I hate being mid at everything

[ihatemyltnlife]

I myself as an individual i have lived a life off much shame. I wasn't born good at everything, i was not even good looking as a kid , most of my life was spent being good enough at nothing even to this day i am mid at everything.
I am an ltn i am avrage i know people have it worse but i just hope i could've looked better i tried everything I'm even thinking about hard maxxing but im scared. I have a mid physique for my age. I have an above avg iq but it serves me nothing. I am short for my country even tho im 6'1.even at my own sport i am mid even tho i started 3 years ago with 0 prior knowledge i am mid at best.I hate myself to the point i cry myself to sleep idk what to do to be better anymore i train hard every day i eat healthy, i do all the softmaxxing techniques to help my eye area nothing works. I just want to end it all.

 

[BleoodyOver]

unlucky

 

[Unremittal]

I myself as an individual i have lived a life off much shame. I wasn't born good at everything, i was not even good looking as a kid , most of my life was spent being good enough at nothing even to this day i am mid at everything.
I am an ltn i am avrage i know people have it worse but i just hope i could've looked better i tried everything I'm even thinking about hard maxxing but im scared. I have a mid physique for my age. I have an above avg iq but it serves me nothing. I am short for my country even tho im 6'1.even at my own sport i am mid even tho i started 3 years ago with 0 prior knowledge i am mid at best.I hate myself to the point i cry myself to sleep idk what to do to be better anymore i train hard every day i eat healthy, i do all the softmaxxing techniques to help my eye area nothing works. I just want to end it all.

Don't end it, i think you just need a hobby and some good friends. You need to concentrate on other shit from time to time, you also need to have fun from time to time, your whole life shouldnt revolve around LM there should still be room for other shit

 

[Ant!]

I myself as an individual i have lived a life off much shame. I wasn't born good at everything, i was not even good looking as a kid , most of my life was spent being good enough at nothing even to this day i am mid at everything.
I am an ltn i am avrage i know people have it worse but i just hope i could've looked better i tried everything I'm even thinking about hard maxxing but im scared. I have a mid physique for my age. I have an above avg iq but it serves me nothing. I am short for my country even tho im 6'1.even at my own sport i am mid even tho i started 3 years ago with 0 prior knowledge i am mid at best.I hate myself to the point i cry myself to sleep idk what to do to be better anymore i train hard every day i eat healthy, i do all the softmaxxing techniques to help my eye area nothing works. I just want to end it all.

honestly thats just your low self esteem telling you all this stuff, its likely just untrue. Work on your mental health and watch it change

 

[ihatemyltnlife]

Don't end it, i think you just need a hobby and some good friends. You need to concentrate on other shit from time to time, you also need to have fun from time to time, your whole life shouldnt revolve around LM there should still be room for other shit

I guess i have hobbies like football and video games but i said even at those im mid and when im with "friends" most of them are like toxic not all the time to sometimes we have fun together without them telling me im a bum and useless st everything, but i don't know what i can do anymore maybe maybe if i wasn't born like this i would have been better. Thanks for the advice much appreciated

 

[Unremittal]

honestly thats just your low self esteem telling you all this stuff, its likely just untrue. Work on your mental health and watch it change

yeah i also agree with this

 

[ihatemyltnlife]

honestly thats just your low self esteem telling you all this stuff, its likely just untrue. Work on your mental health and watch it change

Maybe. I always had low self esteem but i don't know i observe it myself im not particularly good at anything but that's life sometimes it's not ment to be. Thanks for the encouragement

 

[Unremittal]

I guess i have hobbies like football and video games but i said even at those im mid and when im with "friends" most of them are like toxic not all the time to sometimes we have fun together without them telling me im a bum and useless st everything, but i don't know what i can do anymore maybe maybe if i wasn't born like this i would have been better. Thanks for the advice much appreciated

cut off you friends telling you you're a bum, real friends would see the work you put in and motivate you, as far as football and video games i would keep playing football, its a good sport, and its important to be able to teamwork with ppl, as for video games i would try not to play them unless you're playing with friends, try to go outside and do as much shit as possible trust me you'll be way happier then gaming for hours

 

[ihatemyltnlife]

cut off you friends telling you you're a bum, real friends would see the work you put in and motivate you, as far as football and video games i would keep playing football, its a good sport, and its important to be able to teamwork with ppl, as for video games i would try not to play them unless you're playing with friends, try to go outside and do as much shit as possible trust me you'll be way happier then gaming for hours

You're right i think maybe i should spend more time outside thanks for the advice once again.

 

[Ant!]

Maybe. I always had low self esteem but i don't know i observe it myself im not particularly good at anything but that's life sometimes it's not ment to be. Thanks for the encouragement

Dude stop with this ment to be or born like bullshit, all of this is cope. Thats the devil on your shoulder trying to pull you down. Your mental health is seriously bad if you actually think like this daily. Also get better friends if they are toxic they are pulling you down too
I was in a similar situation as you, I started self improvement and I have little to none negative thoughts in my head.

 

[Unremittal]

Dude stop with this ment to be or born like bullshit, all of this is cope. Thats the devil on your shoulder trying to pull you down. Your mental health is seriously bad if you actually think like this daily. Also get better friends if they are toxic they are pulling you down too
I was in a similar situation as you, I started self improvement and I have little to none negative thoughts in my head.

holy peak comment, to add i don't get people joining this com just to drag ppl down and call everyone ugly, im of the opinion that genetics dont determin you improving yourself, you may have shit genetics but you can still improve yourself and look the best you can and we should be helping other ppl do that

 

[ihatemyltnlife]

Dude stop with this ment to be or born like bullshit, all of this is cope. Thats the devil on your shoulder trying to pull you down. Your mental health is seriously bad if you actually think like this daily. Also get better friends if they are toxic they are pulling you down too
I was in a similar situation as you, I started self improvement and I have little to none negative thoughts in my head.

Im happy for you dude if you got in a better mental state i hope you continue and have a great life now and in the future. I myself i don't know i tried to have better mental health for a while it worked but then everything crumbled so i don't know what to do now.

 

[Ant!]

holy peak comment, to add i don't get people joining this com just to drag ppl down and call everyone ugly, im of the opinion that genetics dont determin you improving yourself, you may have shit genetics but you can still improve yourself and look the best you can and we should be helping other ppl do that

So true

 

[arkzy7]

I myself as an individual i have lived a life off much shame. I wasn't born good at everything, i was not even good looking as a kid , most of my life was spent being good enough at nothing even to this day i am mid at everything.
I am an ltn i am avrage i know people have it worse but i just hope i could've looked better i tried everything I'm even thinking about hard maxxing but im scared. I have a mid physique for my age. I have an above avg iq but it serves me nothing. I am short for my country even tho im 6'1.even at my own sport i am mid even tho i started 3 years ago with 0 prior knowledge i am mid at best.I hate myself to the point i cry myself to sleep idk what to do to be better anymore i train hard every day i eat healthy, i do all the softmaxxing techniques to help my eye area nothing works. I just want to end it all.

6,1 bro geo max and mtn is possible

 

[ihatemyltnlife]

6,1 bro geo max and mtn is possible

Im 16 and i don't think im done growing. I don't think i could geomaxx for the time being but nice advice.

 

[evexoria]

I myself as an individual i have lived a life off much shame. I wasn't born good at everything, i was not even good looking as a kid , most of my life was spent being good enough at nothing even to this day i am mid at everything.
I am an ltn i am avrage i know people have it worse but i just hope i could've looked better i tried everything I'm even thinking about hard maxxing but im scared. I have a mid physique for my age. I have an above avg iq but it serves me nothing. I am short for my country even tho im 6'1.even at my own sport i am mid even tho i started 3 years ago with 0 prior knowledge i am mid at best.I hate myself to the point i cry myself to sleep idk what to do to be better anymore i train hard every day i eat healthy, i do all the softmaxxing techniques to help my eye area nothing works. I just want to end it all.

get good skill issue

 

[Ant!]

Im happy for you dude if you got in a better mental state i hope you continue and have a great life now and in the future. I myself i don't know i tried to have better mental health for a while it worked but then everything crumbled so i don't know what to do now.

I had moments like that too, you wont fix your mental over night. Try again if you failed, I still fail sometimes and Im nearly 5 years into this. You just have to keep pushing through the negative feelings and such and keep on improving. Its like the fat guy that went to the gym for a week and quit when he didnt see results, it takes time and effort to unfuck you mental health

 

[Unremittal]

Im happy for you dude if you got in a better mental state i hope you continue and have a great life now and in the future. I myself i don't know i tried to have better mental health for a while it worked but then everything crumbled so i don't know what to do now.

you need a new mindset, you need to stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop interacting with people who just drag you down, maybe try to find a goal you want to achieve and work on it, find something you want to be good at and work on it, if people hate on you for it that their problem.

 

[arkzy7]

Im 16 and i don't think im done growing. I don't think i could geomaxx for the time being but nice advice.

Mtn is possible bro, also ur most likely done growing

 

[Unremittal]

you need a new mindset, you need to stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop interacting with people who just drag you down, maybe try to find a goal you want to achieve and work on it, find something you want to be good at and work on it, if people hate on you for it that their problem.

forgot to add, just because you fail at something doesn't mean you should stop trying, it all just takes work

 

[Ant!]

you need a new mindset, you need to stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop interacting with people who just drag you down, maybe try to find a goal you want to achieve and work on it, find something you want to be good at and work on it, if people hate on you for it that their problem.

Agreed, but before a goal he should focus on his mental health

 

[Unremittal]

Agreed, but before a goal he should focus on his mental health

oh yeah most definitely

 

[$AINT]

I agree somethings being mid is worse than being bad