i hate my childhood

Yea she’s wifey material, what about yours?
mines is too lol, shorter than me, supportive and good personality. Love her bhai
 
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mines is too lol, shorter than me, supportive and good personality. Love her bhai
Mine even makes my homework, i love her to death.

And she would probably make my children white and good looking.

Imagine half brazilian half dutch x kurdish genes, really wonder how that turns out.

what ethnicity is yours?
 
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Mine even makes my homework, i love her to death.

And she would probably make my children white and good looking.

Imagine half brazilian half dutch x kurdish genes, really wonder how that turns out.

what ethnicity is yours?
Im gonna make mines do my homework too jfl, I can't be fucked to do it and she's smart af too, mirin the genes bhai, idk what ethnicity mine is but she's white with Hazel eyes and dark blonde hair
 
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Im gonna make mines do my homework too jfl, I can't be fucked to do it and she's smart af too, mirin the genes bhai, idk what ethnicity mine is but she's white with Hazel eyes and dark blonde hair
WTF YOU JUST BECAME BLUE CELL? CONGRATS.

Mine is smart af too, well education wise. We both did IQ tests and im somehow at 115 and she is at 100. Even though she is doing way better then me at school.

HOW TF U DONT KNOW THE ETHNICITY OF YOUR GF?
 
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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably would’ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They could’ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with this…

Yes i would get bullied by my friends for being fat, but when i tried to take action which means eating less and i was actually visibly losing weight as my friends even said they saw fat loss in my face. you know what they did? lmao..

They went to the school counselor, told them all that im eating super little, and then my parents had to come and have a talk. Since then i’ve had to shove fucking food in my throat and expect to lose weight when i get a growth spurt (what my mom fucking told me) and my friends tellling me the way to lose weight is to exercise alot and not to eat less.

LMAO. LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN LIED TO AND COMPLETELY FUCKED OVER BY THE CLOSEST PEOPLE I FUCKING HAD AND I HAVE TO COPE WITH THIS MY WHOLE LIFE

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Thanks for the vouce recording bhai. Holy friends bro those niggas weren't your friends they were just pretending or some shit. Pulling that crap is horrible

You just gotta move forward dont let the past destroy your future
 
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Thanks for the vouce recording bhai. Holy friends bro those niggas weren't your friends they were just pretending or some shit. Pulling that crap is horrible

You just gotta move forward dont let the past destroy your future
Thank you bro,

im trying. Right now i have a super small circle but i find that it is hard to actually find friends who care about you and don’t fuck you over, i have alot of trust issues from friends i knew for a long time fucking me over.
 
Thank you bro,

im trying. Right now i have a super small circle but i find that it is hard to actually find friends who care about you and don’t fuck you over, i have alot of trust issues from friends i knew for a long time fucking me over.
At least you got soem friends. My friends dont wanna go out for shit, staying inside 24/7 its truly makes me sick
 
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At least you got soem friends. My friends dont wanna go out for shit, staying inside 24/7 its truly makes me sick
I know that,

staying inside all day is truly rotting and the worst thing anyone could do.

Me and my two friends went to switzerland for 4 days it was beautiful what nature rewards you with. Your mental health being at peace, not thinking about any issues just living.

I try to go outside as much as possible, you should aswell.

Take a vacation, your body needs it. As for friends, you will meet them in the long run, you create friends with oppurtinites, thats how life works. Nothing will come to you if you don’t do anything, you have to.
 
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WTF YOU JUST BECAME BLUE CELL? CONGRATS.

Mine is smart af too, well education wise. We both did IQ tests and im somehow at 115 and she is at 100. Even though she is doing way better then me at school.

HOW TF U DONT KNOW THE ETHNICITY OF YOUR GF?
Thanks bhai idk if its a accomplishment becoming a bluecell :feelswah: Her family is from El Salvador though but she def has euro genes somewhere because of her eyes and hair
 
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Thanks bhai idk if its a accomplishment becoming a bluecell :feelswah: Her family is from El Salvador though but she def has euro genes somewhere because of her eyes and hair
Ahh nice, we got the same kind of gf kinda.

Yes bluecell is a accomplishment now you’re not a ugly greycell.

Just don’t rot too much on here and try to stay more for the education part
 
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Ahh nice, we got the same kind of gf kinda.

Yes bluecell is a accomplishment now you’re not a ugly greycell.

Just don’t rot too much on here and try to stay more for the education part
Yeah that's what I try and do, rotting is fun though I can say whatever the fuck I want. I read BOTB threads daily and see what more threads are getting posted
 
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I know that,

staying inside all day is truly rotting and the worst thing anyone could do.

Me and my two friends went to switzerland for 4 days it was beautiful what nature rewards you with. Your mental health being at peace, not thinking about any issues just living.

I try to go outside as much as possible, you should aswell.

Take a vacation, your body needs it. As for friends, you will meet them in the long run, you create friends with oppurtinites, thats how life works. Nothing will come to you if you don’t do anything, you have to.
Thanks men, apreciate it
 
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Yeah that's what I try and do, rotting is fun though I can say whatever the fuck I want. I read BOTB threads daily and see what more threads are getting posted
Same,

This forum has no filter and allows me to express myself however i want and relate to people that are/were in my shoes aswell.

That’s good bro, keep goingz
 
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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably would’ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They could’ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with this…

Yes i would get bullied by my friends for being fat, but when i tried to take action which means eating less and i was actually visibly losing weight as my friends even said they saw fat loss in my face. you know what they did? lmao..

They went to the school counselor, told them all that im eating super little, and then my parents had to come and have a talk. Since then i’ve had to shove fucking food in my throat and expect to lose weight when i get a growth spurt (what my mom fucking told me) and my friends tellling me the way to lose weight is to exercise alot and not to eat less.

LMAO. LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN LIED TO AND COMPLETELY FUCKED OVER BY THE CLOSEST PEOPLE I FUCKING HAD AND I HAVE TO COPE WITH THIS MY WHOLE LIFE

For people that don’t want to read:


Alright bro but you ain’t no child no more lock In
 
was this school in kurdish majority regions dont lie to me boy
 
WTF YOU JUST BECAME BLUE CELL? CONGRATS.

Mine is smart af too, well education wise. We both did IQ tests and im somehow at 115 and she is at 100. Even though she is doing way better then me at school.

HOW TF U DONT KNOW THE ETHNICITY OF YOUR GF?
easier for girls to do better in school bcs they do better in organised structured manners if yk what i mean. i saw this in a study somewhere so your choice to believe me or not but it makes sense
 
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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably would’ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They could’ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with this…

Yes i would get bullied by my friends for being fat, but when i tried to take action which means eating less and i was actually visibly losing weight as my friends even said they saw fat loss in my face. you know what they did? lmao..

They went to the school counselor, told them all that im eating super little, and then my parents had to come and have a talk. Since then i’ve had to shove fucking food in my throat and expect to lose weight when i get a growth spurt (what my mom fucking told me) and my friends tellling me the way to lose weight is to exercise alot and not to eat less.

LMAO. LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN LIED TO AND COMPLETELY FUCKED OVER BY THE CLOSEST PEOPLE I FUCKING HAD AND I HAVE TO COPE WITH THIS MY WHOLE LIFE

For people that don’t want to read:


Dnr. I don’t care.
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Its so brutal knowing you wasted your childhood being subhuman,

I remember when i was at high school,

My LTN Ethnic retarded friend showed me a video of a htb white girl sucking his dick at the school bathroom, this pissed me off and still pisses me off that if i actually looked somewhat okay to look at that i probably would’ve gotten some action aswell since girls my age back then were fucking sluts and fucking everyone for the experience,

God, the amount of times i was dwelling over my classmates big fucking asses in gym class in their tight pants showing everyone, i still remember once where my classmate put her t shirt up to clean her face and i saw her beautiful perky fucking tits i still remember the image and jerk off to it till this day, i also remember my other classmates jiggling their asses and it looking so fat, as well i remember when me and my other classmates were at gym class alone and she was laying down on her stomach and i still fucking remember it cause it was beautiful, her beautiful thick ass looked like a mountain. I fucking wish i looked somewhat decent back then, now im fucking 19 years oldcel that missed out on all the action cause i was obese. God, i wish i could live it again and changed my looks back then. I still remember everything in my mind while everyone probably forgot what happened at high school. All the girls sucking dicks in the bathrooms and getting backshots in the bushes. i wish i was part of that, fuck my shitty childhood getting bullied 24/7 i wish i actually had fun now i will regret my childhood my whole life and be ruined.

And my parents? WHAT DID THEY FUCKING DO, NOT FUCKING HELP ME. They could’ve fucking told me you look like shit lose weight ill make better fucking meals but no they ruined fucking everything for me

How am i even suppose to cope with this…

Yes i would get bullied by my friends for being fat, but when i tried to take action which means eating less and i was actually visibly losing weight as my friends even said they saw fat loss in my face. you know what they did? lmao..

They went to the school counselor, told them all that im eating super little, and then my parents had to come and have a talk. Since then i’ve had to shove fucking food in my throat and expect to lose weight when i get a growth spurt (what my mom fucking told me) and my friends tellling me the way to lose weight is to exercise alot and not to eat less.

LMAO. LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN LIED TO AND COMPLETELY FUCKED OVER BY THE CLOSEST PEOPLE I FUCKING HAD AND I HAVE TO COPE WITH THIS MY WHOLE LIFE

For people that don’t want to read:


Bro there was this one girl in my class who i wanted to fuck bc she was blonde with big tits and she called me one day a lot of times while drunk with her friend telling me to come over to fuck but it was late at night and i live in one of those houses where i couldnt sneak out and i wasnt able to so i just had to stay at home bc i was unable to sneak out:feelscry:
 
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Bro there was this one girl in my class who i wanted to fuck bc she was blonde with big tits and she called me one day a lot of times while drunk with her friend telling me to come over to fuck but it was late at night and i live in one of those houses where i couldnt sneak out and i wasnt able to so i just had to stay at home bc i was unable to sneak out:feelscry:
u got pic of her
 
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u got pic of her
I dont i have blocked her because she sent her one friend some very horny messages i sent her and her one friend sent it to one guy and he leaked it i lost a lot of friends and got beat up a few times the brootal part is that she sent those kinda messages to me back and even once during class squeezed my ass cheeks (dont ask em why) i blocked her bc im worried about her doing smth again i regret not fucking her to this day:feelscry::feelsrope:
 
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u got pic of her
She also doxxed me to this one guy who i was ragebaiting saying He is a fat bitch and i would beat his ass and rape his mom and she knew the guy so you already know how it went:feelscry: But i wasnt worried bc He was a pussy i didnt do anything with the info
 
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