I hate everything

[dstivvy]

Everyday of my life I feel like I either have the motivation to finally improve myself or I just want to end it. I feel like my life will never get any better or easier. I’m only 15 but I spend every second of my day either inside playing some shitty game or just gooning. At this point I feel no shame in just gooning more than 5 times a day, it feels normal to me now. I try to motivate myself to stop the addiction and to try to improve but ever since I discovered the black pill I know now that just doing something like that will not even help me be smarter, better looking and confident and it kills my nofap every time. I just wish I was neurotypical. Ever since the day I was born, I was created to be a 60 iq good for nothing nigger and I hate it so much not being able to change that and improve myself because it’s all hopeless and to top it all off I ended up becoming a neurodivergent freak thanks to the fact I was a social outcast because of my anger issues as a child and NOBODY NOT A SINGLE SOUL EVEN REALLY CARES AND I SHOULDA JUST ENDED IT but I don’t even care about that anymore I’m not even that bothered about being an incel like most of the people on this forum are I just want to be able to walk out with confidence instead of walking out knowing I’m some middle class white kids example of “how not to end up” because I’m unattractive and undesirable by most. When people rarely make an interaction with me I can’t help but thinking that they must see through me and know immediately I’m just an autistic neurodivergent that should rope and I’m sorry to anyone reading this nonsense at this point but you definitely mog me so I hope I made your day that I am the true peak of male unattractiveness and I will die alone on the street because I am a subhuman looking sub animal iq nigger

 

[LTNUser]

Same man,feel bad for you tho

 

[iblamehabit]

Everyday of my life I feel like I either have the motivation to finally improve myself or I just want to end it. I feel like my life will never get any better or easier. I’m only 15 but I spend every second of my day either inside playing some shitty game or just gooning. At this point I feel no shame in just gooning more than 5 times a day, it feels normal to me now. I try to motivate myself to stop the addiction and to try to improve but ever since I discovered the black pill I know now that just doing something like that will not even help me be smarter, better looking and confident and it kills my nofap every time. I just wish I was neurotypical. Ever since the day I was born, I was created to be a 60 iq good for nothing nigger and I hate it so much not being able to change that and improve myself because it’s all hopeless and to top it all off I ended up becoming a neurodivergent freak thanks to the fact I was a social outcast because of my anger issues as a child and NOBODY NOT A SINGLE SOUL EVEN REALLY CARES AND I SHOULDA JUST ENDED IT but I don’t even care about that anymore I’m not even that bothered about being an incel like most of the people on this forum are I just want to be able to walk out with confidence instead of walking out knowing I’m some middle class white kids example of “how not to end up” because I’m unattractive and undesirable by most. When people rarely make an interaction with me I can’t help but thinking that they must see through me and know immediately I’m just an autistic neurodivergent that should rope and I’m sorry to anyone reading this nonsense at this point but you definitely mog me so I hope I made your day that I am the true peak of male unattractiveness and I will die alone on the street because I am a subhuman looking sub animal iq nigger

Feel for you bro