I give up on my 20s

[obutsu]

I turned 26 a three days ago. I'm a failure. I give up on the idea that I'll ever be anything and I give up on ever being beautiful or happy in my 20s. I'm a "good-lifer" as Rehab Room would put it. My mom is buying me and my sister an apartment to do fuck all in. I don't have a job and my older sister hops from one job to the next like she's riding rick at an orgy. Neither one of us has anything good going for us in life other than our parents supporting us.

I can't find a job for shit. 700 applications across two years with an engineering degree. Not like it would matter bc I cheated my way through college. Walmart and Dollar Tree wont even hire me. I'm basically broke so I can't afford any of the surgeries I want/need. All in all I have no real hope other than praying. I can't live alone, I can't ascend, and the one e-thot I've been crushing on over the last year is blowing up on twitter so I genuinely have no shot with her now other than whatever wet dreams my desperate and lonely loser brain can cook up. I wish I was good enough for her. She's so fucking hot. I wish I could make my parents proud instead of living off them at 26.

My goal now is to just build something out of nothing so that in my 30s I can live the life I've always wanted in my 20s. I know there are older dudes in here who've probably felt the same way. How did you guys do it? How did you guys turn your lives around? I'm so desperate I'm considering doing mukbangs and getting fat just to make some money and have something in my life.

 

[jgrey080]

There is no big turn around for most of us, it either gets slightly better, or slightly worse

 

[Dolorous]

A 26 year old greycel, surprises me every time I see it.

I can't relate well enough to your situation, so it is not my position to give hopeful words.

If you're 26 and your parents are still willing to do all of this for you, you already have it better than so an overwhelming amount of people.

 

[SmallEggplantFailer]

The rope is always there for us to end it

 

[obutsu]

A 26 year old greycel, surprises me every time I see it.

I can't relate well enough to your situation, so it is not my position to give hopeful words.

If you're 26 and your parents are still willing to do all of this for you, you already have it better than so an overwhelming amount of people.

I'm a grey but not a normie. I've been into LM since 2017 but never posted on here. My username would be green by now but the site is overrun with kids and a lot of the posts are just bullshit. I just want my life to change

 

[abcd]

Same (turned 20 3 months ago)

 

[Surfsup]

I'm turning 23 in a few weeks 23 KHHV rotter for 5 years no job no skill no nothing I have never achieved anything in life I'm literally trash scum I relate to you heavily man

Everyday I feel suicidal every day I wish to die I hate this cursed place nothing to look foward to in life

Give up on Distant Hopes
thats what I did I just wait for my appointed time
I got close to God though I'm praying everyday
the afterlife is real I just can't bear living here is there a shortcut to the afterlife? Let me skip this worldly life

 

[ghoulmania]

living a good life is almost impossible these days too many elites gatekeeping status

 

[SmallEggplantFailer]

living a good life is almost impossible these days too many elites gatekeeping status

It is already over if you are born in the 90s.
Too late to the game and there is nothing left.

 

[ghoulmania]

It is already over if you are born in the 90s.
Too late to the game and there is nothing left.

over for 2000scels