i had to do a presentation today

[non-chalant]

Okay, so today was my presentation, and I was, like, the only fucking one in the entire class to actually give that. Like, holy shit, holy shit. That was pretty shit, bro. Like I was actually good, like I don't know. I fucking, bro, I took beta blockers, but beta blockers didn't work, and when it did, it was almost fucking over, and then I was fucking busy as fuck. Like my presentation went and I just gave it. It was decent somehow. I thought I was gonna choke, but I didn't. Maybe this is the placebo of taking beta blockers. But yeah, that happened, and then they asked questions. I couldn't answer some, but I answered most. Teacher said, Amazing, amazing, amazing, because I speak English all the time, and these Indians, they don't really hear English all the time, so my English was fluent. So these curries were... curry teachers were actually impressed, so that's pretty cool. But yeah, that happened, and my pregap fucked up, and all I could think of while giving the entire presentation was how fucking ugly I looked and how fucking my nose would be looking and how fucking my lips were moving, because when I talk, my lips sometimes, like, you know, one part doesn't move as much as the other, and it just feels, like... it just feels very awkward to look at, and I feel like that must be happening a lot. Even it's, like, so... it looks so shit that even my mom told me to fix it. So yeah, yeah, that's pretty brutal. Please help if anyone knows how do I fix that, lol. I guess it's maybe because of my posture. Because my right side, like the entire right side, my neck feels stiff, my face feels more tight, my back on the right side feels, like, very tight. So yeah, maybe that, I don't know. But yeah, off topic, because, well, you know that. I might add that to the looks maxing, I don't know.