I hate being a sociopath

[certifiedeskimo]

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It’s 16 in UK that’s when I was diagnosed

first. show the link,
also here is a reliable link that states otherwise
https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/antisocial-personality-disorder/

 

[certifiedeskimo]

I don’t just have my health record on stand by I don’t even know where I’d find that lmao

online, and if youre diagnosed you would know that

 

[grungymallard97]

first. show the link,
also here is a reliable link that states otherwise
https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/antisocial-personality-disorder/

Certain health professionals don’t stay by the rules, eg I was prescribed melatonin despite not having ADHD which is also prohibited in UK. It’s case by case

 

[grungymallard97]

online, and if youre diagnosed you would know that

I am diagnosed my mum would know where that is not me I’m 16 as u know, I’ve never had to find that

 

[certifiedeskimo]

Certain health professionals don’t stay by the rules, eg I was prescribed melatonin despite not having ADHD which is also prohibited in UK. It’s case by case

thats completely different, a diagnosis is in system, a prescription is not. and i doubt you were prescribed melatonin

 

[grungymallard97]

thats completely different, a diagnosis is in system, a prescription is not. and i doubt you were prescribed melatonin

I can legit show u the 2mg melatonin sat on my desk rn and I have a conduct disorder which is ASPD for minors as u should know

 

[certifiedeskimo]

I am diagnosed my mum would know where that is not me I’m 16 as u know, I’ve never had to find that

https://www.nhs.uk/nhs-services/gps/view-your-gp-health-record/

 

[certifiedeskimo]

I can legit show u the 2mg melatonin sat on my desk rn and I have a conduct disorder which is ASPD for minors as u should know

- trust me bro. you can buy melatonin online, doesnt prove much

 

[grungymallard97]

- trust me bro. you can buy melatonin online, doesnt prove much

I can show u it’s from my pharmacy if u want?where u HAVE to have a doctoral prescription

 

[grungymallard97]

https://www.nhs.uk/nhs-services/gps/view-your-gp-health-record/

So I need to see my GP or email? Something that won’t be answered till at least tmrw but u wanted it rn?

 

[certifiedeskimo]

I can show u it’s from my pharmacy if u want?where u HAVE to have a doctoral prescription

still doesnt prove much, a diagnosis is in system a prescription is not

 

[grungymallard97]

still doesnt prove much, a diagnosis is in system a prescription is not

u have to have adhd or an already recognised MH condition to be prescribed it that inhibits sleep. I don’t have adhd.

 

[certifiedeskimo]

So I need to see my GP or email? Something that won’t be answered till at least tmrw but u wanted it rn?

you would already have it if you were diagnosed. jfl im not gonna argue with you over this. your argument doesnt make sense, "some doctors dont follow the rules" theres a big difference between prescribing melatonin and diagnosing someone with sciopathy despite the person being 16. also you dont have to have adhd to get melatonin, you just have to have sleep problems.

 

[certifiedeskimo]

u have to have adhd or an already recognised MH condition to be prescribed it that inhibits sleep. I don’t have adhd.

no
https://www.nhs.uk/medicines/melatonin/about-melatonin/

 

[grungymallard97]

you would already have it if you were diagnosed. jfl im not gonna argue with you over this. your argument doesnt make sense, "some doctors dont follow the rules" theres a big difference between prescribing melatonin and diagnosing someone with sciopathy despite the person being 16. also you dont have to have adhd to get melatonin, you just have to have sleep problems.

the top is ur opinion the bottom is factually false, to be prescribed melatonin u NEED a MH issue such as ADHD not only but such as as it’s expensive to produce. In the UK I ASSURE u you will not get it unless u have proven ur health records

 

[certifiedeskimo]

u have to have adhd or an already recognised MH condition to be prescribed it that inhibits sleep. I don’t have adhd.

and still what is your argument here? youre still comparing a diagnosis, with a prescription.

 

[grungymallard97]

and still what is your argument here? youre still comparing a diagnosis, with a prescription.

u need a diagnosis for the prescription read u fucking baboon

 

[certifiedeskimo]

the top is ur opinion the bottom is factually false, to be prescribed melatonin u NEED a MH issue such as ADHD not only but such as as it’s expensive to produce. In the UK I ASSURE u you will not get it unless u have proven ur health records

bottom is not false, and jfl at you trying to change the topic from diagnosis to melatonin.

 

[grungymallard97]

bottom is not false, and jfl at you trying to change the topic from diagnosis to melatonin.
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Synthetic lmao not actual melatonin

 

[certifiedeskimo]

u need a diagnosis for the prescription read u fucking baboon

youre generally an idiot for someone who claims to be 150iq. you need a written legibly from ur doctor to get prescriptions not a diagnosis you dumbass

 

[grungymallard97]

bottom is not false, and jfl at you trying to change the topic from diagnosis to melatonin.
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Also the fact ur trying to prove me a liar so bad, would make me have an ASPD trait to begin with so not sure what ur trying to do, prove the pathological liar is a liar ?

 

[certifiedeskimo]

Synthetic lmao not actual melatonin

almost all melatonin is synthetic you moron

 

[Youㅤ]

i see what u mean but i dont hate being a sociopath. not that bad bro, better than some nicecel cuck. its all about looks anyway u wouldnt be complaining if u were chad.

 

[certifiedeskimo]

Also the fact ur trying to prove me a liar so bad, would make me have an ASPD trait to begin with so not sure what ur trying to do, prove the pathological liar is a liar ?

so that proves you have sociopathy? i though you were 150 iq

 

[grungymallard97]

youre generally an idiot for someone who claims to be 150iq. you need a written legibly from ur doctor to get prescriptions not a diagnosis you dumbass

yes but u will only get that written up if u pass the “test” for melatonin to be prescribed one thing u need for that is a MH condition inhibiting sleep such as insomnia (long term) ADHD, ASPD etc

 

[grungymallard97]

i see what u mean but i dont hate being a sociopath. not that bad bro, better than some nicecel cuck. its all about looks anyway u wouldnt be complaining if u were chad.

I don’t hate it either, just want people to think that you probs understand what I mean by that. I like it because I love myself and could never be suicidal no matter what because Ik I will impact the world somehow

 

[certifiedeskimo]

yes but u will only get that written up if u pass the “test” for melatonin to be prescribed one thing u need for that is a MH condition inhibiting sleep such as insomnia (long term) ADHD, ASPD etc

no again youre wrong, you can get melatonin for short term sleeping problems, i got it because i got addicted to adderal and couldnt sleep properly for a month, also stop changing the conversation, im generally done arguing with you 150 iq

 

[Youㅤ]

Yeah same borderline personality disorder and ASPD as well as bipolar and some anger issues nothing I can’t deal with

yes dont let them make u think ur abnormal. its natural variation in personality. its the treatment that makes one objectively inferior. "anger issues" has always been the norm, lol few people dont have this.

 

[grungymallard97]

so that proves you have sociopathy? i though you were 150 iq

No, I said it’s a trait of sociopathy ur trying to prove I have, whilst also attempting to disprove the fact I have it . kinda dumb. And I don’t know my IQ online stupid tests say I do because a guy once asked me to take one, I don’t take the result seriously. Although I am high IQ in terms of what they judge IQ off of aka pattern recognition and problem solving, I can also speak 6 languages 4 taught myself, and I’m good at practically everything I do

 

[grungymallard97]

yes dont let them make u think ur abnormal. its natural variation in personality. its the treatment that makes one objectively inferior. "anger issues" has always been the norm, lol few people dont have this.

Yeah fr, it doesn’t make me an aspie weirdo. I can pass as normal because I am. But it’s not natural how I act it’s learnt. I don’t feel comfortable around strong emotions like crying. and I genuinely have 0 empathy which people say is kinda sad, but I think it’s a blessing

 

[certifiedeskimo]

No, I said it’s a trait of sociopathy ur trying to prove I have, whilst also attempting to disprove the fact I have it . kinda dumb.

what? you dont have to be a sociopath just because youre a liar. wtf happened to ur 150 iq?

And I don’t know my IQ online stupid tests say I do because a guy once asked me to take one, I don’t take the result seriously.

yet u brag about it and argue like a person with an iq of 90

Although I am high IQ in terms of what they judge IQ off of aka pattern recognition and problem solving, I can also speak 6 languages 4 taught myself, and I’m good at practically everything I do

fag

 

[grungymallard97]

what? you dont have to be a sociopath just because youre a liar. wtf happened to ur 150 iq?

yet u brag about it and argue like a person with an iq of 90

fag

I wouldn’t expect u to understand me. what’s ur obsession with IQ anyway, everyone with a “high IQ” knows it’s bs and doesn’t factor in most things about intelligence

 

[certifiedeskimo]

I wouldn’t expect u to understand me.

edgy

what’s ur obsession with IQ anyway, everyone with a “high IQ” knows it’s bs and doesn’t factor in most things about intelligence

im making fun of you for previously bragging about ur iq on another thread, yet you reason like a child.

 

[Youㅤ]

But it’s not natural how I act it’s learnt.

learning is natural. we are in an unnatural environment and must learn how to cope with it. some people learn this easily as children and are more "normal" but they still had to learn how to behave. maybe they just dont consciously manipulate but all social behavior is always manipulation.

I don’t feel comfortable around strong emotions like crying.

no one does and its not normal for males to be comfortable crying especially

and I genuinely have 0 empathy which people say is kinda sad, but I think it’s a blessing

consider cognitive empathy vs emotional empathy. im assuming if u have low emotional empathy, then ur cognitive empathy is effectively compensating since u said u can pass as normal.

 

[grungymallard97]

edgy

im making fun of you for previously bragging about ur iq on another thread, yet you reason like a child.

Maybe because I am emotionally a child mate. I’m 16 u don’t fully develop till around 22-25 mentally. I can recognise i have a high IQ just like I can recognise u are probably smart in some aspect of life too. Ur clearly not retarded although doubting im intelligent based off of a disorder or bragging about intelligence isn’t the brightest

 

[grungymallard97]

learning is natural. we are in an unnatural environment and must learn how to cope with it. some people learn this easily as children and are more "normal" but they still had to learn how to behave. maybe they just dont consciously manipulate but all social behavior is always manipulation.

no one does and its not normal for males to be comfortable crying especially

consider cognitive empathy vs emotional empathy. im assuming if u have low emotional empathy, then ur cognitive empathy is effectively compensating since u said u can pass as normal.

Yeah I know when to fake emotions. I very rarely cry and if I do it’s never out of empathy or actual sadness it’s always out of fear or anger.
I’ve always been different since I was young people like my family have always said I’m robotic and emotionless. I don’t see it. My friends are different they think I’m super funny once again I don’t see it

 

[certifiedeskimo]

Maybe because I am emotionally a child mate.
I’m 16 u don’t fully develop till around 22-25 mentally.

and thats why they dont diagnose sociopathy at your age

although doubting im intelligent based off of a disorder or bragging about intelligence isn’t the brightest

im not doubting ur intellegint because of a disorber (which i doubt you have) ive also never bragged about my iq? - goodnight

 

[Youㅤ]

Yeah I know when to fake emotions. I very rarely cry and if I do it’s never out of empathy or actual sadness it’s always out of fear or anger.
I’ve always been different since I was young people like my family have always said I’m robotic and emotionless. I don’t see it. My friends are different they think I’m super funny once again I don’t see it

i can relate. ive always been called robotic and emotionless too. ive never naturally smiled or expressed emotions in my voice, but recently ive learned how to sound happy. i make an effort to appear happy even when i feel very bad and it works. i am very good at hiding emotions since i dont express them in the first place except for in my deliberate actions. ive been called immoral and selfish a lot my whole life, i used to feel bad about it but now i dont. morals are brainwashing to make u weaker. being selfish is the natural state of every successful organism.

 

[Meteor21]

Being a sociopath is probably fun. I hold my tongue sometimes cause if I don't I'll feel like a piece of shit and hurt the person. So it literally harms me too. If I was a sociopath I wouldn't care, I'd be on Cloud 9 just laughing at other people's misery. It is preferable really.

 

[grungymallard97]

and thats why they dont diagnose sociopathy at your age


im not doubting ur intellegint because of a disorber (which i doubt you have) ive also never bragged about my iq? - goodnight

i can relate. ive always been called robotic and emotionless too. ive never naturally smiled or expressed emotions in my voice, but recently ive learned how to sound happy. i make an effort to appear happy even when i feel very bad and it works. i am very good at hiding emotions since i dont express them in the first place except for in my deliberate actions. ive been called immoral and selfish a lot my whole life, i used to feel bad about it but now i dont. morals are brainwashing to make u weaker. being selfish is the natural state of every successful organism.

I completely agree with u, always been told I’m selfish or worse. I cannot see myself acting happy with my family as I think they would almost see that as weird. I’m super static and negative they probs haven’t seen me smile in years not even a. Fake one. I don’t joke with them or anything, and it’s all my fault. With friends and strangers I’m amazing at masking emotions I blend in. It’s hard to say idk. This is super honest as well

 

[grungymallard97]

Being a sociopath is probably fun. I hold my tongue sometimes cause if I don't I'll feel like a piece of shit and hurt the person. So it literally harms me too. If I was a sociopath I wouldn't care, I'd be on Cloud 9 just laughing at other people's misery. It is preferable really.

it’s kinda like that kinda not, I can’t go round upsetting everyone as that wouldn’t benefit me in any way. It’s very lonely and angry my world

 

[Youㅤ]

I cannot see myself acting happy with my family as I think they would almost see that as weird.

ive always felt the same way

With friends and strangers I’m amazing at masking emotions I blend in.

yep same with me. im NT with strangers and socially avoidant with family.

I don’t joke with them or anything, and it’s all my fault.

i suppose its true to say that its ur fault, but ur implying it might be a bad thing. the only purpose of ur family is to raise u.

This is super honest as well

yes i can tell. i reckon ur usually an honest person. i may be projecting, cuz im usually an overly honest person. but i dont talk much, because i avoid saying mistakes. thats the same reason i dont lie much. i dont have a moral issue with it, but im very cautious socially.

 

[Youㅤ]

it’s kinda like that kinda not, I can’t go round upsetting everyone as that wouldn’t benefit me in any way. It’s very lonely and angry my world

the guy doesnt get it. i have no friends because i always end up upsetting them if they attempt to get close. not intentionally as i do not wish for the consequences but due to callousness.

 

[grungymallard97]

ive always felt the same way

yep same with me. im NT with strangers and socially avoidant with family.

i suppose its true to say that its ur fault, but ur implying it might be a bad thing. the only purpose of ur family is to raise u.

yes i can tell. i reckon ur usually an honest person. i may be projecting, cuz im usually an overly honest person. but i dont talk much, because i avoid saying mistakes. thats the same reason i dont lie much. i dont have a moral issue with it, but im very cautious socially.

I agree with all that you’ve said but I’m a PATHOLOGICAL liar I can’t stop lying and I don’t know why

 

[grungymallard97]

the guy doesnt get it. i have no friends because i always end up upsetting them if they attempt to get close. not intentionally as i do not wish for the consequences but due to callousness.

Completely agree. I only have friends now because my only other friend I had before was a complete narcissist so we were similar and were still “friends” but he made friends with loads more and so now I have a huge friend group but I can’t let them get close to me, they don’t even know my parents, haven’t been in my car etc. I also have this deep feeling of anger inside of me. I relate to Mike Tyson in some way, not even tryna be corny I’m just a bad guy tryna be good in some way

 

[Youㅤ]

I agree with all that you’ve said but I’m a PATHOLOGICAL liar I can’t stop lying and I don’t know why

the question is if this is a lie jfl

based if true. lying is good if ur high IQ but bad if ur low IQ. i should probably lie more, but due to neuroticism and paranoia i avoid lying even when its no big deal. this is a similar to morals, since morals are paranoia as well. ive lied about things in the past and it felt very natural, no one can tell the difference. i just dont have much reason to lie nowadays since i dont talk to any1. it would be foolish to lie in order or the "thrill" of it, and it wouldnt even give me thrill since im not a normie.

 

[grungymallard97]

the question is if this is a lie jfl

based if true. lying is good if ur high IQ but bad if ur low IQ. i should probably lie more, but due to neuroticism and paranoia i avoid lying even when its no big deal. this is a similar to morals, since morals are paranoia as well. ive lied about things in the past and it felt very natural, no one can tell the difference. i just dont have much reason to lie nowadays since i dont talk to any1. it would be foolish to lie in order or the "thrill" of it, and it wouldnt even give me thrill since im not a normie.

I am high IQ I never get caught in my lie and if I do I’m very good at making it seem like a lesser deal then it was. I lie about everything. But I promise u I gain nothing lying to u in this chat I’m just a very fucked up person and I genuinely need help

 

[Youㅤ]

Completely agree. I only have friends now because my only other friend I had before was a complete narcissist so we were similar and were still “friends” but he made friends with loads more and so now I have a huge friend group but I can’t let them get close to me, they don’t even know my parents, haven’t been in my car etc. I also have this deep feeling of anger inside of me. I relate to Mike Tyson in some way, not even tryna be corny I’m just a bad guy tryna be good in some way

i was insanely popular in middle school yet had not a single close friend, or even really a single friend JFL. im not exaggerating, i was very well known and hundreds of people posted about me and wanted my autograph when they saw me at school.

i also have a deep feeling of anger inside of me and it never goes away. it simply coexists with good feelings when good feelings exist.

a bad guy trying to be good is basically a bad guy trying to be creative rather than destructive. my dream would be creative destruction. id prefer the term "evil" over "bad". "bad" is not really correct because evil is not bad. evil is destruction, killing, etc and is necessary to existence. it keeps all life in balance and drives evolution, and evolution is really just change in order to preserve the continuation of the pattern that originated from the origin of life.

 

[Youㅤ]

I am high IQ I never get caught in my lie and if I do I’m very good at making it seem like a lesser deal then it was. I lie about everything. But I promise u I gain nothing lying to u in this chat I’m just a very fucked up person and I genuinely need help

u may be a fucked up person and u may feel like u need help but seriously never seek help. no one can or will help u but urself. let them help u through manipulation but dont try to "seek help". seek help in ur own imagination, such as with deities rather than mortals. even here it is manipulation of them. they wont help u unconditionally.

 

[grungymallard97]

i was insanely popular in middle school yet had not a single close friend, or even really a single friend JFL. im not exaggerating, i was very well known and hundreds of people posted about me and wanted my autograph when they saw me at school.

i also have a deep feeling of anger inside of me and it never goes away. it simply coexists with good feelings when good feelings exist.

a bad guy trying to be good is basically a bad guy trying to be creative rather than destructive. my dream would be creative destruction. id prefer the term "evil" over "bad". "bad" is not really correct because evil is not bad. evil is destruction, killing, etc and is necessary to existence. it keeps all life in balance and drives evolution, and evolution is really just change in order to preserve the continuation of the pattern that originated from the origin of life.

people will look at this as if u have a God complex . But I see life similarly to u but just with much more anger, nobody loves me or cares for me really despite having gifts and shit. I just want to hurt someone like they’ve hurt me you know, and I do it to the nicest people eg my own mum I mentally hurt her because she’s a weak nice person, that I can easily take advantage of. Sad I know.

Also we’re u famous or smth? Autographs is crazy