I got molested when I was 8 and this is how it affected my life

[Deleted member 78625]

Im still not over it but for context I went to a elementary-highschool in germany and I was pretty antisocial and made friends with a pakistani immigrant who was in 6 grade when I was in 2nd. He would always tell me about the supposed things he did with his gf and introduced me to porn. He also made me touch him his crotch and he would always touch my behind everytime my back turned to him. There wasn’t full blown rape but close to it which Im scared to talk about ngl. It affected me by making me very hypersexual and every time I have a female friend I usually ruin the relationship in the first few weeks by being a weird creep who can’t stop talking about sex. It also gave me really weird rape fantasies and I don’t want sex if there isn’t any rapeplay in it. I also started hating immigrants and I just can’t accept them especially if they’re indian or pakistani. I just felt like venting on here because I dont have any male or female friends anymore to talk to

 

[Deleted member 86159]

At least u have female friends

 

[Deleted member 78625]

At least u have female friends

Had like 2 years. Two classmates who then started bullying me to the point I had to switch school

 

[Deleted member 86159]

Had like 2 years. Two classmates who then started bullying me to the point I had to switch school

Fek school

 

[got.daim]

summarize or don't care

 

[Deleted member 86409]

Im still not over it but for context I went to a elementary-highschool in germany and I was pretty antisocial and made friends with a pakistani immigrant who was in 6 grade when I was in 2nd. He would always tell me about the supposed things he did with his gf and introduced me to porn. He also made me touch him his crotch and he would always touch my behind everytime my back turned to him. There wasn’t full blown rape but close to it which Im scared to talk about ngl. It affected me by making me very hypersexual and every time I have a female friend I usually ruin the relationship in the first few weeks by being a weird creep who can’t stop talking about sex. It also gave me really weird rape fantasies and I don’t want sex if there isn’t any rapeplay in it. I also started hating immigrants and I just can’t accept them especially if they’re indian or pakistani. I just felt like venting on here because I dont have any male or female friends anymore to talk to

Nigga actually liked being a faggot and being touched by smelly pakistanis but because of societal pressure he now has to adopt the "muh I hate immigrants grr " personality

Just say you're a cuck buddy. Having wet dreams and immigrant rape fantasies is NOT helping your cause Makes you more of a fag

You two should have went all the way btw

 

[Deleted member 78625]

Nigga actually liked being a faggot and being touched by smelly pakistanis but because of societal pressure he now has to adopt the "muh I hate immigrants grr " personality

Just say you're a cuck buddy. Having wet dreams and immigrant rape fantasies is NOT helping your cause Makes you more of a fag

You two should have went all the way btw

Nigger the fuck was I even supposed to do I didn’t even know being gay way a thing I knew it wad wrong but I was to scared to say something fuck you kys retard

 

[Deleted member 92173]

Ofc he was a paki

 

[dipenhydramine]

Im still not over it but for context I went to a elementary-highschool in germany and I was pretty antisocial and made friends with a pakistani immigrant who was in 6 grade when I was in 2nd. He would always tell me about the supposed things he did with his gf and introduced me to porn. He also made me touch him his crotch and he would always touch my behind everytime my back turned to him. There wasn’t full blown rape but close to it which Im scared to talk about ngl. It affected me by making me very hypersexual and every time I have a female friend I usually ruin the relationship in the first few weeks by being a weird creep who can’t stop talking about sex. It also gave me really weird rape fantasies and I don’t want sex if there isn’t any rapeplay in it. I also started hating immigrants and I just can’t accept them especially if they’re indian or pakistani. I just felt like venting on here because I dont have any male or female friends anymore to talk to

thats not epic brocel

 

[Deleted member 48352]

It also gave me really weird rape fantasies and I don’t want sex if there isn’t any rapeplay in it. I also started hating immigrants and I just can’t accept them especially if they’re indian or pakistani.

he made u based (of course death 2 that faggot deathnic still)

I just felt like venting on here because I dont have any male or female friends anymore to talk to

can PM me bro

 

[WhoTookVendetta]

Im still not over it but for context I went to a elementary-highschool in germany and I was pretty antisocial and made friends with a pakistani immigrant who was in 6 grade when I was in 2nd. He would always tell me about the supposed things he did with his gf and introduced me to porn. He also made me touch him his crotch and he would always touch my behind everytime my back turned to him. There wasn’t full blown rape but close to it which Im scared to talk about ngl. It affected me by making me very hypersexual and every time I have a female friend I usually ruin the relationship in the first few weeks by being a weird creep who can’t stop talking about sex. It also gave me really weird rape fantasies and I don’t want sex if there isn’t any rapeplay in it. I also started hating immigrants and I just can’t accept them especially if they’re indian or pakistani. I just felt like venting on here because I dont have any male or female friends anymore to talk to

nigga u gay for letting him mole lest u

 

[Deleted member 48352]

nigga u gay for letting him mole lest u

he was in second grade , u r being insensitive . do u have experience with this ? cuz it may sound like joke 2 u but it can have traumatic impact

 

[WhoTookVendetta]

he was in second grade , u r being insensitive . do u have experience with this ? cuz it may sound like joke 2 u but it can have traumatic impact

how did lil bro have a gf

if hes a fagot

 

[Deleted member 48352]

how did lil bro have a gf

if hes a fagot

he never said he had/was either of those things

 

[lokmazclock]

Atleast it didn’t make you gay

 

[WhoTookVendetta]

He would always tell me about the supposed things he did with his gf and introduced me to porn. He also made me touch him his crotch and he would always touch my behind everytime my back turned to him.

he never said he had/was either of those things

BLIND ASS NIGGER

 

[Deleted member 48352]

BLIND ASS NIGGER

i thought u meant OP not the paki ape