I Had to Embrace It: Ugly Men and Gritty Warehouse Life

[Valeqs]

The ordeal began when I was 16, a few years ago.

It was during the summer vacation and I was actively searching for jobs because I needed money to purchase a PC and cover the costs of obtaining my driver's license.

At that time, I was on a bulking phase due to being very skinny and not receiving much respect from my classmates.

I consumed around 5000 calories on certain days, which resulted in significant weight gain. My face became extremely bloated, my eyebrows thinned out and I had an hairstyle that didn't suit me at all. 3,5/10 at best.

My weight reached 100kg and I stood at 186cm (6 feet 1 inch) although I wasn't aware that I had become overweight.

I applied for three jobs with confidence. I had the second-highest diploma with excellent grades and I have no autism or any mental disorder.

1. A position as a cashier in a supermarket.
2. A cashier position at a gas station.
3. A waiter position at a restaurant.

Unfortunately, I faced rejection from all three places.

Two weeks later, I returned and it was during this time that I first discovered the blackpill.

1. At the supermarket, a new girl joined the team, who was at least a 7/10.
2. The gas station had a tall guy around 2 meters 6.6 f in height.
3. The restaurant had two new guys one was quite handsome chadlite and the other was also good looking maybe htn.

In the end I had to work in a dirty warehouse and work with ugly foreigners just to finance my endeavors.

This experience was truly harsh and eye opening. Its not only dating it's everything.

 

[Deleted member 31155]

bro why are u bolding and highlighting unnecessary words in ur essay

 

[Deleted member 22623]

didnt read as the post was more than 2 lines

 

[Deleted member 33275]

i recently realized i almost always feel like shit after spending the entire day around ugly people in a work-related environment

you'd think it makes 0 difference whether another man you are discussing boring stuff with is a 3 or a 7 as long as they are pleasant, but it's not true

 

[Valeqs]

bro why are u bolding and highlighting unnecessary words in ur essay

It can be read more swiftly and maintains a captivating appearance.

 

[Valeqs]

didnt read as the post was more than 2 lines

 

[Deleted member 31155]

It can be read more swiftly and maintains a captivating appearance.

 

[Valeqs]

 

[Tylermax]

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[Schizomogger]

Good post OP, swallowing the BP is truly brutal. Btw are u gymmaxxing daily or did u just bulk and get fat?

 

[Deleted member 31155]

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said what?

 

[Valeqs]

Good post OP, swallowing the BP is truly brutal. Btw are u gymmaxxing daily or did u just bulk and get fat?

Im going to the gym like 3 times a week and now im focusing more on heightmaxxing. I had a fast mentabolism and problems with getting stronger thats why I did dirty bulking. Btw now im only lean bulking.

 

[Valeqs]

said what?

 

[aesthetic beauty]

The ordeal began when I was 16, a few years ago.

It was during the summer vacation and I was actively searching for jobs because I needed money to purchase a PC and cover the costs of obtaining my driver's license.

At that time, I was on a bulking phase due to being very skinny and not receiving much respect from my classmates.

I consumed around 5000 calories on certain days, which resulted in significant weight gain. My face became extremely bloated, my eyebrows thinned out and I had an hairstyle that didn't suit me at all. 3,5/10 at best.

My weight reached 100kg and I stood at 186cm (6 feet 1 inch) although I wasn't aware that I had become overweight.

I applied for three jobs with confidence. I had the second-highest diploma with excellent grades and I have no autism or any mental disorder.

1. A position as a cashier in a supermarket.
2. A cashier position at a gas station.
3. A waiter position at a restaurant.

Unfortunately, I faced rejection from all three places.

Two weeks later, I returned and it was during this time that I first discovered the blackpill.

1. At the supermarket, a new girl joined the team, who was at least a 7/10.
2. The gas station had a tall guy around 2 meters 6.6 f in height.
3. The restaurant had two new guys one was quite handsome chadlite and the other was also good looking maybe htn.

In the end I had to work in a dirty warehouse and work with ugly foreigners just to finance my endeavors.

This experience was truly harsh and eye opening. Its not only dating it's everything.

True. I very rarely see ugly men working cashier or fast food jobs unless they are tall.

 

[0kami123]

Mirin' the DBDR maxxing.