5OuttaTen
Wake me up when the snacks are coming
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WARNING: LOW T RAMBLE AHEAD
I have a few messages unopened from some rn but man it’s just stupid flirting and talking crap about absolutely nothing important. I miss having my little cutie who id call every night for 2 years straight and wrap up in a towel and carry up to my room after we’d shower together. I just want someone to be my rock again but I don’t know how to escalate past just hooking up and fwb with girls anymore. I was scrolling through Snapchat memories for some stupid reason and found pictures of us kissing outside in the pitch black night and old videos of us smashing on my couch, idk why it had to end man. I guess it got toxic and all but I would have fought until I died for her. All that time spent, learning the ins and outs of each other, holidays abroad together, dinner with my parents and just doing art together on the floor in my room to end up strangers again who haven’t spoken a word in over a month and will never speak again. There’s a void left within me now and it’s getting hard to outrun and idk how to fill it, I don’t even want another girl that obsessed with me again if it’s not her. There was one that was crazy for me recently but I just couldn’t do it so I went ghost and she’s been hitting up my phone a bunch, texted me again as I wrote this lol. Man I just wish I could have been enough for my little princess, I hope I can find that again with someone else..
I have a few messages unopened from some rn but man it’s just stupid flirting and talking crap about absolutely nothing important. I miss having my little cutie who id call every night for 2 years straight and wrap up in a towel and carry up to my room after we’d shower together. I just want someone to be my rock again but I don’t know how to escalate past just hooking up and fwb with girls anymore. I was scrolling through Snapchat memories for some stupid reason and found pictures of us kissing outside in the pitch black night and old videos of us smashing on my couch, idk why it had to end man. I guess it got toxic and all but I would have fought until I died for her. All that time spent, learning the ins and outs of each other, holidays abroad together, dinner with my parents and just doing art together on the floor in my room to end up strangers again who haven’t spoken a word in over a month and will never speak again. There’s a void left within me now and it’s getting hard to outrun and idk how to fill it, I don’t even want another girl that obsessed with me again if it’s not her. There was one that was crazy for me recently but I just couldn’t do it so I went ghost and she’s been hitting up my phone a bunch, texted me again as I wrote this lol. Man I just wish I could have been enough for my little princess, I hope I can find that again with someone else..
