I hate being autistic so much

[Prøphet]

I don’t know what to say

It always comes out wrong

I don’t understand things until 10 years later

Then they’re all I think about once it’s too late

 

[Prøphet]

Life isn’t worth it as an autist unless you’re chadlite so you get showered in praise and forgiveness by everyone

If you can’t ascend and you’re autistic it’s probably better to ldar and become a monk

 

[peterk1287]

Me too, it’s alright because we can’t do anything about it

 

[Resonance]

Nobody is taking you seriously with that avi

 

[Aox Ofwar]

I'm sorry

 

[Outlander]

 

[Prøphet]

Me too, it’s alright because we can’t fix it

It’s not alright and never will be, we will never be accepted as we are, we’re born to bear the lashings from the world

 

[IronMike]

Damn that sucks. You ever tried phenibut. Not sure how it would effect an autistic person

 

[Prøphet]

Nobody is taking you seriously with that avi

That just proves my point even more, if my avi was some Forum Chad you’d all be praising me

 

[peterk1287]

It’s not alright and never will be, we will never be accepted as we are, we’re born to bear the lashings from the world

Cope, that’s why your gonna regret your life choice when your 80 on your death bed, move on, gay thinking

 

[Prøphet]

Damn that sucks. You ever tried phenibut. Not sure how it would effect a autistic person

Yes it works very well for me but I don’t want to get addicted and ruin my life like Jordan Peterson

So 6 days of the week I’m unbearable and I get 1 day to look a little more NT, what a deal

 

[IronMike]

Yes it works very well for me but I don’t want to get addicted and ruin my life like Jordan Peterson

So 6 days of the week I’m unbearable and I get 1 day to look a little more NT, what a deal

why not take speech therapy

 

[Prøphet]

Cope, that’s why your gonna regret your life choice when your 80 on your death bed, move on, gay thinking

Well I agree actually just getting it out of my system

 

[Andremln]

It is bad, but i cope with the "muh lots of the big names in history were aspie", i think it has some true to it tbh, but the digit is so low compared to the brute amount of aspies that it becomes brutal

 

[Resonance]

I don’t know what to say

It always comes out wrong

I don’t understand things until 10 years later

Then they’re all I think about once it’s too late

My hardest struggle and probably the reason why I'm on this forum is because I was never able to read or understand people. I don't know why. I never understood social cues or missed them until someone pointed it out. I tried to fix it by being more social and it has improved but it hasn't changed the fact that I just don't understand conversations and I'm just trying to larp into them

 

[Prøphet]

why not take speech therapy

Im extremely embarrassed about the way I am, so admitting to someone else that I’m autistic would destroy me

And I know it wouldn’t fix the root cause which is poor brain structure

 

[khazarianmafia73]

why not take speech therapy

bbc therapy

 

[Prøphet]

My hardest struggle and probably the reason why I'm on this forum is because I was never able to read or understand people. I don't know why. I never understood social cues or missed them until someone pointed it out. I tried to fix it by being more social and it has improved but it hasn't changed the fact that I just don't understand conversations and I'm just trying to larp into them

Same

The only way for me is to looksmax

I just want people to see me as something other than a stereotypical autistic loser

That’s all I want really, to be seen as what I want to be

 

[Prøphet]

It is bad, but i cope with the "muh lots of the big names in history were aspie", i think it has some true to it tbh, but the digit is so low compared to the brute amount of aspies that it becomes brutal

Good cope I do the same

I agree we have been ruined by modern society and the internet

 

[khazarianmafia73]

NT is law

 

[Andremln]

Good cope I do the same

I agree we have been ruined by modern society and the internet

Mirin perpetual thinker signature

And yes, i've talked about this with many autistic users, most of us think that there is yet a big event to come into our lives, some kind of deus ex machina, saving us or ascending us not necessarily by looks, but actually carving our name into history and becoming a cornerstone for extreme changes in the world

 

[SilvioMoltisantiDan]

 

[Prøphet]

Mirin perpetual thinker signature

And yes, i've talked about this with many autistic users, most of us think that there is yet a big event to come into our lives, some kind of deus ex machina, saving us or ascending us not necessarily by looks, but actually carving our name into history and becoming a cornerstone for extreme changes in the world

Thanks bhai

Do you mean this kind of event in a collective sense or an individual sense?

 

[Prøphet]

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[BlackFag]

And yes, i've talked about this with many autistic users, most of us think that there is yet a big event to come into our lives, some kind of deus ex machina, saving us or ascending us not necessarily by looks, but actually carving our name into history and becoming a cornerstone for extreme changes in the world

Don’t like how close this hit home

Mines going to happen trust me bhais

 

[Dadaogluenver]

I don’t know what to say

It always comes out wrong

I don’t understand things until 10 years later

Then they’re all I think about once it’s too late

Its a gift brother we aren't like nt cucks

 

[Andremln]

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Don’t like how close this hit home

Mines going to happen trust me bhais

Have you ever thought that there is a shadow corporation watching you? and that you will suddenly get a proposition by them? a request, because you're so important, and they need you

again most aspies that i've talked to have fantasized about this at least once

 

[Andremln]

Thanks bhai

Do you mean this kind of event in a collective sense or an individual sense?

individual sense, because we think that we (as an individual) have something special, something that we can't truly explain but that makes us actually different

 

[_vindex]

I don’t know what to say

It always comes out wrong

I don’t understand things until 10 years later

Then they’re all I think about once it’s too late

id probably jus do drugs if I wuz u lmao

 

[BlackFag]

Have you ever thought that there is a shadow corporation watching you? and that you will suddenly get a proposition by them? a request, because you're so important, and they need you

again most aspies that i've talked to have fantasized about this at least once

I dream of becoming a emperor of the likes of Napoleon

At best I become an African dictator