I hate how I need to have Terminator tier emotional control just to survive

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Normies go about their day carefree having a wonderful experience of life, absorbing all thoughts and emotions happily as they come
Meanwhile I need to buddhamax/stoicmaxx/machinemaxx just to make it through the day

 

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It's over when you watch videos like this just to avoid roping

 

[LampPostPrime]

Same i have to drink just to get through most days

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Same.


Its rather easy on the "free days" when I can just rott my brain through dopamine and through just not thinking.



However, whenever I have to do something, per se study, I turn my brain on and the situation becomes so hard.

 

[apocalypse]

Same i have to drink just to get through most days

I drown my sorrows in food