User1010
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I'm a 16 year old MTN 5'6 manlet, I'm friends with almost everyone in my grade in school but I have no friends outside of school but I'm happy with the way things are. But, I hate being so gray. I hate being aware enough to know I'm being mogged, being aware of the existence of the black pill yet not knowing enough about LM to help myself. I'm not a KHHV and I don't like to call myself that because there really are men out there living that life and their life is way harder than mine and I've got no right to complain as an MTN. But I also hate getting heightmogged by LTNs who have no knowledge about lookism past the words "Mog" and "Looksmaxxing". I do receive compliments from girls about my looks every few months. I wouldn't describe myself as an HMTN because I don't meet the criteria I see being mentioned in these forums but I don't think it'd be fair to call myself an LMTN and seek attention like a loser but I might as well be LTN because I'm 5'6 and a framelet. I have an LTB stalker who I have no interest in who flirts painfully badly and won't leave me alone but it feels maddening when everyone around you is so hyper-social, effortlessly confident and so oblivious to lookism and where they rank. I've never had any problem blending in and maybe I don't need to blend in but I still don't feel like I'm part of any crowd. Not the oblivious NT IQlets who jestermax (Don't even know if that's a proper LM word) to fit in but also not part of the Lookism crowd. The NT IQlets who pretend to be good people but alienate the morals they imagine from their real lives and behave like cruel hypocrites or the looksmaxxers that claim to be victims of lookism but don't hesitate to "mog" a poor LTNs who struggle to sleep at night. Both sides have a very superficial outlook on human beings. My NT mates all care about "banging chicks" which is basically just slaying LTBs. I can't bring myself to view human beings as just that. LTBs to be bagged or whatever. I can't bring myself to look at a guy who doesn't look as good and tell him I mog him. Maybe I just need to be cheated on once, or have my heartbroken or something. Maybe I'm just not there yet. Does anyone else feel this way?
