I go from feeling on top of the world to suicidal

[moreroidsmoredates]

Last Thursday and friday for example i felt good, confident and very optimistic. I went outside a lot, socialized and the world felt lovely and kindly.

A couple days later i feel depressed, suicidal and pessimistic.

Absolutely brutal.
I knew something like this was coming after those good 2 days.

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

is there any reason in particular ?

I’m guessing bipolar.

 

[vermillioncorefan]

because nothing in our lives is actually good: there’s just moments where we forget how bad it really is

 

[Deleted member 70102]

Last Thursday and friday for example i felt good, confident and very optimistic. I went outside a lot, socialized and the world felt lovely and kindly.

A couple days later i feel depressed, suicidal and pessimistic.

Absolutely brutal.
I knew something like this was coming after those good 2 days.

At this point I don’t even know whether “feelings” actually exist

A lot of the time I just overthink and invent problems

 

[Haseeb]

Last Thursday and friday for example i felt good, confident and very optimistic. I went outside a lot, socialized and the world felt lovely and kindly.

A couple days later i feel depressed, suicidal and pessimistic.

Absolutely brutal.
I knew something like this was coming after those good 2 days.

Hedonic threshold

 

[Deleted member 49037]

i need more dopamine

 

[capitulation]

is there any reason in particular ?

This?

I went outside a lot, socialized

 

[Deleted member 46941]

Consult a therapist