I hate everything about myself

[urFavoriteFraud]

Ever since a kid i’ve been extremely looks conscious I always hated the way my head sloped my subhuman height and my horrendous insertions. Something i’ve never been able to escaped. I’m roided, i’ve had surgeries and am perfectly hard/softmaxed, but my issues have no solution. There’s just not one redeemable genetic that I can cling onto. It made me depressed. Since I’ve gotten a life, biochemically happy, fit, talked to therapists, get my sun, eat healthy, surrounded by family that at least puts up with me and I suppose I have some good friends. But all that’s done for me is exposed me to how I was right all along. Your looks determine everything. Watching my friends get asked out, respected and most importantly treated like another human. That’s really all I ever wanted. Everyday would just feel like a fairy tail. What do you realistically have to worry about if you look good enough? You’ll always have something to fall back on. No matter what. I no longer even indulge in forums ig or tiktok anymore. It’s all the attractive people. I just can’t bare to look at what could have been. All my family members, cousins, grandparents, aunts, uncles it doesn’t matter they’re all over six foot, good looking and genuinely loved. Since day one i’ve been exposed to just how close I really was to living completely differently had the dice rolled just a little different. I’d be treated the same as everybody else

 

[crazyguy]

Ever since a kid i’ve been extremely looks conscious I always hated the way my head sloped my subhuman height and my horrendous insertions. Something i’ve never been able to escaped. I’m roided, i’ve had surgeries and am perfectly hard/softmaxed, but my issues have no solution. There’s just not one redeemable genetic that I can cling onto. It made me depressed. Since I’ve gotten a life, biochemically happy, fit, talked to therapists, get my sun, eat healthy, surrounded by family that at least puts up with me and I suppose I have some good friends. But all that’s done for me is exposed me to how I was right all along. Your looks determine everything. Watching my friends get asked out, respected and most importantly treated like another human. That’s really all I ever wanted. Everyday would just feel like a fairy tail. What do you realistically have to worry about if you look good enough? You’ll always have something to fall back on. No matter what. I no longer even indulge in forums ig or tiktok anymore. It’s all the attractive people. I just can’t bare to look at what could have been. All my family members, cousins, grandparents, aunts, uncles it doesn’t matter they’re all over six foot, good looking and genuinely loved. Since day one i’ve been exposed to just how close I really was to living completely differently had the dice rolled just a little different. I’d be treated the same as everybody else

We're polar opposites

 

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what surgeries what roid

age?

real or larp

 

[urFavoriteFraud]

what surgeries what roid

age?

real or larp

 

[urFavoriteFraud]

what surgeries what roid

age?

real or larp

I didn’t roid a lot. Just enough to get me big enough so I’d be respected. I took 250mg of test for the better part of half a year. Then 500 for another year. Couldn’t ever really afford the good stuff. I’m 19. I got jaw surgery to fix my overbite. I’m 5’9

 

[urFavoriteFraud]

We're polar opposites

I’m glad man

 

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I didn’t roid a lot. Just enough to get me big enough so I’d be respected. I took 250mg of test for the better part of half a year. Then 500 for another year. Couldn’t ever really afford the good stuff. I’m 19. I got jaw surgery to fix my overbite. I’m 5’9

so your pct recovered you. Jaw surgery as in functional or aesthetic?

 

[NarrowBoneMarrow]

. I no longer even indulge in forums ig or tiktok anymore. It’s all the attractive people. I just can’t bare to look at what could have been.

this part is real af, when you notice that the algorithm only favors attractive faces or really ugly faces to make fun of, you want to kill yourself

 

[urFavoriteFraud]

so your pct recovered you. Jaw surgery as in functional or aesthetic?

It was aesthetic. And I’m still paying off most of it. But definitely worth it.

 

[rehabcel]

I didn’t roid a lot. Just enough to get me big enough so I’d be respected. I took 250mg of test for the better part of half a year. Then 500 for another year. Couldn’t ever really afford the good stuff. I’m 19. I got jaw surgery to fix my overbite. I’m 5’9

Did you got surgery in your home country or somewhere else?

 

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[turkcelfatcel]

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