I hate being autistic

[got.daim]

I hate staying up late and watching videos like these before going out

I hate practicing my fake facial emotions and expressions in the mirror and always guessing when I see new cues

I fucking hate my life omfg, why do normies always do this shit and play all of these games? Their logic makes zero sense, like why why why do you guys always do all of these weird things

I wish that I could read others minds, it feels like not even you guys know what you are doing, I hate the way I walk to I need to practice even more

I record myself walking and play it back, since the way I walk is very upright and stiff, I need to become more loose, but idk how to, I hate myself omfg i wish that I was born normal

Why why why do you do all of these things and execute all of these random cues, why do you guys do stuff that you guys do not want to do or random shit it doesn't make sense no sense at all omgjdidifjfifjfjjfjfjf I hate this I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it, I do not even know what to do my EQ is fucked i do not understand humans I just want someone to hug I wish I wasn't autistic

I'm so pissed bro, I'm so fucking pissed all because my mum decided to eat too much mercury while I was in her fucking tummy omfg i hate my life I hate myself I hate all of it I wish I wasn't autistic I wish I was normal and didn't have to bear this burden, 86?!??? 86 FUCKING PERCENT?!!?? THATS 8/10 MEN, I ONLY HAVE A 20% CHANCE OF EVEN GETTING A FUCKING PARTNER, THE LIKLIHOOD OF ME EVEN GETTING FUCKING MARRIED IS EVEN SLIMMER ALMOST 2/100 THATS A 2 FUCKING PERCENT CHANCE I FUCKIGDNUSIRIFUSJD UGHHHHHHH I SHTE THSI I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANY OF THIS IM LITERALLY FURIOUS AT EVERYTHING EVERYTHING ARLUND ME IS DISGUSTING I AM THE ONLY NORMAL ONE BUT I WISH I COULD BLEND INTO MY SURROUNDINGS

 

[Prøphet]

Realest shit Ive ever read

Autism is the ultimate blackpill

 

[got.daim]

Realest shit Ive ever read

Autism is the ultimate blackpill

I've been crying for a nonstop hour bro, I just want to be loved

 

[Deleted member 283995]

lol

 

[Prøphet]

I've been crying for a nonstop hour bro, I just want to be loved

Even Clavicular statusmaxxed rich tall htn who gave all his effort to ascend still can’t have a conversation sober and gets called autistic, that’s when I realized just how inescapable this hell is

 

[got.daim]

Even Clavicular statusmaxxed rich tall htn who gave all his effort to ascend still can’t have a conversation sober and gets called autistic, that’s when I realized just how inescapable this hell is

Idk man, I hope I can wear a mask and fake my social cues good enough to atleast get a girl friend and have her hug me

It's not even my looks, I'm a tall good looking guy I'm just retarded socially and I have a bad case of autism

The day that I was diagnosed with autism my life ended, even though I was alive

 

[GynoGladiator]

just find an avtistic wife

 

[lol]

You hate being superior?

 

[got.daim]

just find an avtistic wife

Women autists aren't single, it's quite opposite for men

Autistic women find partners easily while autistic men tend to die alone without a partner, the chance of me getting married is 2% vs the autistic woman's 97%

You hate being superior?

I know that we are superior, but I don't want to be alone, I am a fag in the sense that I am overly emotional and I want to spend my life with someone :-(

 

[GynoGladiator]

Women autists aren't single, it's quite opposite for men

Autistic women find partners easily while autistic men tend to die alone without a partner, the chance of me getting married is 2% vs the autistic woman's 97%

I know that we are superior, but I don't want to be alone, I am a fag in the sense that I am overly emotional and I want to spend my life with someone :-(

are avtistic women built for NT men?

 

[got.daim]

are avtistic women built for NT men?

Yes
There is no such thing as an autistic girl

 

[awesomesauce75]

I hate staying up late and watching videos like these before going out

I hate practicing my fake facial emotions and expressions in the mirror and always guessing when I see new cues

I fucking hate my life omfg, why do normies always do this shit and play all of these games? Their logic makes zero sense, like why why why do you guys always do all of these weird things

I wish that I could read others minds, it feels like not even you guys know what you are doing, I hate the way I walk to I need to practice even more

I record myself walking and play it back, since the way I walk is very upright and stiff, I need to become more loose, but idk how to, I hate myself omfg i wish that I was born normal

Why why why do you do all of these things and execute all of these random cues, why do you guys do stuff that you guys do not want to do or random shit it doesn't make sense no sense at all omgjdidifjfifjfjjfjfjf I hate this I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it, I do not even know what to do my EQ is fucked i do not understand humans I just want someone to hug I wish I wasn't autistic

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I'm so pissed bro, I'm so fucking pissed all because my mum decided to eat too much mercury while I was in her fucking tummy omfg i hate my life I hate myself I hate all of it I wish I wasn't autistic I wish I was normal and didn't have to bear this burden, 86?!??? 86 FUCKING PERCENT?!!?? THATS 8/10 MEN, I ONLY HAVE A 20% CHANCE OF EVEN GETTING A FUCKING PARTNER, THE LIKLIHOOD OF ME EVEN GETTING FUCKING MARRIED IS EVEN SLIMMER ALMOST 2/100 THATS A 2 FUCKING PERCENT CHANCE I FUCKIGDNUSIRIFUSJD UGHHHHHHH I SHTE THSI I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANY OF THIS IM LITERALLY FURIOUS AT EVERYTHING EVERYTHING ARLUND ME IS DISGUSTING I AM THE ONLY NORMAL ONE BUT I WISH I COULD BLEND INTO MY SURROUNDINGS

ndpill is so brutal. im sorry man.

I pray that you find a stacy that accepts you and fucks w your autism.

sending love -awesomesauce75

 

[got.daim]

ndpill is so brutal. im sorry man.

I pray that you find a stacy that accepts you and fucks w your autism.

sending love -awesomesauce75

W awesomesauce75

Best grey here

 

[AgentAngularity]

I hate staying up late and watching videos like these before going out

I hate practicing my fake facial emotions and expressions in the mirror and always guessing when I see new cues

I fucking hate my life omfg, why do normies always do this shit and play all of these games? Their logic makes zero sense, like why why why do you guys always do all of these weird things

I wish that I could read others minds, it feels like not even you guys know what you are doing, I hate the way I walk to I need to practice even more

I record myself walking and play it back, since the way I walk is very upright and stiff, I need to become more loose, but idk how to, I hate myself omfg i wish that I was born normal

Why why why do you do all of these things and execute all of these random cues, why do you guys do stuff that you guys do not want to do or random shit it doesn't make sense no sense at all omgjdidifjfifjfjjfjfjf I hate this I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it, I do not even know what to do my EQ is fucked i do not understand humans I just want someone to hug I wish I wasn't autistic

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I'm so pissed bro, I'm so fucking pissed all because my mum decided to eat too much mercury while I was in her fucking tummy omfg i hate my life I hate myself I hate all of it I wish I wasn't autistic I wish I was normal and didn't have to bear this burden, 86?!??? 86 FUCKING PERCENT?!!?? THATS 8/10 MEN, I ONLY HAVE A 20% CHANCE OF EVEN GETTING A FUCKING PARTNER, THE LIKLIHOOD OF ME EVEN GETTING FUCKING MARRIED IS EVEN SLIMMER ALMOST 2/100 THATS A 2 FUCKING PERCENT CHANCE I FUCKIGDNUSIRIFUSJD UGHHHHHHH I SHTE THSI I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANY OF THIS IM LITERALLY FURIOUS AT EVERYTHING EVERYTHING ARLUND ME IS DISGUSTING I AM THE ONLY NORMAL ONE BUT I WISH I COULD BLEND INTO MY SURROUNDINGS

Dont sweat it bro, you'll find someone who loves you. good luck

 

[pony]

I hate staying up late and watching videos like these before going out

I hate practicing my fake facial emotions and expressions in the mirror and always guessing when I see new cues

I fucking hate my life omfg, why do normies always do this shit and play all of these games? Their logic makes zero sense, like why why why do you guys always do all of these weird things

I wish that I could read others minds, it feels like not even you guys know what you are doing, I hate the way I walk to I need to practice even more

I record myself walking and play it back, since the way I walk is very upright and stiff, I need to become more loose, but idk how to, I hate myself omfg i wish that I was born normal

Why why why do you do all of these things and execute all of these random cues, why do you guys do stuff that you guys do not want to do or random shit it doesn't make sense no sense at all omgjdidifjfifjfjjfjfjf I hate this I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it, I do not even know what to do my EQ is fucked i do not understand humans I just want someone to hug I wish I wasn't autistic

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I'm so pissed bro, I'm so fucking pissed all because my mum decided to eat too much mercury while I was in her fucking tummy omfg i hate my life I hate myself I hate all of it I wish I wasn't autistic I wish I was normal and didn't have to bear this burden, 86?!??? 86 FUCKING PERCENT?!!?? THATS 8/10 MEN, I ONLY HAVE A 20% CHANCE OF EVEN GETTING A FUCKING PARTNER, THE LIKLIHOOD OF ME EVEN GETTING FUCKING MARRIED IS EVEN SLIMMER ALMOST 2/100 THATS A 2 FUCKING PERCENT CHANCE I FUCKIGDNUSIRIFUSJD UGHHHHHHH I SHTE THSI I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANY OF THIS IM LITERALLY FURIOUS AT EVERYTHING EVERYTHING ARLUND ME IS DISGUSTING I AM THE ONLY NORMAL ONE BUT I WISH I COULD BLEND INTO MY SURROUNDINGS

brootal ive watched his exact videos truly over for asdcels