i hate my hyperfixations

[domcel]

I fucking hate this shit man i finally think something will be interesting and dopamin infusing to me for longer periods of time, and then i wake up some morning and It just doesnt interest me anymore. My latest one was chess. I watched chess grandmasters and youtubers and i loved to learn it and even watched the whole queens gambit series cuz of it and bought a chessboard and played vs myself a lot. And then i went to sleep one day and boom in the morning chess despised me. So stupid man

 

[Nexom]

I bought a digital piano and used it for 30 minutes.
That was a year ago...

 

[domcel]

do any of you guys have some tips to like not get over it and just have the hobby for longer?

 

[domcel]

I bought a digital piano and used it for 30 minutes.
That was a year ago...

lol exactly man. Holy fuck i wanted to learn the piano some time ago and almost bought a course but then i remembered im nd and shit would just stop interesting me

 

[domcel]

I bought a digital piano and used it for 30 minutes.
That was a year ago...

although i usually have it for longer than 30min. Around 2 weeks i would say is when it ends

 

[Arbuscular]

no fix for autism

 

[grbbsc]

I'm hyperfixated on electronic music rn, my last hyperfixation was drugs

 

[domcel]

no fix for autism

i dont think i have autism i always thought i just had adhd, but lately i have been doubting myself about it

 

[domcel]

I'm hyperfixated on electronic music rn, my last hyperfixation was drugs

enjoy it while it last then. Suck every last drop of dopamine and happiness while u still can

 

[grbbsc]

i dont think i have autism i always thought i just had adhd, but lately i have been doubting myself about it

i def have adhd, i'm thinking of getting diagnosed so i can get vyvanse or adderall but i'd have to talk to my parents about it and i'm not sure what their reaction would be

 

[domcel]

i def have adhd, i'm thinking of getting diagnosed so i can get vyvanse or adderall but i'd have to talk to my parents about it and i'm not sure what their reaction would be

yeah my parents kinda fucked me over when i was little. Doctors said i have it and i had to go to some weird ass courses on "how to study" but my parents always kinda brushed over the idea of meds and now im grown and still cooked with it and no meds. I need to try and get diagnosed again but its harder now when im older

 

[haggling_parrot]

It can't be that bad if you aren't stimfapping.

 

[Former Shortcel]

I'm hyperfixated on electronic music rn, my last hyperfixation was drugs

Any specific event that made you lose interest in drugs, or was it just losing the dopamine from hyperfixating on it?

 

[caleb555]

do any of you guys have some tips to like not get over it and just have the hobby for longer?

Im not to good at thus either but try sticking it out a few more days

 

[domcel]

Im not to good at thus either but try sticking it out a few more days

thanks for replying. Will try to do it the next time. Im waiting on my next hyperfixation i need it about now or else imma depressionmax hard

 

[domcel]

It can't be that bad if you aren't stimfapping.

been there done that

 

[grbbsc]

Any specific event that made you lose interest in drugs, or was it just losing the dopamine from hyperfixating on it?

Too broke to buy them, that's the main reason

 

[domcel]

Too broke to buy them, that's the main reason

what kind were u into? something harder or mostly stims

 

[grbbsc]

what kind were u into? something harder or mostly stims

I used to do DXM and shrooms a lot, but I ended up moving so I lost my friends that I would do these drugs with, I still visit them every once in a while but it's an hour and a half bus ride to their city. That's another reason. Also Indian international students stole all the entry level youth jobs here, so I'm having a hard time finding employment so I can get money to afford the drugs. Once I'm able to get another part time job I'll probably gain my interest back, but as of rn I'm sober 99% of the time except to sometimes smoke weed