i fucking hate the blackpill

D

Deleted member 5818

.
Joined
Mar 17, 2020
Posts
10,885
Reputation
24,505
my personality is literally fucking ruined, all this shit made me do is looksmin and rot and now im autistic af and high inhib

i cant fucking cope

literally brainwashing emotionally vulnerable lonely kids
wamndmjAWdlAWdjdwkeadkseAmdASMWMDAWMDM,AMDWA

fuck

I also thought i was emotionally strong enough for this shit.... but eventually it all catches up to you, all I think about are looks all day and my BDD (yes it exists) is literally so fucking bad. fuck these shitty spaces I can't even leave my house anymore

it will get you too like it got me
 
  • +1
  • So Sad
  • JFL
Reactions: AsGoodAsItGets, Deleted member 4563, 6485b025t and 32 others
xefo didnt red but ur so sweet
 
  • +1
  • JFL
  • Love it
Reactions: JL~, Deleted member 6403, OOGABOOGA and 6 others
Chad always wins
 
  • So Sad
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 9380 and Deleted member 5818
It did literally nothing to me. Didn't even change how I interact with people. It's just sad, that's all.
Loneliness is also crushing, but that has been the case for entirety of the life.
 
  • +1
  • Hmm...
Reactions: Deleted member 11770, RODEBLUR, EverythingMaxxer and 8 others
It is what it is. It happened to me too, but if you leave for a while it will go away tbh. It also depends if you have goals outside of looks that you are obsessed with. If you got nothing it is indeed over
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 11770, AsGoodAsItGets, turkproducer and 5 others
my personality is literally fucking ruined, all this shit made me do is looksmin and rot and now im autistic af and high inhib

i cant fucking cope

literally brainwashing emotionally vulnerable lonely kids
wamndmjAWdlAWdjdwkeadkseAmdASMWMDAWMDM,AMDWA

fuck

I also thought i was emotionally strong enough for this shit.... but eventually it all catches up to you, all I think about are looks all day and my BDD (yes it exists) is literally so fucking bad. fuck these shitty spaces I can't even leave my house anymore

it will get you too like it got me
Get off this forum and live your life. Im new here and this shit is starting to have an effect on me.
 
  • +1
Reactions: turkproducer, Deleted member 9753, Deleted member 5746 and 1 other person
A blackpill a day keeps ur sanity away
 
  • +1
  • JFL
Reactions: AsGoodAsItGets, turkproducer, Effortless and 4 others
I just discovered the blackpill at the wrong time, if i discovered it just 1 or 2 years earlier i would've been saved and my life would be completely different
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818
I don’t have BDD but I definitely analyze people’s faces too fucking much and judge them when I really shouldn’t
 
  • +1
Reactions: AsGoodAsItGets and Deleted member 6963
The sad & defeated looks, extreme copes of anger & denial when I shatter someone’s worldview...I feel like an evil villain 😈😈
 
  • JFL
Reactions: Deleted member 5746 and warpsociety
It did literally nothing to me. Didn't even change how I interact with people. It's just sad, that's all.
Loneliness is also crushing, but that has been the case for entirety of the life.
Did you even interact with anyone in the 1st place?
 
my personality is literally fucking ruined, all this shit made me do is looksmin and rot and now im autistic af and high inhib

i cant fucking cope

literally brainwashing emotionally vulnerable lonely kids
wamndmjAWdlAWdjdwkeadkseAmdASMWMDAWMDM,AMDWA

fuck

I also thought i was emotionally strong enough for this shit.... but eventually it all catches up to you, all I think about are looks all day and my BDD (yes it exists) is literally so fucking bad. fuck these shitty spaces I can't even leave my house anymore

it will get you too like it got me
 
I just discovered the blackpill at the wrong time, if i discovered it just 1 or 2 years earlier i would've been saved and my life would be completely different
632FAF79 3349 49A8 B4CA 0A96C075750B
 
  • +1
  • WTF
Reactions: wateriswet, Deleted member 6045 and Deleted member 11053
it didn’t change me that much i just became a bit more depressed
 
Get off this forum and live your life. Im new here and this shit is starting to have an effect on me.
It only has a negative effect on people who are ugly
 
  • +1
  • So Sad
Reactions: Deleted member 5634, AsGoodAsItGets, Deleted member 7419 and 1 other person
my personality is literally fucking ruined, all this shit made me do is looksmin and rot and now im autistic af and high inhib

i cant fucking cope

literally brainwashing emotionally vulnerable lonely kids
wamndmjAWdlAWdjdwkeadkseAmdASMWMDAWMDM,AMDWA

fuck

I also thought i was emotionally strong enough for this shit.... but eventually it all catches up to you, all I think about are looks all day and my BDD (yes it exists) is literally so fucking bad. fuck these shitty spaces I can't even leave my house anymore

it will get you too like it got me
Speak for yourself. Not everyone can handle the truth. One thing's for sure though, you can never go back. You'll either rise to the occasion and overcome your inhibitions, or continue to wallow in misery and rot for the rest of your life.

You could just be going through a phase. Red/black pill is a blessing for those who can manage to get past the bumps and work out all the kinks.
 
  • +1
  • Love it
Reactions: AsGoodAsItGets, RODEBLUR, Deleted member 7419 and 5 others
Did you even interact with anyone in the 1st place?
I generally do every day. One has to go to work, etc... Studying, etc. I went to social meetings, trips, hikes, gatherings. I've talked with thousands of people. And I'm the most lonely person in this world.
 
  • So Sad
Reactions: Deleted member 4362
Tbh the blackpill was fun for me to discover, finally people i can relate to, however im banned on .co
 
It only has a negative effect on people who are ugly

It only has a negative effect on people who are ugly
Thing is my whole worldview had changed. Ive never been the most handsome or hideous guy but having now realized the importance of looks, its all like it became shinier and everything else is duller.
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5746
Thing is my whole worldview had changed. Ive never been the most handsome or hideous guy but having now realized the importance of looks, its all like it became shinier and everything else is duller.
It’s just life don’t be so dramatic
 
  • +1
  • JFL
Reactions: turkproducer, Deleted member 10524, Deleted member 5746 and 1 other person
It messed me up bad the first few months. And now I'm just in a state of constant numbness
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818
It did literally nothing to me. Didn't even change how I interact with people. It's just sad, that's all.
Loneliness is also crushing, but that has been the case for entirety of the life.
Feels tbh
 
  • So Sad
Reactions: Deleted member 10536
Imagen your mental when ;

Screenshot 20210210 011558
 
  • +1
  • So Sad
Reactions: turkproducer, Effortless, Deleted member 5969 and 1 other person
1615032689204

XD
 
  • +1
  • Ugh..
Reactions: StacyAttractant, Deleted member 9380 and OOGABOOGA
Speak for yourself. Not everyone can handle the truth. One thing's for sure though, you can never go back. You'll either rise to the occasion and overcome your inhibitions, or continue to wallow in misery and rot for the rest of your life.

You could just be going through a phase. Red/black pill is a blessing for those who can manage to get past the bumps and work out all the kinks.
One of the best posters ri here son
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 12002
Brother turn to Jesus
I swear He removed all evil, satanic blackpill thoughts and brainwashing
I feel so amazing mentally His Glory is more powerful than any drug
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818
idk if it mentally fucked me, since i was always kinda unstable, BUT one thing it truly screwed me up with is my self image

like sometimes i think im 6psl bone mogger, and other times i feel like a 3psl truecel
thats what is annoying, im acting like a 5psl irl since i think im at around that psl of how people respond to me




i have literally no idea where i would place myself if i didnt had the social circle, like i used to look at my face for straight up hours when i was at home, and for like 20mins straight when i had the break of my old retail job
 
  • +1
  • JFL
Reactions: Deleted member 9753, Effortless and Deleted member 5818
Everyone pray for xefo69 he needs deliverance
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818 and Deleted member 9380
I didn’t need this site to blackpill me. Being with women and listening to them talk blackpilled me from a young age. All they talk about is appearance.
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 7419 and HowAmIAlive123
looks mattering shouldn't be some earth shattering revelation
 
Agreed, BDD is a hell of a thing once it gets to your head

Best thing to do is compare yourself to the people you see everyday and improve what you can to stay sane tbh

1615216830314
1615217088659
1615217348116
1615217381788
1615217409954
1615217533043
1615217576265


Comparing yourself to striking faced 1 out of a billion giga chad like these will ruin your mind over time

Which is what most of this site does...comparing themselves to galactic chads
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818, Deleted member 7419, HowAmIAlive123 and 2 others
Agreed, BDD is a hell of a thing once it gets to your head

Best thing to do is compare yourself to the people you see everyday and improve what you can to stay sane tbh

View attachment 1030011 View attachment 1030016View attachment 1030021View attachment 1030023View attachment 1030024View attachment 1030033View attachment 1030035

Comparing yourself to striking faced 1 out of a billion giga chad like these will ruin your mind over time

Which is what most of this site does...comparing themselves to galactic chads
facts
and the psl rating is delusional on its own, 4 should be the average, but we rate 4s as 3.5psl

bdd truly gets to ur head if u dont leave ur basement for a time
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818 and Effortless
It’s just life don’t be so dramatic
“it’s just life” that we live for a whole 80 years

“just forget about the fact you got a pathetic existence bro! who cares if girls don’t want my ugly manlet ass”

type of thinking...

you can’t just forget about what makes your existence shit...
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818 and thickdickdaddy27
The blackpill is a blessing and a curse for sure. My personality became utter shit cuz of it, but I still think being reasonably aware of the importance of looks is absolutely crucial
 
  • +1
Reactions: cartr, Deleted member 5818 and turkproducer
i kept comparing myself when i first joined but now i just work on being a better version of myself than 1 month ago. and i feel great that way :) because i keep making tiny progress and its very motivating
 
  • Love it
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818 and Effortless
It isn't the blackpill,it was nature since it was made.Blackpill just shows you how world actually is and importance of looks.Originally blackpill should be only for those unnatractive individuals.If you struggle getting a girlfriend and you are average,you haven't even tried then.
 
  • +1
Reactions: HowAmIAlive123
It isn't the blackpill,it was nature since it was made.Blackpill just shows you how world actually is and importance of looks.Originally blackpill should be only for those unnatractive individuals.If you struggle getting a girlfriend and you are average,you haven't even tried then.
i see where youre comming from, but i sometimes feel like the blackpill is overexagurated, or too black and white
looks make up the majority, but not all, unironically, i would assume 80% looks, 20% other factors
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 2968
i see where youre comming from, but i sometimes feel like the blackpill is overexagurated, or too black and white
looks make up the majority, but not all, unironically, i would assume 80% looks, 20% other factors
Exactly,it's just people overating looks here
 
  • +1
Reactions: Deleted member 5818

Similar threads

Bobbyrino
Replies
16
Views
142
topology
topology
Tealovingfool
Replies
9
Views
135
kiing_ronk
kiing_ronk
J_Lacks_PSL
Replies
9
Views
181
Nazi Germany
Nazi Germany
A
Replies
4
Views
145
roveai
roveai
copingmaxnt
Replies
5
Views
62
copingmaxnt
copingmaxnt

Users who are viewing this thread

Back
Top