
gimmedatacc
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Basically there were some guys in the metro, that were smoking. I asked if they could stop. of course they did not. they were rude and were swearing, were blowing smoke in my face, were making jokes about me having a stick up my ass and so on, but whatever it didn’t bother me. but when they were exiting on their stop one of the guys started slapping me on my belly (lightly) suggesting that i fuck off. and this triggered me. i hit him (miserably, cause i didn’t land the punch) and in return i got the same, but i really got knocked out. for like a second or two my light cut off and i didn’t feel good, my glasses broke, but nothing else happened. at least for know. my left eye was kinda wobbly, but it stopped after 20 min maybe. They were exiting so i was hit only once, thankfully. Anyway, I know, that i lost my cool and started the fight, but i couldn’t stand them and just let my emotions go. And now i feel super bad. first of all I missed the punch and embarrassed myself trying to act like a hero and second i can’t believe i would ever start a fight, because i was always really calm and was always trying to solve a problem without violence. So my question is, how should i feel about myself. what do you guys think?