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David11
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i know im psychotic(undiagnosed), my older brother was psychotic when he was my age(14), i can feel it in my brain that i am unstable, i cant sleep until im completely exhausted(4 am), i know that this is caused by soyceity, i know the cure is returning to nature and living in the wilderness. i feel like my poor mental state is caused by being ugly and i should hardmaxx before leaving soyceity for good, but at the same time theres a voice in the back of my mind telling me that ascending wont be enough and the only way to have inner-peace is by returning to nature.
does anyone relate to this or used to feel like this then ascended?
does anyone relate to this or used to feel like this then ascended?
