I hate having derealization/depersonalization

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Being a loner all the time seems to trigger this for me. It feels like I'm not real and that I don't actually exist. I feel like everything around me is made of wax and I'm stuck in a glass container.
 
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Smoke weed
 
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Being a loner all the time seems to trigger this for me. It feels like I'm not real and that I don't actually exist. I feel like everything around me is made of wax and I'm stuck in a glass container.
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It feels like I'm on autopilot 95% of the time, but every now and then I come back to my senses and am actually in control of my body. Like my vision clears I put my hands up and look at them realizing I exist and am in control.
 
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It feels like I'm on autopilot 95% of the time, but every now and then I come back to my senses and am actually in control of my body. Like my vision clears I put my hands up and look at them realizing I exist and am in control.
Do you still feel that way now
 
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@thecel check pms bhai
 
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Sometimes but far less ever since I started Wellbutrin
not good friend, you're gonna become dependent on it. i used to take xanax and some ssris but i got off every psychiatric medication now and try to deal with these things by myself naturally because i hate the jews who make them. they can cause seizures and addiction and even death with prolonged use
 
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Being a loner all the time seems to trigger this for me. It feels like I'm not real and that I don't actually exist. I feel like everything around me is made of wax and I'm stuck in a glass container.
Very relatable. I constantly feel like I am in a waking dream.
 
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Its just some entity controlling u
 
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I am also a racist against NPCs
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Very relatable. I constantly feel like I am in a waking dream.
Since when did you first start feeling it? Mine happened after I graduated high school and don't know what to do
 
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facts, even if i hang out with people/try to pursue a hobby i still feel like this
 
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Scary and surreal feeling.
 
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Its just some entity controlling u
I wish I was schizo enough to believe this, would make my life more interesting. but who knows man, we don't even know why humans were made
 
I wish I was schizo enough to believe this, would make my life more interesting. but who knows man, we don't even know why humans were made
Its real bro look up channelling n chit. Humans were made to flourish!
 
Its real bro look up channelling n chit. Humans were made to flourish!
I need to take substances to be convinced it's real :smonk:
 
I need to take substances to be convinced it's real :smonk:
Nah u dont need that chit i have an audio that will make you a channeler. But its too intense for the normal person, it might make u go er
 
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Since when did you first start feeling it? Mine happened after I graduated high school and don't know what to do
I always would occasionally experience it in my childhood. Now its pretty much nonstop. My theory is that it happens when the illusion of the self is slowly eroded. Without it, the paradigms you use to comprehend your own existence no longer work and you start to become "disoriented." Its like a motion sickness of the psyche.
 
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I always would occasionally experience it in my childhood. Now its pretty much nonstop. My theory is that it happens when the illusion of the self is slowly eroded. Without it, the paradigms you use to comprehend your own existence no longer work and you start to become "disoriented." Its like a motion sickness of the psyche.
That's one way to describe it, often times when it happens to me I just get existential thoughts about the world and humankind, and I wonder why we are the only sentient ones
 
Being a loner all the time seems to trigger this for me. It feels like I'm not real and that I don't actually exist. I feel like everything around me is made of wax and I'm stuck in a glass container.
you are mentalcel and you lack of willpower
 
not good friend, you're gonna become dependent on it. i used to take xanax and some ssris but i got off every psychiatric medication now and try to deal with these things by myself naturally because i hate the jews who make them. they can cause seizures and addiction and even death with prolonged use
I don't know much about the long term effects of Wellbutrin but they seem far safer than any SSRI. SSRI's uptake serotonin whereas Wellbutrin uptakes dopamine, which has a very different effect. I'd recommend it tbh
 
That's one way to describe it, often times when it happens to me I just get existential thoughts about the world and humankind, and I wonder why we are the only sentient ones
These thoughts are some of the most exhausting. The alternative is to live day by day which is equally frustrating and pointless. Traditionally faith offered an easy fix. Without it, the weight of existence becomes unbearable. Some practices like Buddhism offer a real solution but require immense effort, luck and renunciation to work. The atomization of society makes it even worse. Stuff like family and relationships can give you a practical meaning to ground yourself with. When you are alone and without comforting beliefs the cold insanity of existence just eats away at you till you just want to jump off of a bridge.

One theory I have is that maybe the reason intelligent life seems to be rare is because the intelligence to comprehend ones own existence may not be very evolutionary desirable. An animal that is constantly existentially confused and afflicted with abstract torments isn't likely to survive harsh conditions. This is especially true if its intelligence is making it physically weaker and less resilient due to using up more energy and slowing down its instinctive decision making capacity. Evolution favors animals that can eat big and fuck hard without so much as a second thought.
 
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