I get DISGUSTED with myself & others for eating

[MelonHumper14]

this is a repost since my last post got no replies

this isn’t ur typical eating disorder shit (it is a distorted relationship w food so ig it sorta is) but nothing in relation to weight loss since i am already lean and have a decent physique. its also nothing to do with the nutritional profile of the food or the way i eat/the way im perceived by others whilst eating, just the thought of enjoying food or being passionate about food at all makes me cringe so hard i can barely explain it. when someone expresses loudly how much they enjoy a food or are currently enjoying a food my insides curl. the other day my family & i went out for lunch and i didnt order anything except for a coke but my uncle after finishing his food said in the most jolly of tones “THAT WAS DELICIOUS!” and my stomach literally inverted it was the most cringe-worthy, most disgusting thing ever i can’t describe myself and i have never heard of anyone having this . just people are so disgusting and no it’s not ocd

 

[Vrowding]

 

[motherwho]

all in your head, just down that shit wit pride and everything will be fine

 

[theyounglion]

you get it

 

[psychopathic]

Ur just an autist who think they're different