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after eating a bunch of raw meat and milk etc and now about to order my fgfr3i and eventually hgh i feel so motivated in my life
i already know it hasnt began for someone like me yet, but at least i can grow into a frame of dominance and control
as school is coming around the corner, this summer has made me realize that i was just an orbiter among some of the "popular" circles in school and nobody really fw me because of my ND nature
i was able to have a lot "friends" when i was super jolly before i gave up on finding "love" and i really just wanted to fit in if im being blunt
while there were many nights i had a lot of fun with them, i still didnt feel the same satisfaction that i would have if i had a brother
these are just people with no substance and would ditch u in an instant and leave u on delivered if u were in trouble
i've found a few new friends and ppl that i have common interests in that are a year older, and they all are happy to hang out with me, but i still feel like i dont belong anywhere in a friend group
which i have decided is okay and i will proceed to isolate myself and hobbymaxx on my own while wageslaving for my future hardmaxx reincarnation fund
but listening to what goatis has been saying about human nature and primal instincts and after eating raw meat and fixing my sleep i sometimes feel a sudden lust for violence
in this "friend group" which has had many many NT white wannabe frat bros join i have realized that a lot of them are the exact people i hate the most because i wish i had what they had
-jbw
-loving parents
-money
-NT
-girls
-everything
not only that but they throw around all these BP and LM terms and laugh about hypergamy and some of them even regularly repost BP and LM tiktoks while having the popular girls that everyone wants to fuck replying in their reposts
this is the type of shit that fucking infuriates me and i was lacking in my own strength to feel my own emotions back then where i would just brush it off
i even got close to this one guy and we talk about how we dont like some ppl that our friends associate with
however he still hangs out with him and posts on snapchat "happy birthday bro ur so fun to hg with blah blah blah"
right then i realized this guy is just fucking fake and theres no way he doesnt talk shit about me behind my back too
this other NT white dude just reposts sh like "how it feels waking up as a khhv" and not even just 5 scrolls later i see he reposts a spiderman edit with the hot popular foid in his repost replies
i used to hang out with them earlier this year and i truly thought i had finally found a nice group of friends
i remember freshman year where we would ride our scooters around and have sleepovers while talking about who was the hottest girl in school ( as if i had a fucking chance JFL)
but until i got too comfortable and starting showing more of my ND nature i realized they stopped inviting me as much when i realized they started drinking and smoking almost everyday and weekend
and now i havent even heard from them, im like a complete stranger
there were some people that were in another friend group that hangs with them that piss me off and i have been wanting to beat the shit out of for a year now and they have constantly subtly passive aggressively disrespected other ppl that didnt do anything to them
those kinds of ppl always made me rethink the ppl that i chose to hang around with
its better to have no friends than to have fake friends
i thought i made a new friend recently skateboarding but when we were talking to foids he just slapped me outta nowhere
hes 6'1 and i'm 5'9
i wanna beat the shit out of him hes so fake
idk y i didnt back then
this next school year i feel like ppl will see me as a loser with no friends because i am not tall and ND or chad so i will probably just sit alone in the library or skip school if i can or just leave school and come back during lunch
im such a fucking loser lol
but it will all be worth it after i grow
as this summer has blown by i have lost pretty much all touch and connection to them that i just feel nothing as i doomscroll everyday seeing the shit that this one dude reposts about being an incel or a khhv while he has EVERYTHING i ever wanted and has multiple girls to talk to every week
its already over for my ND ricecel ahh my only hope is to fucking hardmaxx fme headgear lefort 2 rhino implants n whatever i have to do
i have nothing to lose idc what happens to me
i cant wait to catch them lacking when im 6'4+ on a friday night at the shopping centers in the places they usually hang around at while on my ebike fully masked up and run up to them and beat the shit out of all their sweet larping NT asses
TNTD god i fucking hate them now
this was written all in pure manlet rage
i already know it hasnt began for someone like me yet, but at least i can grow into a frame of dominance and control
as school is coming around the corner, this summer has made me realize that i was just an orbiter among some of the "popular" circles in school and nobody really fw me because of my ND nature
i was able to have a lot "friends" when i was super jolly before i gave up on finding "love" and i really just wanted to fit in if im being blunt
while there were many nights i had a lot of fun with them, i still didnt feel the same satisfaction that i would have if i had a brother
these are just people with no substance and would ditch u in an instant and leave u on delivered if u were in trouble
i've found a few new friends and ppl that i have common interests in that are a year older, and they all are happy to hang out with me, but i still feel like i dont belong anywhere in a friend group
which i have decided is okay and i will proceed to isolate myself and hobbymaxx on my own while wageslaving for my future hardmaxx reincarnation fund
but listening to what goatis has been saying about human nature and primal instincts and after eating raw meat and fixing my sleep i sometimes feel a sudden lust for violence
in this "friend group" which has had many many NT white wannabe frat bros join i have realized that a lot of them are the exact people i hate the most because i wish i had what they had
-jbw
-loving parents
-money
-NT
-girls
-everything
not only that but they throw around all these BP and LM terms and laugh about hypergamy and some of them even regularly repost BP and LM tiktoks while having the popular girls that everyone wants to fuck replying in their reposts
this is the type of shit that fucking infuriates me and i was lacking in my own strength to feel my own emotions back then where i would just brush it off
i even got close to this one guy and we talk about how we dont like some ppl that our friends associate with
however he still hangs out with him and posts on snapchat "happy birthday bro ur so fun to hg with blah blah blah"
right then i realized this guy is just fucking fake and theres no way he doesnt talk shit about me behind my back too
this other NT white dude just reposts sh like "how it feels waking up as a khhv" and not even just 5 scrolls later i see he reposts a spiderman edit with the hot popular foid in his repost replies
i used to hang out with them earlier this year and i truly thought i had finally found a nice group of friends
i remember freshman year where we would ride our scooters around and have sleepovers while talking about who was the hottest girl in school ( as if i had a fucking chance JFL)
but until i got too comfortable and starting showing more of my ND nature i realized they stopped inviting me as much when i realized they started drinking and smoking almost everyday and weekend
and now i havent even heard from them, im like a complete stranger
there were some people that were in another friend group that hangs with them that piss me off and i have been wanting to beat the shit out of for a year now and they have constantly subtly passive aggressively disrespected other ppl that didnt do anything to them
those kinds of ppl always made me rethink the ppl that i chose to hang around with
its better to have no friends than to have fake friends
i thought i made a new friend recently skateboarding but when we were talking to foids he just slapped me outta nowhere
hes 6'1 and i'm 5'9
i wanna beat the shit out of him hes so fake
idk y i didnt back then
this next school year i feel like ppl will see me as a loser with no friends because i am not tall and ND or chad so i will probably just sit alone in the library or skip school if i can or just leave school and come back during lunch
im such a fucking loser lol
but it will all be worth it after i grow
as this summer has blown by i have lost pretty much all touch and connection to them that i just feel nothing as i doomscroll everyday seeing the shit that this one dude reposts about being an incel or a khhv while he has EVERYTHING i ever wanted and has multiple girls to talk to every week
its already over for my ND ricecel ahh my only hope is to fucking hardmaxx fme headgear lefort 2 rhino implants n whatever i have to do
i have nothing to lose idc what happens to me
i cant wait to catch them lacking when im 6'4+ on a friday night at the shopping centers in the places they usually hang around at while on my ebike fully masked up and run up to them and beat the shit out of all their sweet larping NT asses
TNTD god i fucking hate them now
this was written all in pure manlet rage
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