ranierean
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Even with petty insults the expectation is always, “you could be doing better,” “you have to change things,” “something’s clearly gone wrong”--which is, obviously, not that much different from all the pointless pep talk and all the “well-meaning” suggestions that I get all the fucking time. It’s like… nothing’s ever enough, I’m never enough--when I’m just… done. Completely spent. What happened happened (and none of it was ever good).
What I “need” from life (the quotation marks here imply a semi-ironic disposition, indicating perhaps that this wish might not be a wish at all, soyed jack) is a 32-bar cut with a liberal use of the major-seventh (I don’t know what that means, just something I picked up through osmosis). It doesn’t have to be me singing (God no), and it doesn’t even have to be “me” as a character, it just has to resonate with the simmering rage that I have, what libtards describe as a “negative voice,” which is just a deafening force to me--I know of no life outside it. At my most detached and disassociated self (I know that those are non-superlative and don’t relate to any “self” regardless but fuck you) I can recognize how it’s all meaningless and could even be funny to some, without any clue as to how you would bring counterarguments to it in my case. A guitar riff could work too, you know, full bend from the 16th? I’m so fucking stupid, that’s why I’m mad.
What I “need” from life (the quotation marks here imply a semi-ironic disposition, indicating perhaps that this wish might not be a wish at all, soyed jack) is a 32-bar cut with a liberal use of the major-seventh (I don’t know what that means, just something I picked up through osmosis). It doesn’t have to be me singing (God no), and it doesn’t even have to be “me” as a character, it just has to resonate with the simmering rage that I have, what libtards describe as a “negative voice,” which is just a deafening force to me--I know of no life outside it. At my most detached and disassociated self (I know that those are non-superlative and don’t relate to any “self” regardless but fuck you) I can recognize how it’s all meaningless and could even be funny to some, without any clue as to how you would bring counterarguments to it in my case. A guitar riff could work too, you know, full bend from the 16th? I’m so fucking stupid, that’s why I’m mad.
