J_Lacks_PSL
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I hate fate sm because why tf do i have to be the worst looking in my entire family before even hitting 17
My family isnt even more attractive than average and yet i turned out fucking sub5 for no reason whatsoever
Every possible thing (inside the ordinary) that could be ugly is ugly on me. My frame is terrible (imagine you see a manlet who also has a frame so utterly awful that you just cant help but stare, thats me), my face is boneless, recessed and my physique is still shit.
oh yeah also, i randomly happen to turn out nd which sure is fun on top of the other bullshit
And my greycel bluepilled copium addict family doesnt understand a fucking word that comes out of my mouth when talking abt all this because they still are so deluded that they cant see me for how i actually look
And compared to my 6’3 older brother every single fucking feature of mine is ass. My frame is shit, im recessed while he is not, i have super large ears (they are just big, not even flared which i could at least have gotten surgery for) while his are normal, my nose is awful while his is good, my eyes are bulbous and close set while his are ideally spaces with naturally thick dark eyebrows, i have 0 ramus and the gonial angle of doom and despair while his is relatively close to ideal, i have the biggest fucking lower lip (so big my dad would always accuse me of pouting after one of our usual fights, despite me just fucking existing), while his lips are fine too. My mouth is narrow as fuck paired with my already wide nose, while his mouth to nose ratio is almost ideal.
And all the fucking things arent even remotely comprehensible to my idiot parents who just talk to me like im some deluded psycho, while also sending me to therapy legit specifically for being blackpilled. I hate everything. I always assumed that one day i would look “normal” and like the guys “i saw on tiktok”, and that i would become tall and that my face only looked bad because it was before puberty
Well guess fucking what. 90% of my unattractive traits are ALREADY TOO DEVELOPED. Its not just lacking height, muscle mass and masculinity for example, no, its shit like a tiny ramus, a fucking ridiculously huge nose, giant ears, and hips wider than a big booty latina.
What did i do, exactly? I was a nice kid (despite being bullied in 3 different physical communities), i ate well and started working out, i did skincare, i tried to treat people well and yet im as always the most genetically fucked person in my family.
I wouldnt mind being sub5 as much if i at least didnt have to walk around and get mogged to fucking oblivion and beyond by my dear family of ltns and mtns. Also i live in scandinavia, so yeah, the standards are crazy for face, height and everything else.
It’s. Over.
My family isnt even more attractive than average and yet i turned out fucking sub5 for no reason whatsoever
Every possible thing (inside the ordinary) that could be ugly is ugly on me. My frame is terrible (imagine you see a manlet who also has a frame so utterly awful that you just cant help but stare, thats me), my face is boneless, recessed and my physique is still shit.
oh yeah also, i randomly happen to turn out nd which sure is fun on top of the other bullshit
And my greycel bluepilled copium addict family doesnt understand a fucking word that comes out of my mouth when talking abt all this because they still are so deluded that they cant see me for how i actually look
And compared to my 6’3 older brother every single fucking feature of mine is ass. My frame is shit, im recessed while he is not, i have super large ears (they are just big, not even flared which i could at least have gotten surgery for) while his are normal, my nose is awful while his is good, my eyes are bulbous and close set while his are ideally spaces with naturally thick dark eyebrows, i have 0 ramus and the gonial angle of doom and despair while his is relatively close to ideal, i have the biggest fucking lower lip (so big my dad would always accuse me of pouting after one of our usual fights, despite me just fucking existing), while his lips are fine too. My mouth is narrow as fuck paired with my already wide nose, while his mouth to nose ratio is almost ideal.
And all the fucking things arent even remotely comprehensible to my idiot parents who just talk to me like im some deluded psycho, while also sending me to therapy legit specifically for being blackpilled. I hate everything. I always assumed that one day i would look “normal” and like the guys “i saw on tiktok”, and that i would become tall and that my face only looked bad because it was before puberty
Well guess fucking what. 90% of my unattractive traits are ALREADY TOO DEVELOPED. Its not just lacking height, muscle mass and masculinity for example, no, its shit like a tiny ramus, a fucking ridiculously huge nose, giant ears, and hips wider than a big booty latina.
What did i do, exactly? I was a nice kid (despite being bullied in 3 different physical communities), i ate well and started working out, i did skincare, i tried to treat people well and yet im as always the most genetically fucked person in my family.
I wouldnt mind being sub5 as much if i at least didnt have to walk around and get mogged to fucking oblivion and beyond by my dear family of ltns and mtns. Also i live in scandinavia, so yeah, the standards are crazy for face, height and everything else.
It’s. Over.
