
iblamemandible7
I will ascend
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Ive been sub4 since 5 years old, I feel ruined from how everyone has treated me through all these years, it even conidtioned me to sabotage myself, now Im almost an adult with nothing to show for it, zero achievements zero impact zero friendships zero love because I isolated myself, I cant go back and redo all these years I wasted, if only I just looked normal this cycle would have never started, Im terrified for my future and if I continue to sabotage myself based on how my entire life has gone the day will come where my 20s are done and my youth was used up and thrown into the garbage
There was a time I thought Im worthy of respect and dignity and god forbid finding connection with someone else, but after years of being treated like an animal instead of an equal I actively put myself down and work against everything I want in this life. I finally see myself the way everyone else always has now
There was a time I thought Im worthy of respect and dignity and god forbid finding connection with someone else, but after years of being treated like an animal instead of an equal I actively put myself down and work against everything I want in this life. I finally see myself the way everyone else always has now
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