I hate my life, my family, and I honestly just wanna kill myself right now

[DoesntExistHere]

Yes exactly the second my dad left they instantly changed. I genuinely dont feel like a man at all and if i try to intimidate them, theyll call the cops, gang up on me, kick me out, take my belongings or all of the above

gang up on you? take 1g of test and youll realise they couldn’t even hurt u if they tried

 

[Deleted member 291074]

I know nobody cares but man living in my house as a teen fucking sucks. I live in a family of only women, my dad obviously left because he couldn't deal with my families bullshit. I live with my mom and my sisters and they drive me insane daily. My mom constantly insults and yells at me and has been the reason I've had so many suicidal intrusive thoughts.

My entire family got mad at me today because I live a life as a slave and so I was ordered to do a whole bunch of shit that THEY'RE meant to do and I flat out told them I dont understand why im meant to do things they should do. They literally acted as if i just shot them all in the head and started yelling at me and theyre likely gonna refuse to make dinner today, neglect me further, take away all of my belongings and they might do what they did back when i was 15 years old (lock me out of the house & throw my belongings outside aswelll)

Dude you'd think id be such a bad kid, youd think i do drugs, smoke, drink alcohol, but i spend most of my time just at home watching youtube, pursuing my hobbies, or just going on walks. Why am i in such fear of being kicked out??? My family literally hates me. My sister wished death upon me on my birthday.

Im so unsure of what to do i have absolutely no escape and i obviously cant leave this home for the next couple of years as im a highschool student and dont wanna be homeless. Im so lost and i couldnt think of anything else to do other then to rant and leave this post up as documentation yk

TLDR: Shitty neglectful and irrational family got mad at me over nothing and im worried about them kicking me out even though im only 16 and havent really done anything wrong

Same my family is run by fucking foids and I have the exact problem as you. There is no escape for us we might aswell give up

 

[rawr]

Same my family is run by fucking foids and I have the exact problem as you. There is no escape for us we might aswell give up

Nah man u cant give up but atleast were in the same situation and relate

 

[rawr]

gang up on you? take 1g of test and youll realise they couldn’t even hurt u if they tried

I know lol im very aware im much stronger than them but they technically have the authority

 

[FATPHOBIC]

Women are profoundly retarded and cannot lead anything. Get your money up and GTFO if you can (18+). If you can't leave just keep saving money, it will provide you freedom and happiness. When women are miserable they literally will make everyone around them miserable. Crabs in a bucket. Never rope my nigga.

 

[Deleted member 291074]

Yeah I just read your thread and all the replies I relate to you a lot

Nah man u cant give up but atleast were in the same situation and relate

 

[Deleted member 291074]

Women are profoundly retarded and cannot lead anything. Get your money up and GTFO if you can (18+). If you can't leave just keep saving money, it will provide you freedom and happiness. When women are miserable they literally will make everyone around them miserable. Crabs in a bucket. Never rope my nigga.

Yeah thanks for the advice but ngl I’m really young bro. Not even 16 or 17 I’m 14

 

[Deleted member 291074]

Yeah thanks for the advice but ngl I’m really young bro. Not even 16 or 17 I’m 14

Wrong reply

 

[htn from the staes]

I know nobody cares but man living in my house as a teen fucking sucks. I live in a family of only women, my dad obviously left because he couldn't deal with my families bullshit. I live with my mom and my sisters and they drive me insane daily. My mom constantly insults and yells at me and has been the reason I've had so many suicidal intrusive thoughts.

My entire family got mad at me today because I live a life as a slave and so I was ordered to do a whole bunch of shit that THEY'RE meant to do and I flat out told them I dont understand why im meant to do things they should do. They literally acted as if i just shot them all in the head and started yelling at me and theyre likely gonna refuse to make dinner today, neglect me further, take away all of my belongings and they might do what they did back when i was 15 years old (lock me out of the house & throw my belongings outside aswelll)

Dude you'd think id be such a bad kid, youd think i do drugs, smoke, drink alcohol, but i spend most of my time just at home watching youtube, pursuing my hobbies, or just going on walks. Why am i in such fear of being kicked out??? My family literally hates me. My sister wished death upon me on my birthday.

Im so unsure of what to do i have absolutely no escape and i obviously cant leave this home for the next couple of years as im a highschool student and dont wanna be homeless. Im so lost and i couldnt think of anything else to do other then to rant and leave this post up as documentation yk

TLDR: Shitty neglectful and irrational family got mad at me over nothing and im worried about them kicking me out even though im only 16 and havent really done anything wrong

I feel for you, I know other guys wont but I hope you get out of this toxic household

 

[Boosie’s_Build]

I relate to this but, i have a ball less father. And mother who’s emotions fluctuate more than a bi polar trans. My mother puts my whole family into a fight or flight response from basically the moment u get up in the morning. I think if u became jacked and got a job and were around less. U would be happier. You could try to become the head of the house. But that’s going to be really hard.

 

[bibiprocházka271]

dont kill yourself bro thats the most faggot cuck behaviour possible and at the end of the day your feeling of suicide is probably just a passing thing

if it really sucks that much take all your stuff and go or just slime out as many evil fags you can so you dont go out with a negative k/d

you are only 16 theres so much that can change in that time the guys above got it right just get a job and save up until you can leave and be stable

 

[idontmogu]

i know im late to the thread but just wanted to say that u should never give up, your family members are obviously projecting their anger that your father left onto you. Once you get out of that house and cut them off you will be so much better off, just never give up, know your worth and dont listen to them.

 

[YUNG YZ999]

Reminds me of that one everybody hates chris ep

 

[rawr]

Reminds me of that one everybody hates chris ep

Dude for the longest time I've been saying that I feel like Chris from Everybody Hates Chris
I've had moments living in this household where I just thought "theres no way this isn't some elaborate joke"
Ironically im replying to this after my family JUST got mad at me over some bullshit and made me feel awful

 

[rawr]

i know im late to the thread but just wanted to say that u should never give up, your family members are obviously projecting their anger that your father left onto you. Once you get out of that house and cut them off you will be so much better off, just never give up, know your worth and dont listen to them.

Thank you man and it's fine it doesnt matter if you're late

 

[Looxmaxzer]

I know nobody cares but man living in my house as a teen fucking sucks. I live in a family of only women, my dad obviously left because he couldn't deal with my families bullshit. I live with my mom and my sisters and they drive me insane daily. My mom constantly insults and yells at me and has been the reason I've had so many suicidal intrusive thoughts.

My entire family got mad at me today because I live a life as a slave and so I was ordered to do a whole bunch of shit that THEY'RE meant to do and I flat out told them I dont understand why im meant to do things they should do. They literally acted as if i just shot them all in the head and started yelling at me and theyre likely gonna refuse to make dinner today, neglect me further, take away all of my belongings and they might do what they did back when i was 15 years old (lock me out of the house & throw my belongings outside aswelll)

Dude you'd think id be such a bad kid, youd think i do drugs, smoke, drink alcohol, but i spend most of my time just at home watching youtube, pursuing my hobbies, or just going on walks. Why am i in such fear of being kicked out??? My family literally hates me. My sister wished death upon me on my birthday.

Im so unsure of what to do i have absolutely no escape and i obviously cant leave this home for the next couple of years as im a highschool student and dont wanna be homeless. Im so lost and i couldnt think of anything else to do other then to rant and leave this post up as documentation yk

TLDR: Shitty neglectful and irrational family got mad at me over nothing and im worried about them kicking me out even though im only 16 and havent really done anything wrong

I'm so lonely broken angel

 

[YUNG YZ999]

Dude for the longest time I've been saying that I feel like Chris from Everybody Hates Chris
I've had moments living in this household where I just thought "theres no way this isn't some elaborate joke"
Ironically im replying to this after my family JUST got mad at me over some bullshit and made me feel awful

Damn bro

 

[Deleted member 368107]

bump incase anyone relates

i relate nigga

 

[2-CB]

Dnr but good luck boy