Bewusst
dead inside
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I chug at least a fifth of vodka + beer every night, but it doesn't get me drunk anymore. Amounts that would make normies end up in the ICU from alcohol poisoning merely give me a short-lived buzz, but my body processes alcohol so fast that I'm constantly running out of booze. It's so frustrating. I'm slim and my bodyweight is very low, but I drink more in a week than most people do in a year. I know people who were heavy alcoholics for decades who don't drink as much as me. Fuck my OCD brain. I want to cut down and try benzos, but they're hard to come by when you're not well off financially. And I don't respond well to opioids, so what other options do I have?