swaggerdoodle
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My dad has insane bone mass, even to the point where he is hollow cheeks at a really high bf%. My mom has good chin projection and pretty good jaw width. My dad is 6’3 and my mom is 5’5. What do I get? My dads long midface, a narrow jaw from idk who, hawk nose from my dad, shit bonemass, shit jaw projection, narrow chin, shit pupillary distance, big forehead, shit dismorphism, and I’m balding at fucking 18. My only good features are my eyebrows although both my parents barely have them, and htn harmony. My brother got the best of their genes. He’s 6’6 and I’m only 6 foot. He has great bone mass and dismorphism although I have higher test levels only for the dht to make my ass bald, he has an ideal midface ratio and pupillary distance. All he has to do is get rid of his extreme acne which is more fixable than what I have to deal with. I need genioplasty, rhinoplasty, mandibular implants, and infra orbital implants. What does my brother have to do? Maybe just fix his diet and his acne will clear up. I have to rely on diet, thumbpulling, sprinting, fasting one day of the week, dealing with my hairline, taking supplements, fixing my posture, orb oculi training, and not wearing polyester etc in hopes of fixing my appearance. All my brother has to do is fix his diet or hop on Tretinoin and lose weight. It’s hard to maintain a good diet when I’m a sugar addict and I get side stitches when I sprint. I forgot to mention that my mandible is deep in my fucken neck and none of my parents have this issue, so having a jawline is hard af. I feel like everything I do is futile. It’s not fair. If I was born my brother I would be a slayer with no acne. He even had insane hollow cheeks at my age and I look like shit even with an ideal bf%
Fuck. It’s not fair how I have to get these surgeries if all the soft maxes don’t work in order to be loved. A potential girlfreind ghosted me before we even went out. I forgot to mention that I have to deal with adhd, Tourettes, severe bdd, and autism although I’m not diagnosed although I’m sure as hell I have it. To make matters worse, I’m annoying and grew up with a speech impediment which still is an insecurity till this day although I fixed most of it. Fuck it all man. Im ugly inside and out. A girl ghosted me, my best friend thinks I’m annoying, and school is starting tomorrow
Fuck. It’s not fair how I have to get these surgeries if all the soft maxes don’t work in order to be loved. A potential girlfreind ghosted me before we even went out. I forgot to mention that I have to deal with adhd, Tourettes, severe bdd, and autism although I’m not diagnosed although I’m sure as hell I have it. To make matters worse, I’m annoying and grew up with a speech impediment which still is an insecurity till this day although I fixed most of it. Fuck it all man. Im ugly inside and out. A girl ghosted me, my best friend thinks I’m annoying, and school is starting tomorrow
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