm now at 180.5 with 19yrs old

 

[Iblamegreys2]

I'll pray for your growth spurt Brah I was 162 cm then i shoot to 178 at 17 and i'm now at 180.5 with 19yrs old

Still taller than you bhai but it's never enough here in the Netherlands. I litteraly saw a guy yesterday that was 15 and was like 197cm tall and at least hmtn

 

[KKKuroiso]

Still taller than you bhai but it's never enough here in the Netherlands. I litteraly saw a guy yesterday that was 15 and was like 197cm tall and at least hmtn

Netherlands is a brutal country

 

[ShowerCelling]

Still taller than you bhai but it's never enough here in the Netherlands. I litteraly saw a guy yesterday that was 15 and was like 197cm tall and at least hmtn

chad central

 

[Iblamegreys2]

Netherlands is a brutal country

Yep

 

[nobodylovesme]

Damn you look kinda young for your age. I kinda had the same problem, and only managed to get dates, and 1 relationship after 21. Maybe you start looking a bit older(18+) as you get that age, and if you looksmax till then, maybe same will happen to you. And also good that you are NT, as I was always the silent loner type, and some girls still found me interesting when I talked to them rarely. So I think you will be fine, it will be brutal for some years tho, so don't rope just yet.