I give in to opiates

[Deleted member 30411]

I can’t even emphasis how much pain and suffering I have endured this year let alone my entire life (18) every second is head ache and pain nothing can take the pain away

everyday just gets worser and worse now I became super low inhib due to having zero shame from getting humiliated after humiliated I have nothing to live for everything I love is dead my life is dead

I’m just walking corpse i died a year ago no sex or masturbation can even give me pleasure I deserve this don’t miss me death is my confide In coming home soon ill take the percocet 30 and ill od in a coffin it’s my destiny

see u in heaven bro it’s my time to come home now @Eriot Lodger @HarrierDuBois

 

[vermillioncorefan]

I can’t even emphasis how much pain and suffering I have endured this year let alone my entire life (18) every second is head ache and pain nothing can take the pain away

everyday just gets worser and worse now I became super low inhib due to having zero shame from getting humiliated after humiliated I have nothing to live for everything I love is dead my life is dead

I’m just walking corpse i died a year ago no sex or masturbation can even give me pleasure I deserve this don’t miss me death is my confide In coming home soon ill take the percocet 30 and ill od in a coffin it’s my destiny

see u in heaven bro it’s my time to come home now @Eriot Lodger @HarrierDuBois

you’re doing the right thing brocel
the good thing is maybe u get a laced fent pill and leave this horrid world

 

[Deleted member 21182]

I mean if u do please put this forum as ur main reason for suicide

I’ll be very proud of u if u make the FBI investigate this shithole after ur suicide

Do it tiger

 

[Deleted member 30411]

you’re doing the right thing brocel
the good thing is maybe u get a laced fent pill and leave this horrid world

my pain is beyond expression hopefully my mom understands

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I mean if u do please put this forum as ur main reason for suicide

I’ll be very proud of u if u make the FBI investigate this shithole after ur suicide

Do it tiger

Ofc day after day blackpill threads can’t take it my mind is in pain and I can’t even type my pains creeping in

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Hypergamy only getting worser

i blew all my money going to Berlin,Paris, amterdam and Gothenburg, blowing mylast blunt and popping street percs most likely laced

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Well ima sleep and die in my sleep good bye and btw take Percocet the feeling is heaven all my pain and suffering is gone and rush of dopamine and euphoria that I never received from anything in my life is coming through in waves

 

[Deleted member 22124]

That sucks. I mean I know the feeling, wanting to OD and go away gently without any pain, but I really hope you keep going. Things can get better even though it can be hard to see when you've been in a rut for so long. Do you take l-thenine? They're supposed to be good for serenity and relaxation.

 

[Deleted member 30411]

but I really hope you keep going

If I wake up and reply I’m alive if not… I’m at finally peace

 

[Deleted member 30411]

That sucks. I mean I know the feeling, wanting to OD and go away gently without any pain, but I really hope you keep going. Things can get better even though it can be hard to see when you've been in a rut for so long. Do you take l-thenine? They're supposed to be good for serenity and relaxation.

And btw I was destined to be a perc 30 dope fien when u go through narc parent abuse and blackpill duo monster battle at 18 my mind is like 50 year old

 

[Deleted member 22124]

And btw I was destined to be a perc 30 dope fien when u go through narc parent abuse and blackpill duo monster battle at 18 my mind is like 50 year old

I had an abusive upbringing too. Do you have a better relation to your dad? Is there someone you can call?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

That sucks. I mean I know the feeling, wanting to OD and go away gently without any pain, but I really hope you keep going. Things can get better even though it can be hard to see when you've been in a rut for so long. Do you take l-thenine? They're supposed to be good for serenity and relaxation.

L-tyrosine I’m tired of fapping to porn daily for 3 years straight I had enough good bye say my greeting to ur family

 

[Deleted member 22124]

L-tyrosine I’m tired of fapping to porn daily for 3 years straight I had enough good bye say my greeting to ur family

I cut contact with my (narcy) family. What kind of porn do you like?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Do you have a better relation to your dad

Reason I wana kill myself is because of him day to day abuse of him for 18 years I rather be incel with good parent that would be heaven I’m tired to write a trilogy of my child hood abuse others can relate if u wana know about my upbrin read this btw he wasnt my father I never had a father I’m an orphan

Living with a narcissistic mom is worse than being incel / ugly

Trust me being GL doesn't mean anything when you are gaslighted everyday and have to live in fear of eating sabotaged food or drink from an evil parent, it will tear you down mentally and leave you worse than an incel from the trauma, probably even more depressed. I'd rather be incel and have...

looksmax.org

There is nothing worse than living with a narcissistic parent

At least ugly people that have a calm household get to have a sense of peace and play video games stress free, etc. Being GL doesn't mean anything if you live with NPD parents, its a hell I wouldn't wish on anyone much worse than not getting pussy.

looksmax.org

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I cut contact with my (narcy) family. What kind of porn do you like?

Cuckold porn because I get off in the humiliation aspect I don’t watch any other porn beside cheatin:cuckold because he mentaly,physically abused me and humiliated my whole life

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I cut contact with my (narcy) family

I wish I could I’m living with my grandma rn ill never see his face ever again too late he took my soul I have nothing to live for . I haven’t slept in 2 night

 

[Deleted member 30411]

My life it can be described in one word HELL and Percocet is my confide Ima pop them till the day I die

 

[Deleted member 30411]

My life it can be described in one word HELL and Percocet is my confide Ima pop them till the day I die

But if ur life wasn’t like mine I don’t condone it promote drug Use only do them if ur abuse dog like me ur whole life used like a cumslut

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Don't kys. I think you need to cut down on the Percocets. They're probably a main driving factor in this terrribel feeling your going through. Is there something else you can do, to take a tolerance break/cut down a little?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Don't kys. I think you need to cut down on the Percocets. They're probably a main driving factor in this terrribel feeling your going through. Is there something else you can do, to take a tolerance break/cut down a little?

I have absolut nothing to live for I can open the door go out naked and shwo my shrimp dick to the world and I’ll have absolute zero feels because my mind is utterly damaged it’s hurts as I type speak painfully

 

[Deleted member 22124]

But if ur life wasn’t like mine I don’t condone it promote drug Use only do them if ur abuse dog like me ur whole life used like a cumslut

But you're not emasculated, you made money through online scams and other dubious stuff. You're a low inhib mogger and you look good too I'm sure!

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Don't kys. I think you need to cut down on the Percocets. They're probably a main driving factor in this terrribel feeling you’re going through. Is there something else you can do, to take a tolerance break/cut down a little?

Idk man I don’t wana die but don’t wana live

 

[Deleted member 30411]

But you're not emasculated, you made money through online scams and other dubious stuff. You're a low inhib mogger and you look good too I'm sure!

Nowadays I hate people so much I wana look ugly on purpose so they leave me the fuck alone

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I honestly tried day after day for change I wasted my whole life due narc abuse and now that I’m 18 damaged good the percs at the table is looking good

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Nowadays I hate people so much I wana look ugly on purpose so they leave me the fuck alone

Do you still hang out with your friends at all?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Do you still hang out with your friends at all?

I used to be giga nt before vivid haven’t spoken to friends in 3 years neet in house

 

[Deleted member 30411]

But now I dint care about single opinion from others I can walk outside do anything strike up convo with anyone I went to my cousins wedding and spoke to everyone and the brides brother he told me ur friendly and open so I have nothing to lose and I’m kind all I got

 

[Deleted member 22124]

I honestly tried day after day for change I wasted my whole life due narc abuse and now that I’m 18 damaged good the percs at the table is looking good

I would take them because I'm a narcissistically abused fagdogt. If I have drugs at home I take them. I have to force myself to take 2 tolarance breaks a week with kratom and those days are always kinda rubbish. I can't imagine how hard it must be on Percocet. Just try to take a couple, make some good food and watch a movie. I'm here also if you need to talk.

 

[Deleted member 22124]

But now I dint care about single opinion from others I can walk outside do anything strike up convo with anyone I went to my cousins wedding and spoke to everyone and the brides brother he told me ur friendly and open so I have nothing to lose and I’m kind all I got

Being good with people is one of the most positive traits you can have so you have a lot to live for.

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I would take them because I'm a narcissistically abused fagdogt. If I have drugs at home I take them. I have to force myself to take 2 tolarance breaks a week with kratom and those days are always kinda rubbish. I can't imagine how hard it must be on Percocet. Just try to take a couple, make some good food and watch a movie. I'm here also if you need to talk.

Thx bro ur a real one and also it’s not hard it’s practically impossible to quit Percocet why do u think there’s an opioid crisis in us because percs is identically same as heroine literally all ur pain will be gone just like ur born fresh sailing through the clouds but in real life imagine quitting that lol

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Being good with people is one of the most positive traits you can have so you have a lot to live for.

The only thing i got left is making random people cheer up and asking how they feel I’m really good at it I can open convo ez

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Thx bro ur a real one and also it’s not hard it’s practically impossible to quit Percocet why do u think there’s an opioid crisis in us because percs is identically same as heroine literally all ur pain will be gone just like ur born fresh sailing through the clouds but in real life imagine quitting that lol

How much did you say you take, 30 a day? You don't think kratom could help you wean off of that?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Ima stop taking the percs and face my demons I’ll report back in 3 months ima travel to Europe and meet and greet diff people drugs will only Cover problems until years later u finally solve them so instead of that I’ll just face them demons today I wont OD thx to u for being here with me @Eriot Lodger lets meet and smoke a joint together and stop the drug trade

 

[Deleted member 30411]

How much did you say you take, 30 a day? You don't think kratom could help you wean off of that?

30-45 pills same day ima quit this Jew pills designed to delude u it hurts like shit it makes me wana cry but is what it is

 

[Deleted member 22124]

The only thing i got left is making random people cheer up and asking how they feel I’m really good at it I can open convo ez

I'm autistic, just terrible in social settings. One on one works but if it's a group of people then I always feel uncomfortable.

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I'm autistic, just terrible in social settings. One on one works but if it's a group of people then I always feel uncomfortable.

I used to belike that but it stems from how u view urself and how u pedestalise others opinion nothing else

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Ima stop taking the percs and face my demons I’ll report back in 3 months ima travel to Europe and meet and greet diff people drugs will only Cover problems until years later u finally solve them so instead of that I’ll just face them demons today I wont OD thx to u for being here with me @Eriot Lodger lets meet and smoke a joint together and stop the drug trade

That would be nice. Are you visiting Sweden anytime soon you think?

 

[Deleted member 30411]

That would be nice. Are you visiting Sweden anytime soon you think?

Ye netherland Germany France and gothenburg

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I’ll only smoke weed and ill try
kratom nature shit fuck pharma poison

 

[Deleted member 30411]

Bro ima jerk off shout to me anytime I’m here for u brother

 

[Deleted member 22124]

I used to belike that but it stems from how u view urself and how u pedestalise others opinion nothing else

I just hate sitting on the bus or queuing etc. I mena it's not THAT bad but I always feel a little anxious like "where do I look" and "how are they perceiving me". What do you reckin I should do about that?

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Bro ima jerk off shout to me anytime I’m here for u brother

Same I'm here anytime now I know what an amazing person you are after you told me about your life.

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I just hate sitting on the bus or queuing etc. I mena it's not THAT bad but I always feel a little anxious like "where do I look" and "how are they perceiving me". What do you reckin I should do about that?

I killed all my inhib 2weeks ago when I said fuck people opinion and didnt looked for external opinion and validation that made me low inhib and made me free as a bird

when u don’t look for others opinion and see them as soulless body as I see them interactions is like water

When u truly do no care about others think of u that is pure freedom

 

[Deleted member 30411]

I just hate sitting on the bus or queuing etc. I mena it's not THAT bad but I always feel a little anxious like "where do I look" and "how are they perceiving me". What do you reckin I should do about that?

All u need is this

 

[Deleted member 30411]

my older bro is super social I learnt alit from him he tells me not to have any grudge inside of u when u wana strike up a convo with someone just as u can bad vibes from someone a mile away they can s need that shit u hold up inside too wanted to tell u that bro hope it helps

I got headache I been drinking Mountain Dew havent sleep for 2 days didn’t know it had coffee I’m like how am I still up feels like I took coke

 

[Deleted member 30411]

my older bro is super social I learnt alit from him he tells me not to have any grudge inside of u when u wana strike up a convo with someone just as u can bad vibes from someone a mile away they can s need that shit u hold up inside too wanted to tell u that bro hope it helps

I got headache I been drinking Mountain Dew havent sleep for 2 days didn’t know it had coffee I’m like how am I still up feels like I took coke

@Eriot Lodger ur a cool guy circumstances just fucked u don’t let them take u to the dark side

 

[horizontallytall]

I mean if u do please put this forum as ur main reason for suicide

I’ll be very proud of u if u make the FBI investigate this shithole after ur suicide

Do it tiger

Ur live an evil genius. Its not related to this comment but i feel like it. Ur subtle roasts are brutal. U made the bull cry in that yt video thread

 

[Deleted member 21182]

Ur live an evil genius. Its not related to this comment but i feel like it. Ur subtle roasts are brutal. U made the bull cry in that yt video thread

He’s still crying lol calling me incel and analysing my old posts guy is beyond angry at that simple video

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I can’t even emphasis how much pain and suffering I have endured this year let alone my entire life (18) every second is head ache and pain nothing can take the pain away

everyday just gets worser and worse now I became super low inhib due to having zero shame from getting humiliated after humiliated I have nothing to live for everything I love is dead my life is dead

I’m just walking corpse i died a year ago no sex or masturbation can even give me pleasure I deserve this don’t miss me death is my confide In coming home soon ill take the percocet 30 and ill od in a coffin it’s my destiny

see u in heaven bro it’s my time to come home now @Eriot Lodger @HarrierDuBois

Same idc about anything anymore the barber fucked my hair but idont even gaf