I get so shy when a girl speaks my first language

[Deleted member 5815]

today I was speaking with a group of german girls in bremen all in english where I put on a more confident persona since it isnt the language I grew up in I feel like im playing a movie character if that makes sense im fully looksmaxxed 10% bodyfat

then a girl arrived and she was french all the girl were like omg nad knows how to speak french you should speak french together

I reverted into the super shy bullied kid who couldnt look girls in the eyes I was growing up in Quebec

shit thread I know but im drunk right now it helped me regain more confidence but talking to french people feels so personal I only want to speak english or another language in the futrure

 

[slayer69]

ur first language is the language u think in

therefore it is english

 

[Deleted member 5815]

ur first language is the language u think in

therefore it is english

true I've isolated myself from french culture despite living there and spent months strictly using english or japanese it's in the back of my mind nowadays

my native language*