I hate being delusional

[12NoneIncel]

I genuinely hate thinking I look decent for like 2-3 days and then suddenly realizing I’m a fucking boneless Lltn it’s actually a mood ruining cycle. It’s so over for me I’m an early bloomer and still look like absolute dog shit what did I do to deserve this

 

[Resonant]

Any inconsistency in your habits?

 

[duebaora]

wdym bro you look good dont doubt yourself

 

[12NoneIncel]

Any inconsistency in your habits?

No bro I’m genuinely just an overconfident fag somtimes

 

[12NoneIncel]

wdym bro you look good dont doubt yourself

funniest shit i have read in a while

 

[Resonant]

No bro I’m genuinely just an overconfident fag somtimes

Tbh it might just be perception, sometimes overconfidence is rooted in insecurity

 

[12NoneIncel]

Tbh it might just be perception, sometimes overconfidence is rooted in insecurity

I don’t even look like the same person over the week bro

 

[Resonant]

I don’t even look like the same person over the week bro

How old are you? In puberty this type of stuff occurs often

 

[12NoneIncel]

How old are you? In puberty this type of stuff occurs often

I’m 15 but I’m an extremely early bloomer so I’m basically done growing already

 

[Resonant]

I’m 15 but I’m an extremely early bloomer so I’m basically done growing already

Being an extreme early bloomer is genuinely nerfing, though you're still within puberty so it'd be plausible to say this stage might be over soon. I recommend you to hit MMA and don't check your face everytime.

 

[12NoneIncel]

Being an extreme early bloomer is genuinely nerfing, though you're still within puberty so it'd be plausible to say this stage might be over soon. I recommend you to hit MMA and don't check your face everytime.

I can’t not check how I look I’m obsessed with it, I check literally just hoping I like what I see at least sometimes

 

[Resonant]

I can’t not check how I look I’m obsessed with it, I check literally just hoping I like what I see at least sometimes

This shi will destroy you mentally, I'm telling you keep ascending your facials but don't check your face too often. Now and then is fine, if you also "analyse" other people's faces then stop that as well. I was experiencing the same thing back then, just apply these things and improve gradually.

 

[12NoneIncel]

This shi will destroy you mentally, I'm telling you keep ascending your facials but don't check your face too often. Now and then is fine, if you also "analyse" other people's faces then stop that as well. I was experiencing the same thing back then, just apply these things and improve gradually.

I don’t think I can even improve, I already did over the year and I’m just barely out of sub 5 now. I literally get harassed for how I look constantly and I can’t even find someone that looks worse than me anywhere anymore. I promise you I’m not just someone who’s slightly insecure I’m genuinely fucking hideous

 

[Resonant]

I don’t think I can even improve, I already did over the year and I’m just barely out of sub 5 now. I literally get harassed for how I look constantly and I can’t even find someone that looks worse than me anywhere anymore. I promise you I’m not just someone who’s slightly insecure I’m genuinely fucking hideous

I'm sorry to hear that you experienced those things, but I'm also glad that you've seen improvements. An ascension is still an ascension. Judging from this period of time, there's still a lot of room for you to improve.

As I recommended before, try joining MMA. It can massively improve your confidence and make you less vulnerable to physical harassment as well. One last thing is your mentality. I understand you're young and your prefrontal cortex is still developing, therefore many of these insecurities are driven more by your own mind and amplified by external factors, which I've already suggested a solution for.

"Hideous" is a strong word. Based on your wording, you probably have a decent LMTN base on a good day, from what I can estimate. Believe in what you've achieved so far and continue moving forward. That's all I'd say.

Also stop rotting on forums at this age lol, reap the applicable advices and move on with life.

 

[12NoneIncel]

I'm sorry to hear that you experienced those things, but I'm also glad that you've seen improvements. An ascension is still an ascension. Judging from this period of time, there's still a lot of room for you to improve.

As I recommended before, try joining MMA. It can massively improve your confidence and make you less vulnerable to physical harassment as well. One last thing is your mentality. I understand you're young and your prefrontal cortex is still developing, therefore many of these insecurities are driven more by your own mind and amplified by external factors, which I've already suggested a solution for.

"Hideous" is a strong word. Based on your wording, you probably have a decent LMTN base on a good day, from what I can estimate. Believe in what you've achieved so far and continue moving forward. That's all I'd say.

Also stop rotting on forums at this age lol, reap the applicable advices and move on with life.

Appreciate the support, I’ll try some of this stuff but I will say that you thinking I am anywhere close to Lmtn is genuinely hilarious if you really don’t believe me I can show you my face in DMs somewhere.

And yes you’re right, my insecurities have formed from external reinforcement and just how I see myself. I genuinely see someone not even human looking back at me every single time I look in the mirror.

Also these forums are people I can actually relate too unlike any of the retards I live near

 

[Resonant]

Appreciate the support, I’ll try some of this stuff but I will say that you thinking I am anywhere close to Lmtn is genuinely hilarious if you really don’t believe me I can show you my face in DMs somewhere.

And yes you’re right, my insecurities have formed from external reinforcement and just how I see myself. I genuinely see someone not even human looking back at me every single time I look in the mirror.

Also these forums are people I can actually relate too unlike any of the retards I live near

Sure, add me on discord (b4149930)

 

[12NoneIncel]

Sure, add me on discord (b4149930)

Alright I sent it