I think that at the end of the day, I don’t really wanna be happy

PseudoMaxxer

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I feel like I always go for the harshest thing.

If a have a good rl with someone I end up ghosting them or leaving on purpose because I feel like I’m a loner type and It’s not made for me.

I try to be gentle and funny with normies but they end up fucking me over or not caring.

I’m done bro, I hate everyone.
 
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Some people just aren't made for the normie life
 
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Some people just aren't made for the normie life
Yeah but I dead ass seclude myself on purpose.

I’m either brain dead or mentally ill.
 
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you dont wanna be happy ?

or you cant be happy ?
 
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not true but i get how this abusive world can make one think that.
 
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you dont wanna be happy ?

or you cant be happy ?
I have a doubt that I either internally don’t want to, and want to keep myself miserable for some reason, or that I can’t literally.

I’ve always never found happiness in nothing tbh, nothing really ever made me happy.
 
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not true but i get how this abusive world can make one think that.
Help me diagnose myself, fr I don’t know what’s going on in my mind…

I always ruin the things that I have but at the of the day I’m never really happy about them.
 
Yeah but I dead ass seclude myself on purpose.

I’m either brain dead or mentally ill.
I do the same to myself sometimes. You just think you’re undeserving of love and affection
 
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I feel like I always go for the harshest thing.

If a have a good rl with someone I end up ghosting them or leaving on purpose because I feel like I’m a loner type and It’s not made for me.

I try to be gentle and funny with normies but they end up fucking me over or not caring.

I’m done bro, I hate everyone.
Your look appreciation in the wrong place buddy
 
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Your look appreciation in the wrong place buddy
Elaborate
I do the same to myself sometimes. You just think you’re undeserving of love and affection
yeah, sometimes I think like “no, I should be lonely and dark and sad but be rich and be better than everyone on my own” and bullshit like this and then I do those things or start to take the habit and I find myself not happy even with that.
 
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You need a wife and children youll be happy no doubt in my mind
 
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I feel like I always go for the harshest thing.

If a have a good rl with someone I end up ghosting them or leaving on purpose because I feel like I’m a loner type and It’s not made for me.

I try to be gentle and funny with normies but they end up fucking me over or not caring.

I’m done bro, I hate everyone.
leg lenghtening + bimax and implants finna solve all ur issues buddy
 
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You need a wife and children youll be happy no doubt in my mind
I used to think that way too, growing up you understand women are inherently whores and cheaters and will never be satisfied with you or will ruin your life with their bullshit.

And 2, kids cost a lot, and you wouldn’t wanna make them suffer like you did.
 

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