I got molested when I was 8 and this is how it affected my life

[imthesupremecel]

Im still not over it but for context I went to a elementary-highschool in germany and I was pretty antisocial and made friends with a pakistani immigrant who was in 6 grade when I was in 2nd. He would always tell me about the supposed things he did with his gf and introduced me to porn. He also made me touch him his crotch and he would always touch my behind everytime my back turned to him. There wasn’t full blown rape but close to it which Im scared to talk about ngl. It affected me by making me very hypersexual and every time I have a female friend I usually ruin the relationship in the first few weeks by being a weird creep who can’t stop talking about sex. It also gave me really weird rape fantasies and I don’t want sex if there isn’t any rapeplay in it. I also started hating immigrants and I just can’t accept them especially if they’re indian or pakistani. I just felt like venting on here because I dont have any male or female friends anymore to talk to

 

[USAwhitecel]

At least u have female friends

 

[imthesupremecel]

At least u have female friends

Had like 2 years. Two classmates who then started bullying me to the point I had to switch school

 

[USAwhitecel]

Had like 2 years. Two classmates who then started bullying me to the point I had to switch school

Fek school

 

[got.daim]

summarize or don't care