I hate feeling empathy and sympathy

[The Homelander]

Also sadness

I wish there was a way to get rid of these useless things. Not completely but as close to nothing as possible without deforming my brain.

Why don’t we just take the brain regions responsible for these emotions and replace most of them with other more useful processes.

There’s only one emotion I hate more than empathy sadness and sympathy and that is happiness
I try to suppress them but sometimes I can’t and the spill over to my life and cause me to make decisions and do things

The only current way I can think of to nuke this stuff that’s possible in present society is steroids
I hope when I start blasting gear I don’t empathize, cry, or feel happy anymore

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

YOU ARE A ZOMBIE

 

[The Homelander]

YOU ARE A ZOMBIE

Have you ever laid down alone outside on the grass on a very sunny day? Don’t you long for the feeling of feeling completely numb. I long for that feeling everyday. For me feeling numb feels satisfactory. Im trying to avoid saying feels good because thats not what that is. I think what im trying to day is I like either feeling numb or having occasional spurts of extreme anger and rage

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

Have you ever laid down alone outside on the grass on a very sunny day? Don’t you long for the feeling of feeling completely numb. I long for that feeling everyday. For me feeling numb feels satisfactory. Im trying to avoid saying feels good because thats not what that is. I think what im trying to day is I like either feeling numb or having occasional spurts of extreme anger and rage

I FEEL CALM, LAYING DOWN IN THE GRASS

 

[The Homelander]

YOU ARE A ZOMBIE

Have you ever laid down alone outside on the grass on a very sunny day? Don’t you long for the feeling of feeling completely numb. I long for that feeling everyday. For me feeling numb feels satisfactory. Im trying to avoid saying feels good because thats not what that is. I think what im trying to day is I like either feeling numb or having occasional spurts of extreme anger and rage

liking something isnt the same as feeling good

i dont like feeling good

i like to feel hate but sometimes that is overshadowed by useless emotions in my body which make me turn kind and then people expect me to continue to be kind after I snap out of it now normally i wouldnt care about that and thats where the next useless emotion comes in called sympathy which are two big blockades and i need to eradicate them completely because i feel like they are weighing me down as if i am bound to the earth by shackles and i have wings but i cant fly

 

[The Homelander]

I FEEL CALM, LAYING DOWN IN THE GRASS

you dont feel numb?

 

[khalIid]

die edgy faggot

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

you dont feel numb?

NO, I LAY DOWN IN THE GRASS TO SEE THE STARS. THE VILLAGE ISNT POLLUTED SO I CAN SEE MANY CONSTELLATIONS

 

[The Homelander]

die edgy faggot

im not trying to be edgy or emo i knew thats what people would say im just venting if u dont care then just leave my thread alone

 

[The Homelander]

NO, I LAY DOWN IN THE GRASS TO SEE THE STARS. THE VILLAGE ISNT POLLUTED SO I CAN SEE MANY CONSTELLATIONS

do you ever feel like u could have done more things if there werent these big blockades of time in ur life where u felt sad or upset

 

[It'snotover]

They aren't bad per se but they can be used against you that's why being cold is better

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

do you ever feel like u could have done more things if there werent these big blockades of time in ur life where u felt sad or upset

YES, A LOT MORE

 

[The Homelander]

YES, A LOT MORE

well thats all im trying to say
thats the whole point of my post
thats all

 

[looks234]

Thread's deeper than Sabrina Carpenter's throat