i hate my childhood

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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably wouldโ€™ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They couldโ€™ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with thisโ€ฆ

Yes i would get bullied by my friends for being fat, but when i tried to take action which means eating less and i was actually visibly losing weight as my friends even said they saw fat loss in my face. you know what they did? lmao..

They went to the school counselor, told them all that im eating super little, and then my parents had to come and have a talk. Since then iโ€™ve had to shove fucking food in my throat and expect to lose weight when i get a growth spurt (what my mom fucking told me) and my friends tellling me the way to lose weight is to exercise alot and not to eat less.

LMAO. LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN LIED TO AND COMPLETELY FUCKED OVER BY THE CLOSEST PEOPLE I FUCKING HAD AND I HAVE TO COPE WITH THIS MY WHOLE LIFE

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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably wouldโ€™ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.
alright bud
 
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I peaked in preschool
 
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brutal childhood pill

@Bryce @fashioncel @Node @dnrwarrior11 @Abdullahm06
 
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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably wouldโ€™ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They couldโ€™ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me
How u shouldve acted for ur boy
 

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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably wouldโ€™ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They couldโ€™ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with thisโ€ฆ
Realising u cant change the past but u can impact the future
 

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i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day
ur 19 and jerk off to highschoolers tits???
 
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I will try to live this life for u bhai
If that makes it feel any better๐Ÿ˜ข
 
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I will try to live this life for u bhai
If that makes it feel any better๐Ÿ˜ข
Make me proud brother, make me proud.

FUCK AS MANY PUSSIES AS YOU CAN
 
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Thats not the point of this thread dude oh my god, youโ€™re missing the point
I do get it but that part is very interesting
 
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So what am i suppose to do in the future now
Shit if ur not even lean now idk wtf ur doing lmfao but imrpove g i hope ur lean see what needs fixing if its able to fix it soft and the rest and major flaws or imporant feats save up for surgery ur 19

U said u regret slaying but u are 19 realistically any mtn can slay daily at clubs or parties lol but i assume u want reslly attractive people so u also need to improve๐Ÿ˜…
 
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Shit if ur not even lean now idk wtf ur doing lmfao but imrpove g i hope ur lean see what needs fixing if its able to fix it soft and the rest and major flaws or imporant feats save up for surgery ur 19
Im on RETA rn trying to get lean, i lost alot of weight already.

I donโ€™t really have any problems with my face just being fat my whole life.
 
brutal childhood pill

@Bryce @fashioncel @Node @dnrwarrior11 @Abdullahm06
And I thought my childhood was bad,

I feel Sorry for you.
 
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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably wouldโ€™ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They couldโ€™ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with thisโ€ฆ
We all suffer bra
 
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I didnt mention a age, so that could mean anything
ok. but we both know what it means , also ur friends kinda fucked u over by not telling u to get in shape
 
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I was fit since 8th grade brutal for you
 
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Im on RETA rn trying to get lean, i lost alot of weight already.

I donโ€™t really have any problems with my face just being fat my whole life.
But how have u been around since 23 and not commited to a cut i went from 25% to 17% in a few weeks and now bumped up cardio to get abs finally
 
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But how have u been around since 23 and not commited to a cut i went from 25% to 17% in a few weeks and now bumped up cardio to get abs finally
Idk bro im trying now tho.. wish me luck
 
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Yes,

i agree.

This is one of the reasons why i never lost weight back then,

Yes i would get bullied by my friends for being fat, but when i tried to take action which means eating less and i was actually visibly losing weight as my friends even said they saw fat loss in my face. you know what they did? lmao..

They went to the school counselor, told them all that im eating super little, and then my parents had to come and have a talk. Since then iโ€™ve had to shove fucking food in my throat and expect to lose weight when i get a growth spurt (what my mom fucking told me) and my friends tellling me the way to lose weight is to exercise alot and not to eat less.

LMAO. LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN LIED TO AND COMPLETELY FUCKED OVER BY THE CLOSEST PEOPLE I FUCKING HAD AND I HAVE TO COPE WITH THIS MY WHOLE LIFE
Damn bro u truly got fucked over :feelswhy:
 
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ur 19 and jerk off to highschoolers tits???
Agecucks when they realize there's 0 biological difference between 17 and 18 and almost no physical difference between 15 and 18 :feelstastyman:
 
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Damn bro u truly got fucked over :feelswhy:
I know lol.

Why do adults lie to children,
Why do parents fucking lie and call their subhuman children beautiful while knowing its a lie and not trying to improve their looks by fixing their lifestyle.

I got fucked and so fucked. Yes i have a cute girlfriend now who is virgin and i look somewhat decent but whats the point.. i wanted that childhood too, i wanted to have fun aswell.

my whole teenager years went to shit only me as a actual kid was fun years biking around outside with friends, and playing outside all day.

Man.. The shit you miss out on is what hurts you the fucking most.
 
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Agecucks when they realize there's 0 biological difference between 17 and 18 and almost no physical difference between 15 and 18 :feelstastyman:
They literally all looked like 18+

Even now if i wouldve looked at them iโ€™d assume theyโ€™re 18+

All big developed tits, nice ass. Mature, they literally mature faster nowadays.
 
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And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They couldโ€™ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me
Yeah because we were raised by bluepilled Gen X'ers who thought their childs future and success depended on their personality and "raising them with moral values" :forcedsmile:
They literally all looked like 18+
Especially high schoolers in the US, they all look like they're in their early 20's. Multiple 16-17 y/o girls at my school were dating men in their early 20's, it is not uncommon whatsoever
 
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Yeah because we were raised by bluepilled Gen X'ers who thought their childs future and success depended on their personality and "raising them with moral values" :forcedsmile:

Especially high schoolers in the US, they all look like they're in their early 20's. Multiple 16-17 y/o girls at my school were dating men in their early 20's, it is not uncommon whatsoever
Yes the girl i was talking about with a fat ass also was dating a 22 year old at the time haha,

Yeah, i also think its because my parents were fucking muslim that they thought if iโ€™d look better i would go slaying in highschool and fucking bitches which is โ€œharamโ€ :lul:
 
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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably wouldโ€™ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They couldโ€™ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with thisโ€ฆ
brutal bro, did you improve atleast?
 
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i should probably go slay while i still have some time left ts story is brutal asf
 
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brutal bro, did you improve atleast?

Yes i improved to LTN (i am still fat) and actively losing weight, on reta aswell rn.

I have a girlfriend currently which is 2 years younger then me and shes rated HTB by some of my friends here, the only reason why she is dating me is cause i think when i was leanmaxxed for a bit (i let myself go and gained alot of weight since i have a huge appetite and couldnt supress it ordering mcdonalds everyday i basically gained all my weight back after 2 months) i was getting alot of attention from girls then met her, i am also her first boyfriend and she never had a talking stage before me so it is fairly easy to make her obsessed with me.
 
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i should probably go slay while i still have some time left ts story is brutal asf
Do it while youre a kid still bro, girls your age will give anyone that looks somewhat decent able to fuck them. They want the experience on how it works and how it makes them feel. Do it for me bro
 
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Yes i improved to LTN (i am still fat) and actively losing weight, on reta aswell rn.

I have a girlfriend currently which is 2 years younger then me and shes rated HTB by some of my friends here, the only reason why she is dating me is cause i think when i was leanmaxxed for a bit (i let myself go and gained alot of weight since i have a huge appetite and couldnt supress it ordering mcdonalds everyday i basically gained all my weight back after 2 months) i was getting alot of attention from girls then met her, i am also her first boyfriend and she never had a talking stage before me so it is fairly easy to make her obsessed with me.
mirin bhai, if she is HTB you are not LTN, MTN atleast
 
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mirin bhai, if she is HTB you are not LTN, MTN atleast
Yeah idk some people rated me mtn aswell, i like to look at myself as ltn at the moment since im fat, how old are u?
 
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Yeah idk some people rated me mtn aswell, i like to look at myself as ltn at the moment since im fat, how old are u?
16 bhai
 
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Do it while youre a kid still bro, girls your age will give anyone that looks somewhat decent able to fuck them. They want the experience on how it works and how it makes them feel. Do it for me bro
its not how its like in ur old school where they js let u fuck but i can probably get my first slay before i leave highschool. i already have girls that make an effort to approach/talk to me without me having to do anything but they are just low quality or ugly
 
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its not how its like in ur old school where they js let u fuck but i can probably get my first slay before i leave highschool. i already have girls that make an effort to approach/talk to me without me having to do anything but they are just low quality or ugly
Its still about the experience when youโ€™re young, you wonโ€™t miss out on anything if u do this.
 
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Its still about the experience when youโ€™re young, you wonโ€™t miss out on anything if u do this.
i guess but i wouldnt want to lose my virginity to a ltb lmao
 
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Slay for me nigga
i have a gf bhai but im gonna slay her lol definitely, she's the opposite of yours she is two years older than me she's 18 and never had a bf either, or kiss and virgin
 
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i guess but i wouldnt want to lose my virginity to a ltb lmao
Yea true donโ€™t do that, im saying after you lost your virginity to a bad bitch just go slay other women
 
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i have a gf bhai but im gonna slay her lol definitely, she's the opposite of yours she is two years older than me she's 18 and never had a bf either, or kiss and virgin
Thatโ€™s good bro, do you love her?
 
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