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chadpreetcel123
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I feel like I am too low IQ and ugly with my grades and SAT scores, I cry every night because nobody likes me. I have no friends currently, this website is my only venting place. If I told anyone how I was feeling I would be thrown into a mental asylum. I feel ugly and subhuman everyday as a 5'8 Paki manlet with average to below average IQ. I cannot vent to family because they will just laugh at me or just tell me I'm crazy. I gave it all i could give, I try to think of better times, but to be honest there's very few moments I can think of. I have a stuttering problem too, oh god, why did I have to be born like this? I only came back to this website after taking a break for a few months because my life just keeps getting worse. I try to be thankful of everything I have, but it's hard. I have many traumatic memories of my parents arguing and the realization that I missed out on my childhood because I have little to no friends. I've tried many things but I keep thinking bad shit everyday man. I found a blade in my room and purposely cut my skin a little bit. It's over, I just want to run away from it all everyday. I've felt terrible for a while now, like more than usual, and just constantly.
I'm not going to kill myself btw
I'm not going to kill myself btw
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