i hate being so judged by my looks so much

[mug]

ever since a little kid and even now it seems the only thing my parents tell me is how good looking I am and all I hear outside of them is that I'm ugly unless I ask someone. i think I have gotten iois when I'm very lean and chiseled from men and women but now I feel like everyone remembers me when I was lean and calls me ugly behind my back because they want me to be a femboy. when I first started working at my job my boss of the whole store called me a femboy. this city I live in is so gay that I get along more with women than men because women are nice whereas men react to me different depending on how lean I am/ how my hair is / how bad my skin is... I'm almost thinking of going full buzzcut and beard so I stopped getting judged as a twink and get judged for being a man

 

[mug]

nobody understands the struggle of working retail for nearly 2 years and going from twink to fat to bulky and some gay coworkers judging me behind my back and customers too for trying to live my life. like I have the prettyboy fringe but am 20% bodyfat and bulky 185 lbs where before I was 165 and would get iois from guys and girls. fuck this gay earth this makes me want to go er on all these ugly fags I work with in game

 

[czwarty]

I read every word and still have no idea what's your problem nigga

 

[Deleted member 22627]

ever since a little kid and even now it seems the only thing my parents tell me is how good looking I am and all I hear outside of them is that I'm ugly unless I ask someone. i think I have gotten iois when I'm very lean and chiseled from men and women but now I feel like everyone remembers me when I was lean and calls me ugly behind my back because they want me to be a femboy. when I first started working at my job my boss of the whole store called me a femboy. this city I live in is so gay that I get along more with women than men because women are nice whereas men react to me different depending on how lean I am/ how my hair is / how bad my skin is... I'm almost thinking of going full buzzcut and beard so I stopped getting judged as a twink and get judged for being a man

You are your lookz

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I read every word and still have no idea what's your problem nigga

He wants to get fucked in the ass, I think?

 

[Nasi Lemak]

Femboy? Dude that’s based