PointOfNoReturn
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Everyday the dysphoria gets worse like it's reminding me how I'll never be how I want to be and that I'll always be a let-down. I just want to be pretty although it looks like it's unobtainable. I look at any woman I see for minutes, analyzing how I'll never be good enough. I wish I wasn't born defective. I don't really see a point to continue much; I have nobody to live for and nothing to be excited about. All I do day after day is just sit in silence about how I'll never be good enough, nobody will see me how I want them to. I don't even want to go outside anymore, I just don't want people seeing me as something I'm not.
I wish this nightmare will all end soon, I truly hate it here - even more with a freak like myself.
I wish this nightmare will all end soon, I truly hate it here - even more with a freak like myself.