I hate my life situation

[Deleted member 16501]

I'm finally getting my soul back after a long time- I feel good in my body and soul- content as a being

but my life situation is shit:

-No career except working a job for my parents
-Don't have more than 5-6k liquid cash at any given time
-Never finished my Law degree so don't have any undergraduate qualifications
-in the most feminist, leftist, dead-inside city in an Anglosphere country
-feel no connection to the people around me
-feel no connection with my extended family: They're all so different
-afraid of having sex because of penis size: so out of touch with the dating market
-lost touch with basically all friends
-living in a shitty apartment that I could barely take a girl to: paint blotches on wall, fucked up carpet with cigarette burns from last tenant
-women are unfeminine and unappealing in my city
-don't feel a drive to pursue a career- because at this point, who for? at 34 the likelihood I'll have a wife and kids is dwindling
-Because of a low dopamine life, can't go more than a few days without watching porn
-sleep at 4-5 am most nights, wake up 11am or midday

Only positives are my mental health which is improving, and I'm close with immediate family, and the people I work with (Tenants) are good people who I get along well with.

I was just at the supermarket and I felt something raging inside of me- like "I want out of this life situation". But I don't know how to change it. Get a side gig, become a daygamer, become famous online? Do a normie job in my city? I just have no fucking idea

 

[Deleted member 23115]

That hit me. I am the same.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

That hit me. I am the same.

I need more desire in my life
I always focus on shit that I don't like or want
I'm actually spiritually and mentally ok now, but I need to start wanting things- Doesn't have to be much, but I need to identify it and focus on it daily

 

[ropemax]

it is what it is. rack up some karma for a better kundli next time around.

 

[3/10]

-afraid of having sex because of penis size: so out of touch with the dating market

if u are packing anything more than a 5 incher ur good to bro

Also if u want to change living situation best bet is to save up some cash working as waggie and traveling, I was in same situation but I travelled around europe + asia after a made my self a small fund started learning new languages and quality of life instantly improved, 10x easier to get into relationship aswell.

 

[Deleted member 17872]

Could you just stop crying. You are fucking rich. You could easily turn your life around.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Could you just stop crying. You are fucking rich. You could easily turn your life around.

All money is in properties, and I don't want it anyway

even 50-80k a year of income more would be great. Would allow me 6 weeks of travelling a year, better apartment etc

 

[Deleted member 17872]

All money is in properties, and I don't want it anyway

even 50-80k a year of income more would be great. Would allow me 6 weeks of travelling a year, better apartment etc

start a business. Get a loan from a bank.

 

[TITUS]

start a business. Get a loan from a bank.

He should get a loan to buy a rope.

 

[RAITEIII]

I'm finally getting my soul back after a long time- I feel good in my body and soul- content as a being

but my life situation is shit:

-No career except working a job for my parents
-Don't have more than 5-6k liquid cash at any given time
-Never finished my Law degree so don't have any undergraduate qualifications
-in the most feminist, leftist, dead-inside city in an Anglosphere country
-feel no connection to the people around me
-feel no connection with my extended family: They're all so different
-afraid of having sex because of penis size: so out of touch with the dating market
-lost touch with basically all friends
-living in a shitty apartment that I could barely take a girl to: paint blotches on wall, fucked up carpet with cigarette burns from last tenant
-women are unfeminine and unappealing in my city
-don't feel a drive to pursue a career- because at this point, who for? at 34 the likelihood I'll have a wife and kids is dwindling
-Because of a low dopamine life, can't go more than a few days without watching porn
-sleep at 4-5 am most nights, wake up 11am or midday

Only positives are my mental health which is improving, and I'm close with immediate family, and the people I work with (Tenants) are good people who I get along well with.

I was just at the supermarket and I felt something raging inside of me- like "I want out of this life situation". But I don't know how to change it. Get a side gig, become a daygamer, become famous online? Do a normie job in my city? I just have no fucking idea

Idk why for some reason I thought u were rich and living a lavish life.

 

[Deleted member 21700]

Idk why for some reason I thought u were rich and living a lavish life.

He brags about it all the time, JFL. Its mostly his assets though I guess.

 

[mugabi]

As a man, you can’t half half life. You gotta attempt to go all the way In , you would be be content with your life if you do so.
To go all the way in , you need tons of energy and testosterone, so go google all needed supplements/vitamins to reach max power, 0 fapping and I mean 0, 0 dopamine inducing activities like smoking/porn/social media , take cold as fuck showers daily.
After that focus on getting money and then bang high quality sugar babies or girls from clubs who are after money.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Idk why for some reason I thought u were rich and living a lavish life.

All money in properties

Still I been lucky though