hitmancrewzz
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From the beginning of my life, I have always been loving and friendly to everyone around me. I have never started a conflict or fight with anyone, I have never hated anyone, not even if that person I would have been hurt or verbally abused. All the adults who have watched me grow up and people in general have said good things about me. But, since I was eight years old, I haven't been able to see anything good in life. And in all of that, a girl has seen beyond my appearances; she is beautiful, pale-skinned with freckles scattered across her face, a straight and button nose, a square face, BEAUTIFUL green eyes, And eyebrows that only make me fall more and more in love with them. Her beauty isn't the point; the point is that she made me feel like a person, she saw that sensitive little inner child who cried at nights silently begging to be seen for the first time. Even with all the crap I received day after day, she was the only glimmer of light that made those dark days bright. She was so sweet to me that even in photos she was always hugging me. But... I fucked it up. Because of my damn mind and my insecurity, I isolated myself in my own personal hell. I stopped going outside, only attending classes and staying in the corner of the classroom, waiting for until the class ends and I can go back to my computer. Now, in the present, I deeply regret not having been able to tell her my feelings. I feel that she is one of those women you only see once in your damn life.
Any tips to just cope until death aclaims me?
Any tips to just cope until death aclaims me?
