I genuinely don’t understand suicide

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No matter how much despair I am in or I have nothing to live for, I wouldn’t do it. Even in this state I am in I would never do it. And it’s not because “muh my mom would be sad”. I’m atheist and I know there is no afterlife , there is nothing. People say “life is a gift from god” and even though I know there is no god, it still feels like a gift. Consciousness is the most beautiful thing this universe has to offer, and the thought of never being conscious again sickens me. I’m not gonna dive into the corny bs of all the wonderful things life has to offer, it’s just that consciousness is so beautiful and I would give up anything to remain conscious for as long as possible.
 
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usually nggas who cant just do drugs so why else should u stay
 
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No matter how much despair I am in or I have nothing to live for, I wouldn’t do it. Even in this state I am in I would never do it. And it’s not because “muh my mom would be sad”. I’m atheist and I know there is no afterlife , there is nothing. People say “life is a gift from god” and even though I know there is no god, it still feels like a gift. Consciousness is the most beautiful thing this universe has to offer, and the thought of never being conscious again sickens me. I’m not gonna dive into the corny bs of all the wonderful things life has to offer, it’s just that consciousness is so beautiful and I would give up anything to remain conscious for as long as possible.
You don’t understand it cus you never had a bad bitch dump you 😢
 
so should i live only because my ancestors did or what i dont understand stupid motherfucker
no dumb nigger. If one of your ancestors tripped and hit his head on a rock, you wouldn’t be here right now. Think about it, eons of human struggle, millions of years of evolution, and it all lined up so perfectly that you are here with me arguing on this forum. it’s actually beautiful when you think about it. life and consciousness is the most beautiful thing this universe has to offer and you have been given it, why would you throw it away?
 
No matter how much despair I am in or I have nothing to live for, I wouldn’t do it. Even in this state I am in I would never do it. And it’s not because “muh my mom would be sad”. I’m atheist and I know there is no afterlife , there is nothing. People say “life is a gift from god” and even though I know there is no god, it still feels like a gift. Consciousness is the most beautiful thing this universe has to offer, and the thought of never being conscious again sickens me. I’m not gonna dive into the corny bs of all the wonderful things life has to offer, it’s just that consciousness is so beautiful and I would give up anything to remain conscious for as long as possible.
when ur mentally ill u dont really think straight
 
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no dumb nigger. If one of your ancestors tripped and hit his head on a rock, you wouldn’t be here right now. Think about it, eons of human struggle, millions of years of evolution, and it all lined up so perfectly that you are here with me arguing on this forum. it’s actually beautiful when you think about it. life and consciousness is the most beautiful thing this universe has to offer and you have been given it, why would you throw it away?
why should i give a fuck about my ancestors and human struggle, my life is sshit, have no friends, im a khhv, my parents hate me, my siblings dont give a fuck about me, im fucking broke, the only thing that can change my life is passing the entrance exam, why would i want to live this fuckass life, i don't fucking see anything beautiful in my existence
 
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no dumb nigger. If one of your ancestors tripped and hit his head on a rock, you wouldn’t be here right now. Think about it, eons of human struggle, millions of years of evolution, and it all lined up so perfectly that you are here with me arguing on this forum. it’s actually beautiful when you think about it. life and consciousness is the most beautiful thing this universe has to offer and you have been given it, why would you throw it away?
my own parents told me to kms when i was 13, they didn't even want me, i can't sleep at night because of sleep paralysis or panic attack fuck this life if nothing will change
 
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mental health i assume peoples lifes get clouded with so much negativity and are burdened so much so to the point suicide presents itself as the most plausible relief

i personally do agree with you
 
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my own parents told me to kms when i was 13, they didn't even want me, i can't sleep at night because of sleep paralysis or panic attack fuck this life if nothing will change
ik your in pain, it’s easy to think that such a miserable life should end right? what’s the point? The point is you can feel that misery, you can formulate thoughts and express them, that you eat food and it feels nice, that you can watch a movie and be interested in it. You can feel, and that’s the most important thing. In death there is nothing, nothing to offer, there is no point. Even with a miserable life, staying alive beats death.
 
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ik your in pain, it’s easy to think that such a miserable life should end right? what’s the point? The point is you can feel that misery, you can formulate thoughts and express them, that you eat food and it feels nice, that you can watch a movie and be interested in it. You can feel, and that’s the most important thing. In death there is nothing, nothing to offer, there is no point. Even with a miserable life, staying alive beats death.
i can't really eat much i have no appetite, and nothing is better than suffering
 
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why should i give a fuck about my ancestors and human struggle, my life is sshit, have no friends, im a khhv, my parents hate me, my siblings dont give a fuck about me, im fucking broke, the only thing that can change my life is passing the entrance exam, why would i want to live this fuckass life, i don't fucking see anything beautiful in my existence
man dont speak like that, there are people who love u bro. if u need anyone to talk to man im here for u
 
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Consciousness with full bodily autonomy + functional senses is beautiful.

Imagine being conscious and blind and deaf and mute and paralyzed.
 

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