I hate and love looksmaxxing at the same time

[softmaxxotron]

so basically I have a love and hate relation to looksmaxxing. I wake up every day and think about what I could do to improve my appearance, and I do think about that probably the whole fucking day. However i don’t need to think about it in all honesty, I have a gf which is a looksmatch to me and I have a well payed job and i also have a good social circle in which I am respected and people generally like me. But it’s quite hard for me to accept that I may be at my softmaxx limit because I’ve been treated like rubbish on the road For basically 80% of my life. I remember getting bullied at school and crying at night because I didn’t have any friends nor did any girl want me because I was looking like absolute shit. The problem I’m really facing is the fact that I got treated really bad for the most time of my life and I got tout of that because I looksmaxxed myself really really hard and now I’m basically at the point where I’m maxed out for softmaxxing atleast and I don’t really want to hardmaxx because I am not able to afford the required surgery’s and also too scared of what my friends would think of me if I would get those done, because they would think I’m weird an probably stop hanging around with me. I’m just in an endless circle at this point which sucks because I know I had it way worse but still now that I have everything I once dreamed about I still want for more…

 

[downward_gr0wth11]

Dnr Nobody cares

 

[Anakin_10k]

so basically I have a love and hate relation to looksmaxxing. I wake up every day and think about what I could do to improve my appearance, and I do think about that probably the whole fucking day. However i don’t need to think about it in all honesty, I have a gf which is a looksmatch to me and I have a well payed job and i also have a good social circle in which I am respected and people generally like me. But it’s quite hard for me to accept that I may be at my softmaxx limit because I’ve been treated like rubbish on the road For basically 80% of my life. I remember getting bullied at school and crying at night because I didn’t have any friends nor did any girl want me because I was looking like absolute shit. The problem I’m really facing is the fact that I got treated really bad for the most time of my life and I got tout of that because I looksmaxxed myself really really hard and now I’m basically at the point where I’m maxed out for softmaxxing atleast and I don’t really want to hardmaxx because I am not able to afford the required surgery’s and also too scared of what my friends would think of me if I would get those done, because they would think I’m weird an probably stop hanging around with me. I’m just in an endless circle at this point which sucks because I know I had it way worse but still now that I have everything I once dreamed about I still want for more…

DNR sry bhai

 

[softmaxxotron]

DNR sry bhai

Well based this rant is long af I wouldn’t read it either

 

[Deajn]

normie ass friends if they think the surgeries are weird

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

so basically I have a love and hate relation to looksmaxxing. I wake up every day and think about what I could do to improve my appearance, and I do think about that probably the whole fucking day. However i don’t need to think about it in all honesty, I have a gf which is a looksmatch to me and I have a well payed job and i also have a good social circle in which I am respected and people generally like me. But it’s quite hard for me to accept that I may be at my softmaxx limit because I’ve been treated like rubbish on the road For basically 80% of my life. I remember getting bullied at school and crying at night because I didn’t have any friends nor did any girl want me because I was looking like absolute shit. The problem I’m really facing is the fact that I got treated really bad for the most time of my life and I got tout of that because I looksmaxxed myself really really hard and now I’m basically at the point where I’m maxed out for softmaxxing atleast and I don’t really want to hardmaxx because I am not able to afford the required surgery’s and also too scared of what my friends would think of me if I would get those done, because they would think I’m weird an probably stop hanging around with me. I’m just in an endless circle at this point which sucks because I know I had it way worse but still now that I have everything I once dreamed about I still want for more…

dont we all.

 

[softmaxxotron]

normie ass friends if they think the surgeries are weird

Yeah they are, I’m jealous of them tho since they were like lhtn+ their entire life so they never had to go through anything like bullying or being cut out at school. They don’t understand any of this shit and I honestly wish I could be like them and wouldn’t know about this shit

 

[softmaxxotron]

dont we all.

I guess so, do you feel the same way?

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

I guess so, do you feel the same way?

I dnr tbh js read the title.
I will give it a read

 

[Deajn]

Yeah they are, I’m jealous of them tho since they were like lhtn+ their entire life so they never had to go through anything like bullying or being cut out at school. They don’t understand any of this shit and I honestly wish I could be like them and wouldn’t know about this shit

Ignorance is bliss brah

 

[softmaxxotron]

Ignorance is bliss brah

Yeah you’re right brah thanks man

 

[gaysigmamax]

so basically I have a love and hate relation to looksmaxxing. I wake up every day and think about what I could do to improve my appearance, and I do think about that probably the whole fucking day. However i don’t need to think about it in all honesty, I have a gf which is a looksmatch to me and I have a well payed job and i also have a good social circle in which I am respected and people generally like me. But it’s quite hard for me to accept that I may be at my softmaxx limit because I’ve been treated like rubbish on the road For basically 80% of my life. I remember getting bullied at school and crying at night because I didn’t have any friends nor did any girl want me because I was looking like absolute shit. The problem I’m really facing is the fact that I got treated really bad for the most time of my life and I got tout of that because I looksmaxxed myself really really hard and now I’m basically at the point where I’m maxed out for softmaxxing atleast and I don’t really want to hardmaxx because I am not able to afford the required surgery’s and also too scared of what my friends would think of me if I would get those done, because they would think I’m weird an probably stop hanging around with me. I’m just in an endless circle at this point which sucks because I know I had it way worse but still now that I have everything I once dreamed about I still want for more…

age?

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

so basically I have a love and hate relation to looksmaxxing. I wake up every day and think about what I could do to improve my appearance, and I do think about that probably the whole fucking day. However i don’t need to think about it in all honesty, I have a gf which is a looksmatch to me and I have a well payed job and i also have a good social circle in which I am respected and people generally like me. But it’s quite hard for me to accept that I may be at my softmaxx limit because I’ve been treated like rubbish on the road For basically 80% of my life. I remember getting bullied at school and crying at night because I didn’t have any friends nor did any girl want me because I was looking like absolute shit. The problem I’m really facing is the fact that I got treated really bad for the most time of my life and I got tout of that because I looksmaxxed myself really really hard and now I’m basically at the point where I’m maxed out for softmaxxing atleast and I don’t really want to hardmaxx because I am not able to afford the required surgery’s and also too scared of what my friends would think of me if I would get those done, because they would think I’m weird an probably stop hanging around with me. I’m just in an endless circle at this point which sucks because I know I had it way worse but still now that I have everything I once dreamed about I still want for more…

i agree to an extent, i dont have a gf never have and i have to wait 2 years for a jaw surgery which will actually make me look somewhat 'normal'
so yes i hate the ideology and how depressed it has made me a lot of the time, but love seeing little improvements.

 

[softmaxxotron]

age?

22

 

[sherry12]

so basically I have a love and hate relation to looksmaxxing. I wake up every day and think about what I could do to improve my appearance, and I do think about that probably the whole fucking day. However i don’t need to think about it in all honesty, I have a gf which is a looksmatch to me and I have a well payed job and i also have a good social circle in which I am respected and people generally like me. But it’s quite hard for me to accept that I may be at my softmaxx limit because I’ve been treated like rubbish on the road For basically 80% of my life. I remember getting bullied at school and crying at night because I didn’t have any friends nor did any girl want me because I was looking like absolute shit. The problem I’m really facing is the fact that I got treated really bad for the most time of my life and I got tout of that because I looksmaxxed myself really really hard and now I’m basically at the point where I’m maxed out for softmaxxing atleast and I don’t really want to hardmaxx because I am not able to afford the required surgery’s and also too scared of what my friends would think of me if I would get those done, because they would think I’m weird an probably stop hanging around with me. I’m just in an endless circle at this point which sucks because I know I had it way worse but still now that I have everything I once dreamed about I still want for more…

I wake up everyday and wonder how i can cramp my balls in your mouth

 

[Aloof]

 

[Matrix88]

so basically I have a love and hate relation to looksmaxxing. I wake up every day and think about what I could do to improve my appearance, and I do think about that probably the whole fucking day. However i don’t need to think about it in all honesty, I have a gf which is a looksmatch to me and I have a well payed job and i also have a good social circle in which I am respected and people generally like me. But it’s quite hard for me to accept that I may be at my softmaxx limit because I’ve been treated like rubbish on the road For basically 80% of my life. I remember getting bullied at school and crying at night because I didn’t have any friends nor did any girl want me because I was looking like absolute shit. The problem I’m really facing is the fact that I got treated really bad for the most time of my life and I got tout of that because I looksmaxxed myself really really hard and now I’m basically at the point where I’m maxed out for softmaxxing atleast and I don’t really want to hardmaxx because I am not able to afford the required surgery’s and also too scared of what my friends would think of me if I would get those done, because they would think I’m weird an probably stop hanging around with me. I’m just in an endless circle at this point which sucks because I know I had it way worse but still now that I have everything I once dreamed about I still want for more…

I get your perspective, but in mine I don't care about what my current friends and family would say about my surgeries, because I'd get new people in my life who would replace them

Don't EVER let your friends and family dictate your future and quality of life, at the end of the day it's just you. Someday you'll stop talking to those friends, your family will die, and you will be left with the regret of not having done what you wanted