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Vagabond
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im genuinely so exhausted of having to live in this body. why the actual fuck am i trans dude, i hate it. i would do absolutely anything to be born a cis male. instead i have to deal with transphobia from all angles. literally had to drop out of highschool because of it. my family constantly makes jokes punching down on trans people, and even make the jokes TO me. they all call me my deadname even tho i have begged and fucking pleaded for them to stop. i genuinely wanna rip my fucking throat out jesus christ. i wanna ctb. i do not want to live as a transsexual. but i dont want to die, i love my friends, i love experiencing love and life. but its unbearable bc im a transsexual dude.