I had countless blackpills thrown at me in the past but could never see it, why can i now?

[Gaia262]

Did my aspie brain have a protective shell that was finally broken to accept the blackpill?

 

[JosephGarrot123]

Probably to avoid getting hurt. I was the same, I knew my skull was deformed however lacked the knowledge on how the fix it. I was constantly stressed and anxious about myself. I was scared of the truth. I could've been in a better position had I known earlier. Would've had a oral maxillofacial surgeon/craniofacial doctor to check my skull and had some sort of treatment.

 

[turkproducer]

your parents probably sheltered you and forced you to study to become a doctor

 

[Gaia262]

Probably to avoid getting hurt. I was the same, I knew my skull was deformed however lacked the knowledge on how the fix it. I was constantly stressed and anxious about myself. I was scared of the truth. I could've been in a better position had I known.

It wasn't denial, like I remember when I got fat and my friends ditched me, I never could reconcile in my brain it was due to me being fat, i just looked in the mirror and in my mind I was in shape.

Not sure why my brain didnt see the obvious.

 

[Gaia262]

your parents probably sheltered you and forced you to study to become a doctor

Just odd that people here are like 15 and blackpilled and im late 20s and can now see everything clearly.

Not sure why it took so long for me to get it.

I was "sheltered" in the sense i was completely intwined with acadamia and didn't live an NT life (the option for that wasnt even there)

 

[turkproducer]

Just odd that people here are like 15 and blackpilled and im late 20s and can now see everything clearly.

Not sure why it took so long for me to get it.

I was "sheltered" in the sense i was completely intwined with acadamia and didn't live an NT life (the option for that wasnt even there)

late 20s?

life seems to go only downhill from here, sad shit

i don’t think anyone here led a full NT life, you might go out doesn’t mean you’re fully nt tbh

 

[Marsiere214]

Ooh i dont know bro
Maybe because u warent blackpilled

 

[Gonthar]

It wasn't denial, like I remember when I got fat and my friends ditched me

Those weren't your friends...